I squat in the depths of time gl

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Chen Ran covered her entire face with a scarf, held her hand and stuffed her into his coat pocket, without saying a word.

Suddenly, hurried footsteps and panting voices came from behind: "Sister, brother-in-law, wait."

Jian Rong and Chen Ran turned their heads and saw that it was Jian Qing.

"What does Jian Guofeng want to do again? Kick me out of Jian's family tree?" Jian Rong asked.

Jian Qing looked at his sister: "He asked you Zhujian Group and brother-in-law, which one do you want?"

Jian Rong glanced at him coldly: "What do you think?"

"Got it!" Jian Qing replied immediately, and stuffed a card in Chen Ran's hand.

"My mother's meeting gift to my brother-in-law, let you two have a good time."

"Thank her for me. We will." Jian Rong said.

That night has been playing on a loop in Jian Rong's mind.The huge and empty streets of Moscow were blizzarded with wind and snow, and the street lamps full of European style cast a warm halo, as if to isolate the two of them from the world.Chen Ran hugged her into his coat.What Jian Rong can't forget no matter what, is the warm breath of minus [-] degrees, and the most beautiful colored glaze in the world stained between her eyebrows and eyes.

She and Chen Ran laughed together when they shouldn't have laughed the most.

After returning to China, Yang Yining's medical certificate came down.Jian Rong held the diagnosis report and didn't speak for a long time.

That day, she took advantage of Chen Ran's work and went to the Harmony Nursing Home.

Resisting the urge to slap the medical certificate on Yang Yining's face, Jian Rong sat in front of him and said, "Explain my illness."

Yang Yining pushed his glasses and looked up at her with great interest.

"Before you say make sure you're not carrying any weapons."

Jian Rong rolled her eyes, and showed him all the pockets on her body. There was nothing that could pose a threat. Apart from the ID, there was only pocket change, mobile phone and house keys in the bag.Yang Yining looked at it and took away her keys and mobile phone.

Jian Rong: "...Do you believe that I can strangle you right now?"

Yang Yining smiled: "I believe it."

"Before I made a diagnosis for you, I did a little research on the cause of your mother, and found several heritable pathogenic factors. That is, they make your potential incidence rate as high as 53%, which is more than half. This incidence rate is already quite high in medical terms."

Jian Rong frowned and interrupted him: "Get to the point."

"Mental diseases are divided into many types, and I don't need to introduce them to you one by one. You just need to remember three points: First, don't let your emotions fall into paranoia, which will only worsen the condition. You know, mental illness The mortality rate of the disease is extremely high. Second, you have to make a decision as soon as possible, whether you need to receive closed convalescence before you do harm to the people around you. The last point: many patients died of hallucinations, including your mother."

In other words, this disease has three points: going crazy, having hallucinations, and dying.

Jian Rong couldn't help thinking of her mother, the woman who was once aloof and self-reliant, who took the initiative to file for a divorce with her father, completely changed in her last days.

She would get up early to cook a large table, and then dump them plate by plate.

She often speaks to the air, and many nights she calls: Someone is coming, open the door!But when the door was opened, no one was there.

She once stubbornly believed that Jian Rong killed her father and her husband.She wanted Jane Rong to pay her debts in blood.

Then one day, she swallowed the wedding ring that Jian Guofeng put on her at the beginning, and left a line of letters.

- Desolate and empty is the sea.

And I, squatting in the depths of time, in a fragile posture.

Fragile.This is a word my mother taught Jane Rong.Now she's going to use it to describe herself.

"Take this document back, and if you agree, sign it for the family." Yang Yining handed over a closed treatment application form.By the way, she returned her mobile phone and keys.

Jian Rong didn't answer.When she heard the word "family members", she was suddenly frightened.Terrified very thoroughly and inexplicably.

"I'll sign it myself." Jian Rong picked up a pen and scribbled on it, "I'm going to be hospitalized now."

Yang Yining seemed a little surprised: "Then... don't you need to explain to your family members? After all, this is a closed system, and it is not easy to communicate with the outside world."

There is a voice shouting in Jian Rong's mind: Chen Ran!Chen Ran!Chen Ran!The infinite loop shocked her so much that her heart ached terribly.However, she still shook her head, and only took away her mobile phone whose card was unplugged.

Yang Yining stared at her back for a long time before picking up the phone and dialing the inpatient department: "Arrange the hospitalization procedures for the patient. The patient information has been sent."

Jian Rong was placed in a rather ordinary ward.Blue and white, without the smell of disinfectant in my impression.

Nothing at all.

She suddenly missed Chen Ran very much.I have to think about it.My stomach hurts at the thought, so I can only squat down and hug myself.

She looked at the clock hanging on the white wall, it was ticking, and it was already pointing to six o'clock.Usually at this time, Jian Rong would have already prepared the meals and wait for Chen Ran to come home from get off work.No matter how tired Chen Ran was, he would hug her and make out for a while before sitting down to eat together.

She imagined Chen Ran dragging his tired body, looking at the cold home, looking for herself everywhere.I can't find it anywhere.Jian Rong has disappeared.

But Chen Ran didn't even know the reason for her disappearance...

The nurse came in and saw Jian Rong squatting in a corner, with her head deeply buried in her arms.The nurse asked, "What are you thinking?"

Jian Rong looked up and looked at her: "I want to die."

……

Jian Rong spent the first night in the ward.She had many dreams.She dreamed that she and Chen Ran had returned to the bar where they met at the beginning. She saw Chen Ran in the crowd, but Chen Ran passed her by indifferently.

Then she dreamed of her mother, who was dignified and noble, and said to Jian Rong, go and see who is knocking on the door every night?Jian Rong opened the door and saw that it was another embarrassed self.

Finally, she dreamed that she died without pain at all, as if she was stepping on a cloud.

Jian Rong had a good time in the nursing home the next day.

Day three too.

Day [-]...

Day [-]...

I don't know how many days have passed.

She gets along really well with the little nurses on the whole floor.Even the new intern doctors come to play with her when they have time.

They joked, "Sister Rong, maybe you will be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

"Then I will treat all of you to dinner." Jian Rong also smiled.

A few doctors in charge came to patrol, and everyone dispersed.Before leaving, a little nurse stuffed a paper bag for Jian Rong.

While they were all gone, Jian Rong opened it and took a look:

is a key.

Jian Rong burst into tears instantly.This is the house key, and it is Chen Ran's.

Chen Ran sold the house.

Chen Ran is leaving.

Chen Ran doesn't want her anymore.

Miss Rong, why do you cry?

She didn't know that when she was smiling into the air, Chen Ran stayed with her all night leaning against the wall outside the ward.

When Yang Yining came to work the next day, he happened to see Chen Ran rubbing his eyes and getting up to leave.He stopped Chen Ran.

"Not going in and talking to her? She just wants to see you right now."

Chen Ran shook his head.

She was afraid that if Jian Rong looked over, she would be unable to control herself and would take her away.

She left in a hurry, in a hurry.

For the next few days, Chen Ran would lean against the wall and guard Jianrong outside the ward all night.

Yang Yining couldn't help but said, "Should I help you with the hospitalization procedures?"

Jian Rong became more and more calm during the day.She cooperated with the doctor in various examinations, and answered the questions asked by the doctor truthfully.

But the more normal it is, the more uneasy it feels.

After reading Jian Rong's inspection report, Dean Yang Yining decided to test her out.