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I want to hear her voice, I want someone to tell me it's okay, I want to know that I'm not alone...but----

"Sorry, the number you dialed was not answered. sorry..."

Qiao An hangs up the phone dumbly. Are you sad? It seems that she is not as sad as imagined, but just a little out of breath. Qiao An squats on the ground holding her chest.

Pedestrians passing by cast curious eyes, but they passed by in a hurry, and no one stopped.

In a trance, I don't know how to get home.

Joan went in and threw her bag on the ground, and walked straight to the door of her room, the door that separated her from her mother in memory, and it was a farewell after that.

"click--"

The door was closed, Joan huddled in the corner by the door, and the dusty past gradually emerged——

I can't remember when my mother started to get sick. Since Joan can remember, her mother often talks into the air, because this father often loses his temper, but the mother usually makes a hug gesture carefully, "You Don't be so loud, it will scare Niannian."

Joan didn't understand at first, she didn't understand why her mother couldn't see her, no matter how much she cried, her mother refused to look at her, she only had the child who didn't exist in her eyes.

Later, Qiao An understood, she learned to accept the non-existent child, the sister named "Nian Nian", and her mother gradually began to accept her own existence.

Gradually, my father didn't come home, and my grandma couldn't do anything about it. Fortunately, except for "Nian Nian", my mother had no obstacles in her daily life, and the family was able to get by.

Until that year, his father had worked hard in the city to achieve results, and Joan just happened to be at the age of entering junior high school, so the family moved to a house in the city, and what followed was his mother's loss of control.

"Nian Nian, Nian Nian, where are you, mother can't find you, good boy, come out quickly."

As soon as he arrived at his new home in the city, his mother insisted that "Nian Nian" was missing and wanted to find "Nian Nian", but his father naturally disagreed, so he forcibly locked his mother at home and asked his old mother in his hometown to take care of him. Ann is also grown up at this time, so she naturally understands what her mother is all about, and she is unwilling to play with her non-existent sister as before to gain her mother's attention.

Because of the father's rough behavior, the mother's condition became more and more serious, and she kept yelling that her father had hidden her "Nian Nian", and the atmosphere at home was always gloomy.

On the contrary, in this case, my mother occasionally asked Joan when she was sober, "So you are in junior high school, what do you want to eat, mom will make it for you." Then she forgot about Joan's existence in the next moment gāngān is clean.

But Qiao An still has hope in her heart. It's not that her mother doesn't love her, but she just forgot. One day, her mother will remember. Before that day comes, she must study hard and be a good child...

After all, this day has not come.

"You killed my Niannian, give me back my Niannian." The woman shouted hysterically.

"Enough trouble, I'll send you to the mental hospital tomorrow." The man roared helplessly.

"You killed my Nian Nian, I want you to die! Die!"

The woman took out the fruit knife she had secretly hidden long ago and stabbed the man fiercely. The man who couldn't react in time fell down slowly, clutching his wound, "Hahahahahahahahaha--Niannian, my mother avenged you, Mom avenged you, hahaha----" The woman ran out madly with her hair loose and blood on her hands.

The old man and the child, who thought it was a daily quarrel and didn't pay much attention to it, were frightened and stunned. The old man reacted first, hurried over to check his son's injury, and called 120 in a panic.

Only then did Joan react from the shock, and he stumbled to chase his mother, but the old man who found him stopped him in time, "An'an, don't run around."

"I'm going to find my mother, grandma, I'm going to find my mother." Joan cried to the old man.

The old man who always cherished his children was extremely indifferent at this moment, "You didn't see what your father looked like."

"I want my mother, I want my mother..." Qiao An was out of breath crying, talking over and over to find her mother.

Widowed in her early years, the old man who raised her son single-handedly showed her composure at this moment. She locked her crying granddaughter in the house and locked her, not daring to disturb her son. She waited for the ambulance to arrive and accompanied her to the hospital.

Her father rescued her for a day, and Joan was locked up for a day. She cried hoarsely in the house until her eyes turned black, but the news she got was that her mother died in a car accident after running out.

Joan fell ill after that, but after waking up, she forgot the memory of her mother, but she could no longer get close to her grandma and father.

From then on, only Joan was left alone.

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Chapter 40 The Finale

I can't live alone, I can't live without being attached to someone, I'm a coward through and through, so, Mo Mo, can you appear in front of me again...

Qiao An huddled in the corner with her knees folded, staring blankly at the nightfall, and the lights of tall buildings in the distance came on.

Lily must have something to do and didn't answer my call just now, but she didn't send me a message all day today, and there were times when she didn't send a message before, but why today, maybe I should check my phone, Lily I will definitely call me back, but what if she doesn't see it, what if she sees it but doesn't want to call me back, will she think I'm too annoying...

My mother never saw me, and my father hated me, "Even my parents don't love me, people like me..."

No, it's not like that. Sister Yu said she regarded me as her own sister, Lily said she liked me, I can't deny myself, this is disrespect to them...

Saying such things, but do you really know how they think of you in their hearts, maybe they just look at you pitifully.

"No, that's not the case."

Joan covered her ears and shrank herself into a corner desperately.

"...Mom, why don't you want me..."

"Momo, why don't you show up..."

"Why am I like this..."

Leaning against the wall, Joan fell asleep in a daze——

["Grandma, open the door."

Joan kept tapping on the locked door. She didn't know what to do after going out, but she wanted to escape here instinctively. She didn't want to be alone.

There were chaotic movements from the medical staff outside, and then it became calm again, and Joan finally gave up.

The room is empty, the outside is also empty, and the heart is also empty. Joan is also empty.

I don't know how long I sat there, Joan suddenly started knocking on the door desperately. She knew there was no one, but she was afraid that she would go crazy if she didn't do something.

Just sit and rest for a while when you are tired from shooting like this, and continue when you have strength until you lose consciousness...]

At that time, I woke up with the same pale ceiling. Joan struggled to get up and walked to the living room unsteadily. The clock on the wall pointed to 5:26.

Taking a deep breath, leaning against the wall to calm down, went back to the room to get a change of clothes and went to the bathroom.

The hot water spread from the top of the head to the whole body, and the stiff body gradually eased.

Under the effect of the warm lamp and hot water, the blue veins on the wrist exuded a strange beauty, Qiao An forced his eyes to look away from it, then turned off the shower head, and hurriedly wrapped his body with a towel.

It was less than 7 o'clock after packing up and going out. The bag that was thrown on the ground yesterday was still lying there. Joan glanced at it when he passed by but didn't mean to pick it up. In the end, he just put the card in his pocket and was empty-handed. Just go out.

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