Feng Lang Yu Qing

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I thought about it for a while, and the more I thought about it, the more scared I became, and the more I couldn't concentrate.So I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, waited until the fear faded away, and habitually divided myself into two parts, rationally and calmly, I started to deduce from another angle, oh!I might like her a little bit.Maybe, not a little, maybe a lot.

Paranoid and dark, the other half of me screamed "grab her, possess her."

The two of them constantly sketched out a big net, a big net from which it was impossible to escape.And then kept clamoring, crazy.I looked in the mirror subconsciously, the man in the mirror had a distorted and vicious face.It's really ugly.

However, what happened next was unexpected.Because the two of us are already on the way to her clan for training.Along the way, I seemed to split into two people again. One calmly analyzed what to do to meet the parents, and the other screamed nervously in my heart.But gradually, both of these emotions were calmed down, because she was driving and sending me her uneasiness.She is also afraid, afraid that I don't love her, afraid that I will look down on her, and even more afraid that I will leave her.

In just a few minutes, she actually started to make new plans in her mind, including not limited to coming out to her family directly, stealing the household registration book to trick me into registering with the Administrative Bureau, and then kneeling on the ground and hugging my thigh to sing "Conquer" forgive...

When you're upset, if someone is more anxious than you are, you'll find that things suddenly don't matter.

Not only do I no longer feel uneasy and fearful, but I even feel like laughing a little bit.I put my hand on hers in the gear, trying to give her a little support.But she got the wrong idea again, she thought I was afraid, and comforted me instead.Seems kind of stupid.

Be stupid!I just love how stupid she is.This kind of stupidity that I like so much that I don’t know what to do; this kind of stupidity that thinks of the extreme for my own sake, and it seems inappropriate to do anything but don’t know what to do.

However, being like me may also be a kind of stupidity.Ruthless stupid, selfish stupid, ignorant stupid.So the two of us were meant to be together.isn't it?

Seeing that the parents are much better than I imagined, they probably think that I am straight, and I was bent by her, so my words and deeds are especially for the sake of "me", for fear that I will dislike their Qingqing.The whole family is very cute.But how could I dislike her?She is enthusiastic, brave, gentle and considerate, dedicated and infatuated, warm and bright, and has a sense of responsibility.How could I dislike her?

When his dad called me over and told me to treat "me" well.This gratitude reaches its peak.

I think, all the luck I have accumulated in the first half of my life until now is for me to meet her.How bitter it was before meeting her, how sweet it is after meeting her.Life is fair sometimes, isn't it?

I may really fall in love with her, not because I like her, not because I possess it, not because I am grateful, and not because I like her because I like her.It is a simpler and more direct impulse.This kind of impulse makes me at a loss, makes me weak, but also makes me powerful.This feeling temporarily dispelled my anxiety and fear, and it also made me grateful from the bottom of my heart.The first time I wanted to believe in eternity once, the first time I wanted to love such a person desperately...

Ten years later

I stopped the pen in my hand, threw this thick diary that I had written for many years into the box and locked it.Looking at Sunny and the two children in the living room.The corners of the mouth couldn't help but rise.

"You seem very happy today."

I took the coat from her hand and hung it on the hanger "Yeah, I'm very happy."

Ten years of time and love finally evaporated the last trace of uneasiness in my heart.Those fears and anxieties were sealed in the box along with the old diary, and they would not come out until we were old and gray-haired and all our teeth fell out.And when I look back at these diaries at that time, what I see is no longer fear and anxiety, but the embarrassing and even naive memories of my youth.

"Since you're so happy..." She took advantage of the gap between the two children watching TV, and kissed me on the cheek. "Let's throw them back to her grandma's house tonight! Have we ever lived together? "

She looked at me with wet eyes, like Kimmy waiting to be fed - a one-year-old golden retriever. "Is it okay, okay? Huh?"

She bent down and held me in her arms, shaking and shaking, rubbing and rubbing.Also lick from time to time.Ever since she changed her body, she had this weird habit.But to be honest, I really like her habit, hugging me from behind is warm and reassuring. "good."

"Daughter-in-law, I love you!"

"Me too!"

I believe without a doubt that you will love me forever, and I believe that I will love you until we are all dust.

The author has something to say: Thank you for your company, this is the end of this book.

I don't know if you have ever experienced such a moment:

I hope there is such a person in this world, she or he is like another self, who understands herself, understands herself, likes herself more than anyone else, loves herself unconditionally, and protects herself.

Tolerate all your good and bad, and never leave.

All my insecurities and fears can be tolerated and healed by her or his patience and love year after year.

Every time I think of it, I feel warm.

I hope this article can also bring you such a warm feeling.Bixin, see you in the next book~