The Goddess and the Ugly Duckling

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My mother didn't answer my question directly, I don't mind, I will go to see myself, to see my father, and to see the hometown that my grandma dreamed of.

I boarded the plane back to my motherland.

……

After arriving in Huaguo, everything went smoothly.

In the lobby of the airport, everyone is in a hurry, some of them have just left, and some are on their way home.I came out of customs and was about to call my father when he found me.He probably understood my doubts and told me: "Your mother will send me your picture every year, and I can recognize you."

When I was in the Windmill Country, my mother told me, "We haven't seen each other for many years, and I still have to call Dad when we meet."

I smiled politely at him and called him: "Dad." I just listened to what my mother said, but the man who saw me just now looked normal suddenly got wet eyes, and he turned his head away, not wanting me to find out.

I also pretended I didn't see anything.I think that the grievances of the previous generation should not be carried over to the next generation.

Or maybe, in my heart, I also look forward to having a father.

Just like when I was in the middle school in Diamond City, I also sincerely hoped to be recognized by my middle school classmates.I once held a sincere heart in front of them...

My father took me to the parking lot and put my luggage into the trunk. I opened the back seat of the car and there was already someone inside. It was a woman in her 30s and [-]s, and she was holding a five or six-year-old boy.

I looked up at my father, his face was a little red, and there were still some fine beads of sweat on his nose.He is not young anymore, and my suitcase is a bit heavy.

He said, "Just call me Auntie."

My mother didn't tell me that he remarried.

I'm not angry, it's normal, it's just that when I left Windmill Country, I still wondered whether my mother's obsession for so many years would be echoed in Hua Country.I even wondered if they still have a chance to reunite.

I thought afterwards that if my mother had told me earlier that I would stop having this ridiculous fantasy, I would not have been so angry.But in this world, there are no ifs.

I was sitting in the co-pilot, and he said, "My family is in the best hotel in Nancheng, and I have reserved a table for you."

Me: "Thank you. But I just got off the plane, and the jet lag is not reversed. I want to rest first."

I was a little worried that he invited me to have dinner with his family again. I was used to going out alone and not very good at establishing an intimate relationship with people.

What's more, sitting with their family of three, I feel like sitting on pins and needles.

The smile on the corner of his mouth faded a little, and I could see his disappointment, but he didn't believe it, and just asked: "Then why don't you send you home to rest first? Your aunt redecorated it for you three months ago." It’s the style that domestic girls like. You can go home and have a look, it’s okay if you don’t like it, and you can change it according to your own preferences.”

Me: "Sorry, I didn't tell you beforehand. I only got the news before boarding the plane. My little grandmother is also my grandmother's sister. She knew that I was going back to China, so she came to Nancheng with her family in advance. I want to stay with her for two days first. "

Except for the initial greeting, no one in the back seat made a sound.At this time, I didn't speak to him, and there was an awkward silence in the car.

He asked, "Xiaobei, will you still go home?"

I said: "Of course." This is what I agreed with my mother in the Windmill Country.

When my father drove me outside the hotel my grandma had reserved, I was grateful for his respect and understanding.I think we will get along well when we are in Nancheng.

I got my luggage from the back of the car and opened the door to say goodbye to my father and his family, "Goodbye, Dad." Then I looked at my aunt and the boy, and the boy looked at me, and our eyes met, and he asked me : "Why do you call me Papa Papa?"

He mentioned two fathers, the first father was exclusive to him, but the second was just a simple noun.

The words I was about to say got stuck in my throat.

I answered him: "You can ask your father this question." I closed the car door.I think my energy is much stronger than I imagined, because I can even close the car door so vigorously!

……

Life in Nancheng is neither good nor bad.

When I am at home, I am more like a guest. The "master of the house" will prepare sumptuous dishes for me every day, and will not interfere with my freedom.

There is not much contact, both me and my aunt seem to be relieved.My younger brother is still young, at the age of half understanding, after the initial unfamiliarity, he is very clingy to me.I like children very much, and I probably won't have children in the future. My younger brother may be the closest blood relationship to me in the future, and I don't mind spending time with him occasionally.

In Nancheng High School, except for Chinese, other subjects did not bother me.But for the person who confessed in the teaching building downstairs, the small note that was caught in the book at some point made me feel a little tricky.Even if I came out of the closet in Windmill Country, I usually looked at me twice as much openly and secretly. What's more, Huaguo is not very accepting of homosexuality. I don't want to underestimate people's curiosity.

The turnaround is coming soon.

In October, when the weather is not so hot, the school starts military training.The instructors of the military training are also college students in the military academy. In addition to teaching us to walk, they will also teach us some self-defense skills.

The instructor of our company especially likes to ask me to go up to demonstrate. It may be that if I go up, the students standing in line will pay more attention, or it may be that he simply does not like me.

When the instructor called me up again and clasped my hand, I was a little impetuous in the sun, and couldn't help kicking him in the lower part of the body, and when he was standing unsteadily, I backhanded him.

I was also stupid at the time, so I quickly stood up and said, "Report to the instructor, the criminals may do the same."

During the break, all the instructors who heard about the incident gathered around, and they ended up one by one, and I won three games in a row.Later, they saw that I was exhausted, so they dispersed again.

Since then, most of the instructors will take the initiative to greet me when they see me, and ask me if I have practiced.In fact, on the day of the fight, I was just lucky. My age and gender made them careless.

The instructor of our company also asked me to be the captain of our team.

The day before the end of the military training, our instructor even asked me if I could exchange a different contact method.

It turned out that he didn't dislike me.

I said: "It's a pity. You are not a female instructor." At that time, I thought that I would like girls who are good in shape, love sports, and are a few years older than me.

I still remember the instructor's stupidly open mouth.

However, I am very grateful to him.After the military training, my life has changed. There are two most obvious ones. One is that I have an extra nickname of captain;

Although I have a sense of distance from my classmates, I have retained my comfort zone, which is a good thing for me.

……

When I woke up in the morning, I stared at Yu Xiaoya's sleeping face for a long time.With a fair face, a delicate little nose, and little red pimples, she slept soundly, maybe she didn't move a bit all night, only the sound of her shallow breathing could be heard.

Her brows were furrowed, as if something was on her mind.For those who are worried, the brows are always furrowed. I want to stroke the small river on her brows, so that she will have a long life and a happy face.

She is not the girl of my dreams, neither in appearance, figure, nor personality.

I just saw my own shadow in her, so I couldn't help being nice to her, just like this, I can make up for the regrets I once had.

However, within two days, I found out that it was not.No matter how many advantages I have imagined in my future lover, they are not as good as actually meeting them.

That day, the mountain was quiet, the water was cold, and the scenery was depressing.Despite the sunshine, the mountain scenery is still gray, like a black and white silent film.

Under a big rock, she found a small white camellia, with layers of petals stacked, and under the petals were dark green leaves. The flower was not very beautiful, but it was full of vitality, which made people's hearts sprout.