It's better to be lingering (intentional whispering sequel)

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"Or else?" Kou Yan'er was suddenly amused by Xu Xiaomai.She found that now she often felt soft-hearted because of Xu Xiaomai's nervousness.

"I want to use the small button sentence pattern, who do you want to sleep with?" These are the lines prepared by Xu Xiaomai. As soon as Kou Yaner's tone eased, Xu Xiaomai immediately responded smoothly.

"What do you think?" Kou Yan'er had already noticed that there was no double sofa in Xu Mai's living room.

"Hurry up and take a shower, I'll spread the bed." Xu Maimai breathed a sigh of relief.No matter what, Kou Yan'er will sleep beside her tonight.

Kou Yan'er went to take a shower, Xu Xiaomai spread the quilt, then stood in the bedroom for a while in a daze.Kou Yan'er's attitude is very clear, she is willing to live in Xu Maimai's house, and even acquiesces that the two share the same bed.So, what should I do?

Xu Xiaomai was struggling, and Kou Yan'er walked into the bedroom and glanced at the two quilts that were spread side by side.

"Yan'er, sleep on this quilt, it's a new one." Xu Xiaomai was so flustered that he couldn't stand the silence for a moment, and after specifying the quilt, Xu Xiaomai didn't dare to look at Kou Yaner, and ran out of the bedroom and hid in the bathroom .

If Kou Yan'er's choice is Xu Xiaomai, then this attitude of dividing the bed is undoubtedly very boring.

When Xu Xiaomai returned to the bedroom slowly, he thought that Kou Yan'er might have fallen asleep.But no, Kou Yaner insisted on leaning on the bed and waiting for Xu Xiaomai.

"Have you not slept yet?" Xu Xiaomai said weakly.

"You said we'll talk about it tomorrow, but then you changed your mind to talk about it at dawn. Anyway, it's almost dawn now, and I'm sitting here waiting for dawn."

"Yan'er, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to..."

"You don't need to explain, I know what you mean. I mistakenly thought that you had given me the right to choose, but now it doesn't seem to be the case. The right to choose is still in your hands." Kou Yan'er said lightly.

"Yan'er, listen to me..." Xu Xiaomai didn't even have time to climb into his bed, so he sat down on the quilt, eager to express his opinion.

"Don't be in a hurry, think it over slowly, now at 03:30, there are still two or three hours before dawn, you can choose slowly."

Kou Yaner's cynicism was particularly harsh, Xu Xiaomai felt that she was already disappointed in herself, and Kou Yaner's disappointment was even more unbearable for her.

"Yan'er, you can see my situation now. This is my house. Because of such a broken house, I have to sell myself to the company so that the payment will not be cut off. I have no money like this. I can't live like Sophie every week. Going to see you, I can't give you a stable future. I don't know when I will lose my job..."

"Three years ago, you said that you left me because of the little button, and today you said that you have no money and want to give up. Do you think I value money? Or maybe you and Sophie like me because I have money?"

"Of course you're not."

"I'm not richer than you." Kou Yaner said, "Do you really think I don't like nice clothes? Do you really think I like cooking so much? In fact, I'm just saving money. Not only do I work hard to make money, I also work hard to save money , just because I don't want to be tied down by money issues. So I won't choose for money now."

"Something happened to me some time ago that made me lose my confidence. I don't know what I have for you to love, and I don't know whether you love or sympathize with me."

"Mai, you are still doubting whether I love you or not. Are you really stupid or just pretending to be stupid? If I didn't love you three years ago, I would divorce you? I don't love you now, how could I get Sophie in Mingming After loving you, I regret it for you again? What else do I have to do to make you feel that I love you? Do you have to hear those two words to be sure of my love?"

"I don't doubt you, I doubt myself. I have something worthy of your love."

"You can't figure out why I love you more than Sophie, can you? Well, I'll tell you now. Listen up."

Chapter 53 Chapter 53

53.

Some people like to talk about vulgar and superficial love as extremely nasty, but some people insist on disguising their greatest affection as a mutual benefit.

"The last time you came back from hiking in the Gobi Desert, you said that Little Button didn't understand what I said. You thought you understood, but did you really understand? If you understood, you wouldn't be so entangled."

"We learn how to be human and understand life in the competition?" Xu Maimai blurted out.She wanted to show that she had really thought about it, that she really understood.

"No matter how you explain it to Little Button, from the perspective of the competition, you lost to Sophie. You understand and I understand. But why do you act so complacent? Because there are factors other than results in the competition. Do you really understand?"

"Of course I do."

"Is me among the factors you understand?" Kou Yaner asked persistently.

"Yes, your devotion to me, your love for me, your expectations for me..."

"It's not that, so I say you don't really understand. You never thought about what I got from this competition of yours."

Xu Xiaomai was stunned, she really didn't think about it, what she thought about was what Kou Yaner paid, she didn't think Kou Yaner got something.What can Kou Yaner get?A word of thanks?Or that worthless medal that will end up in the trash someday when you clean up the clutter?Yes, Kou Yaner didn't get anything.

"I get presence and participation, I'm part of your struggle. You come back unscathed, you go the distance beyond yourself, you achieve your dreams, you maintain your dignity, all of that, I Participated. Do you understand this feeling? I am included in your achievements, your struggles, and your dreams." Kou Yaner said a little excitedly.

"Sophie can give you glory, but I don't." Xu Maimai didn't keep up with Kou Yaner at all.

"Yes, sophie shared her glory with me. She has always been willing to share her success and glory with me, but I have never had the opportunity to participate in it. Like this hike, she does not need me to guide her training, she No need for me to prepare any equipment for her, she is even more professional than me. I know she can protect herself, I never need to worry about her walking to death in the Gobi desert. So I was excluded from her competition She also brought the medal to share her joy and feelings with me, but I didn't realize the happiness we had that night. It was an honor that had nothing to do with me. The same is true for success in career. Sophie met me She was already quite successful when she was struggling without me, and I don’t even know how to participate in her future. I don’t know what else I can give to Sophie except to enjoy her achievements.”

Xu Xiaomai was dumbfounded.She hadn't thought about it from that angle.

"You keep asking me about the flower crown. You ask me who I like. I reminded you, I want you to think about what the flower crown really represents? You don't seem to think about it at all. You think the flower crown is The stuff. You're talking upside down that you don't have money, you don't have a good job. You're worthless, you're not worth mentioning."

"However, you have been hesitating. You were not as determined as you are now. You just made the choice. Why? Why did you suddenly decide?"

"Beautiful things are attractive to all people. I am also a mortal, and I also have material desires. I often desire to get something for nothing. I also appreciate excellent people, so I hesitate. Moreover, it is not her fault that Sophie is excellent. I don't know how to say no to her, should I say, you're so nice that I want to break up?"

"Then what are you going to tell Sophie now? Is there anything else to say?"

"Before I tell Sophie, I have to confirm your attitude." Kou Yaner said bluntly. "I don't want to be double-crossed. I've already been scammed once. Three years ago."