It's better to be lingering (intentional whispering sequel)

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"What do you want to say? Say it." The two walked around in a muffled voice before Kou Yan'er had to break the silence.

Xu Xiaomai didn't know why Kou Yan'er chose to talk while walking.Such a stupid way is purely for torture, right?

Xu Xiaomai started to ask questions, but Kou Yan'er pursed her lips and didn't answer at all.

Xu Xiaomai had no choice but to continue talking, complaining that everyone kept her secret, telling her loneliness and longing.

Excited and hurt, coupled with the wine at the banquet, Xu Xiaomai walked away out of breath.

"Yan'er, do you want to answer me? Are you going to let me talk to myself out of breath all night?"

"You complained all night, I don't know who the hell should have this obligation to tell you my marital status?"

Kou Yaner finally started to fight back.Xu Xiaomai was completely powerless in the overloaded run, and she even found it difficult to breathe.The runway is basically an endless circle, Xu Xiaomai doesn't know when Kou Yaner will stop.

Chapter 21 Chapter 21

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"Have you ever thought about yourself all night, besides complaining? You even complained that Sophie took your woman. My God, what happened in the past three years to make you say "my woman" Come on? You didn't speak like this before, you wouldn't use such vulgar and self-righteous vocabulary. You actually said that Sophie stole your woman!" Kou Yaner's tone was no longer simple anger, she was shocked by the change in Maimai.

"Why do you say that I am your woman, just because I slept with you? The chuáng is yours? Where is your concept of independence and self-esteem? I am me, I don't belong to anyone. I can choose to be with you, and I can also choose Sophie, you have no right to accuse anyone." Kou Yaner also began to breathe, and they didn't know how many laps they had walked.

"Yan'er, this is my mistake. I used the wrong words. I was overwhelmed by jealousy. I'm jealous of Sophie." Xu Maimai admitted his mistake weakly.She knew that Sophie was the most angry in her heart, why this woman always wins over herself, but she couldn't let Kou Yaner know how frustrated she was, she was afraid that Sophie would become her rival and rival in love. "I'm not complaining, I'm sorry, we missed three years for nothing."

"It was you who spent three years, not me. It took me three years to see many things clearly." Kou Yaner replied coldly, the lack of oxygen in the brain weakened Kou Yaner's momentum.

"You misinterpreted my meaning, and I said that we missed three years. If you had told me your determination three years ago, I would not have left even one step." Xu Xiaomai argued.

"This is exactly what I have spent three years trying to figure out. Your decision depends on my determination. If I haven't written you a guarantee, you won't have confidence, so you won't waste your time and energy on me. "

"No, I just don't want to put pressure on you. You said you didn't think it through, and you didn't even dare to admit my existence. What do you want me to do?"

"You said that true love cannot let the other party suffer. I remember the story you said. I don't want to drag you into our divorce, but I don't want you to suffer. This is my own decision, and I will Deal with my marital problems. But that doesn't mean you should walk away. You never trusted me, and you don't think I'd abandon this marriage for you. You don't want to give because you're afraid you won't get something in return." Kou Yan'er's analysis of Xu Maimai was almost cold.

"No, I left because of the little button. That night when the little button came to me, I felt that the little button was very pitiful, and I couldn't bear to hurt the little button." Xu Xiaomai's tone of argument became hesitant.

"How touching, for Button! Didn't you know I had Button when we met? If you really thought of Button, shouldn't you hold back from the first kiss? You wouldn't We should be invited to Malaysia, let's not start. Don't you blush with the little button now to make excuses for yourself? Think about your today, you want to do it all over again. Now the little button doesn't exist? She is still a She's still not ready for you, kid, is she?"

Xu Mai was speechless.She felt that she was wronged, she was really doing it for the little button, but Kou Yaner's words could not be refuted.Yes, how do I explain why I started?Why should I tease Kou Yaner?But in both moments, I am sincere.I didn't try to cheat, but why did it become a contradiction?

Xu Xiaomai was exhausted, "When will this damn walk end? Why on earth are we going in circles here?"

"I'll tell you why we're running in circles here. Because I used to run around and around here during the time you left, punishing myself for being stupid. You just said I flirted with sophie in front of you at the wedding , to punish you. I didn't flirt with sophie, and I didn't mean to punish you. I punished myself. I always punish myself. Do you find it hard to walk? That's right, I am You know, your departure hit me hard. Because I can't turn back at all, if I fell in love with someone else and filed for divorce, and I went back on my word after you left, then it wouldn't be me, Kou Yaner."

Kou Yaner finally stopped and looked at Xu Maimai firmly, "Xu Maimai, do you understand what I mean? I would not turn back because you left back then, and it is the same today. I will not come back just because you want to, I Just let go of Sophie."

Chapter 22 Chapter 22

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The anger and grievance that Kou Yan'er had accumulated over the past three years burst out like a flood that opened the floodgates, submerging Xu Maimai's head and face.Xu Mai could not resist at all.All the questions and anticipations that filled her mind at the wedding were soaked in ice water.

When Xu Xiaomai returned to the hotel, her feet hurt, but her legs had already lost feeling.The ankles were swollen and severed the feeling of the legs and feet.She lit a cigarette and took a deep puff. She felt dizzy for a while, but this familiar feeling made her relax a little, like returning to a familiar atmosphere.Can people think more objectively in a familiar environment?

However, Xu Xiaomai was still aggrieved, she always thought that she reluctantly left to fulfill Kou Yaner.Kou Yan'er's "going home" was just a short word, but it echoed and misunderstood in Xu Mai's heart for three years.Even my own decadence and bad luck in the past three years stemmed from this trauma.Sometimes even when she looked at herself in the mirror, she seemed to see a tinge of sadness hanging over her.

Is Kou Yaner's accusation wrong?

In any case, the fact of Kou Yaner's divorce made all of Kou Yaner's accusations irrefutable.

Xu Xiaomai has always believed that the competition between herself and men is unfair. She never provoked married women before, because there was no chance of winning.She is not afraid of men, but those weak women.

In this competition between Xu Maimai and Li Zhiqiang, Li Zhiqiang lost.But Xu Xiaomai didn't deserve this crown of victory, she didn't pay anything, she didn't do anything.

Xu Maimai was so depressed that she couldn't sleep.Drinking doesn't help her either.Drinking without help, she thought of Kou Yaner running lap after lap, drinking one cup after another with herself, smoking one cigarette after another, there was no difference.It's all about torturing yourself.It's also about venting, she knows that Kou Yan'er will deduct points for her venting method.

Speaking of deducting points, how much do I have in Kou Yaner's heart?I never thought about how many points I had three years ago, and now I don't even know how many points I have. It may be that the points have returned to zero.

If you return to zero, you can no longer deduct points.It is a kind of sadness not to be deducted points.

If I get zero points, how many points does Sophie get?Xu Xiaomai reluctantly turned his thoughts to this rival in love.She still didn't know how far Sophie and Kou Yaner had progressed.

Xu Xiaomai was not reconciled, she didn't want to sit still.She doesn't deserve the laurels of Kou Yaner's love, so does Sophie deserve it?