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"I'm not interested. It's not easy to live. I'm not interested in going back there to kill myself."

He Kunjin chuckled lightly when she heard the words, she understood that Ning Yuan cared about this matter very much, and she just said that to avoid embarrassing herself.She secretly decided that she must find a time in the future to investigate this matter for Ning Yuan. "It's getting late, Ah Yuan should rest early." Pulling Liu Yanxue, he was about to turn around and leave, but was grabbed by Liu Yanxue.

I froze for a moment, then suddenly remembered today's day, "Ah Yuan, happy new year."

"Another year..."

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Hey, the year is already over.

Chapter 36

In the quiet imperial study room, He Yicheng looked down at the memorial in his hand, but his mind wandered to nowhere.Eunuch Xu, who was waiting on the side, had a weird expression. He looked at the memorial in the emperor's hand that hadn't been changed in an hour, and then thought about the people kneeling outside the palace at this moment.

Seeing that the sky was getting dark, Eunuch Xu finally gritted his teeth and said in a low voice at the risk of touching the dragon's beard: "Your Majesty, His Royal Highness King Jing is still kneeling outside."

The person in front of the table slowly raised his head, and the look he looked at Eunuch Xu made Eunuch Xu tremble involuntarily.But he just glanced at Eunuch Xu like that, put down the memorial in his hand, rubbed his eyebrows and said, "Go find me some wine."

"His Majesty?"

"Huh?" The slightly raised tone meant that anger was coming.Eunuch Xu quickly swallowed the rest of his words, and fled out the door.

Outside the hall, it was already dark.

Kneeling until his legs had already lost consciousness, He Kunpal reached out to wipe the sweat from his forehead, his eyes moved slowly following Eunuch Xu who opened the door, but ignored the other party's hints and obstacles.He is very aware of his father's temper and his father's mood at this time, but he knows even more that he must not back down in the slightest on this matter.Because he has endured enough, retreated enough, and ignored enough, and it is precisely because of these endless patience, retreat and ignoring or not caring that things have come to this point.In fact, he blamed himself more than he blamed his father.

"Seeing that the sky is about to darken, and the palace gate is about to be keyed, is the grand nephew planning to rest in the palace tonight?" The voice of He Yiquan, who was passing by intentionally or unintentionally, sounded behind him.

"This matter has nothing to do with the emperor's uncle." Thinking about the actions of this person in recent days, He Kunpal felt disgusted in his heart.

"Oh? It has nothing to do with the king?" The mole on the corner of the mouth seemed to be pushed aside again, "The imperial nephew thinks that this matter has nothing to do with the king, but as an uncle, I don't want to see my nephew suffer. You and I are both concubines. The eldest son, you all know the pain caused by this embarrassing status, if you..."

"Uncle Sui, this is the imperial palace!" Interrupting the other party impatiently, the hands in the sleeves pinched together fiercely.

"Oh, the emperor's nephew is annoyed. Since the emperor's nephew dislikes me so much, then I won't make fun of myself here." He straightened his sleeves and walked forward a few steps, before waiting for He Kun. Palm Song breathed a sigh of relief, then turned around and added without hesitation, "It's just that if the imperial nephew kneels like this, Concubine Liu Gui's illness will be cured, that's fine."

He Kunpal gritted his teeth until he could not speak.

The setting sun, which was showing half of its face just now, has completely disappeared at this time, and the faint moonlight illuminates the palace very gloomy and cold.He Kunpal gathered his collar, rubbed his hands that were red from the cold, and looked at the palace that was still tightly closed, with only Eunuch Xu and a few eunuchs carrying wine jars in and out. Door.His heart is very tired and painful.

He understood that his request today was absurd not only to the royal family, but also to all the nobles of the family.His father was not dead, but he asked his father to let his mother move into his mansion to live in. Such a request was made by himself as a son of man, and it was placed on thousands of fathers in this world. Who would accept it?Even if his mother is just an insignificant concubine, even if he is just a concubine.But he has no choice, because he understands that his mother's time is running out. Whether it is out of filial piety or because he owes her to her over the years, he hopes that in the remaining time, he can let his mother get out of the prison that imprisoned her. The palace of a lifetime, can enjoy the last happiness of life.

At the New Year's Eve palace banquet, when the mother and son hadn't seen each other for a long time, when he saw his mother's weak steps and hunched back with his own eyes, what he felt was not longing and joy, but endless self-blame and grief.Over the years, his neglect of his mother, his ignorance of his mother's mental and physical illnesses, was like a dagger with a blood groove stabbing his heart fiercely.

He blamed himself, blamed himself for forgetting the days before the family ascended to the supreme position, ignoring his mother's heart and affection, and even treating his mother as an ordinary concubine in the huge harem; he hated himself even more, I hate myself for being rich and forgetting my roots. I have heard countless times about my mother’s illness and heard rumors on the street, but I have never cared about it once, or visited the palace. Why did I not know how to regret it until the moment I saw it with my own eyes but was helpless? .

"Palm, let's go back." A weak voice said.

He Kunpal stared blankly at the woman beside him who was supported by two court ladies, his sick face was covered by a thick layer of rouge, which could be smelled a few feet away.His heart was sore and his eyes were astringent, "Mother Concubine...I..."

"Don't be stubborn anymore, and don't embarrass your father and emperor anymore. Your kindness is appreciated." The rich woman broke free from the support of the two maids, bent down tremblingly and grabbed He Kunpal's hand Arm, "Get up quickly, you are not young, this winter, don't freeze your body."

He Kunpal felt how skinny the hand supporting his arm was, and also felt that the hand seemed to use force; he heard his mother's uneven panting, and he saw her mother's legs trembling uncontrollably; he quickly held back His legs were cold and numb, and he stood up crookedly, fearing that his mother would get hurt by pulling him up; he looked at the frost on his mother's temples, his eyes turned red, and he finally hugged his mother carefully in his arms.

"Mother Concubine...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." The man who was a head taller than the woman choked up in a low voice.

"It's okay, it's okay." The woman patted the man on the back lightly.

……

Doomed to be sleepless tonight.

Several eunuchs and court ladies who were waiting outside the emperor's bedroom lowered their heads in unison.The crackling sound came from the hall where the candles were not extinguished. Hearing everything falling to the ground and shattering, the maids and eunuchs trembled. They were afraid that the ninety-five lord inside would be in a bad mood, so they gave orders casually. , I lost my head and lost my head.I don't know how long this difficult night has passed. The eunuchs and maids only know that it is still completely dark. Eunuch Xu, who can relieve all His Majesty's anger, is looking forward to it.

Eunuch Xu, who came out of the dormitory and smelled of alcohol, lowered his head and sighed, waved to everyone, and said: "Go down, you don't need to guard tonight. But if you want to keep everything you hear and see today Just be smart and stop talking nonsense."

The eunuchs and maids nodded their heads like rattles, and left here as if fleeing.

In the sleeping hall, there is a wolf.He Yicheng lay paralyzed on the couch, muttering to himself.

"Oh, it's the same for one or two." He poured the wine on his face, "How dare he ask his mother and concubine to move out of the palace before the end of the year? Does he still have my father in his eyes?" , Is there still the emperor? Does he blame me? Does he hate me? Do you think it was my neglect and negligence that caused his mother and concubine to be seriously ill? Oh, is it me?"

He stretched out his hand and wiped his face, "Isn't it me? I... Sheng'er, look, others are seriously ill because of my disfavor, but you are willing to reject me from the beginning to the end? How many years has it been?" ? How long has Brother Chao been dead? You still can’t forget him, and you still blame me for his death? I decided to let go... But why? Why did you show up again? And why did you show up in front of Father and King Sui in that capacity? What can you tell me to do?"