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"--Not really--" Lu Qiong grasped the hands in front of her chest that kept smoothing her collar, and slowly pushed them away, "But it's the same, I can't get rid of my dependence on him , I'm a sick, mentally ill patient, it's not fair to you."

"How can anyone say that they are mentally ill." The fingers trembled more and more, trembling in Lu Qiong's hands, her hands were also so cold, they were all cold, and no one could warm anyone at this time , she didn't understand why she was so nervous, but she couldn't remember the previous experience for a while.

Did she have experience before?

But she was stunned for a long time, licking her lips in a daze: "You just don't want me---Tang Yi is an excuse, right?"

"I didn't say excuses, what I said was true, before, I quarreled with you before, yes, I quarreled with you, I can't see that I am a person who can quarrel, it is because of Tang Yi, I rely on him too much, you don't Hope I depend on him, so we fight, and then we break up, and then you have an accident, out of morality, I will take care of you, I put the facts in front of you, that's it--"

Taking a few deep breaths, Lu Qiong realized that the sound of her breathing was a little loud, and she couldn't breathe like hundreds of stones were pressed on her chest, "I, always, found myself, I'm sorry for you, your love, you, know me mean? Literally."

"Do you love Tang Yi?" Xu Chenmu was a little confused.The wrist loosened, and Lu Qiongsa took half a step to the right, holding his forehead with one hand and hugging his chest with the other, his fingers gripped the clothes under his armpit tightly, and pulled out a few parallel lines: "No, it's not love, Xu Chenmu , I don't love him, that's not the same as love."

"I forced you, didn't I?" Xu Chenmu whispered, "I pretended not to know about this matter, we pretended nothing happened, I told you, let's not say anything, okay, just go back to the old way look."

Does Lu Qiong love her?

She dared not give a definite answer.

She didn't think of anything, how could she jump to conclusions, Lu Qiong fell into memory today, only Tang Yi's shadow in memory, so tall, appeared like a hero, even though he was a hero like a ruffian, he still thought he was very handsome, The sultry came and vented her anger on Lu Qiong, such a bright light in the life of such a depressed girl, even I was a little trembling at the time, I felt that it seemed to be right, it seemed that what Tang Yi said was correct, and anti-law would not shine Everyone, people under the shadow of yin must use special methods to protect their own rights and struggles----

Simply, disturbing my mind, becoming chaotic, chattering, uncontrollable, and finally determined to decide that my point of view is correct.

Only then did he realize that in Lu Qiong's memory, he was not in the memory.

"Okay, sleep."

"Lu Qiong, don't take care of me. I remember everything. I'll take care of you. I pretend I don't have Tang Yi, is that okay?" Xu Chenmu hugged himself, feeling a little cold.

"You're talking stupid again." Lu Qiong turned her head slightly, "I won't leave you until you remember--"

"When I think about it, you're self-serving and you don't want me, right?" Xu Chenmu noticed that Lu Qiong always mentioned such a sad thing, which seemed to be something destined from the beginning, and frowned, feeling wrong. It's not normal, I must have tried hard to suppress this change in the past, but I can't remember it after amnesia, but it made this matter earlier, and it became like this.

"It's because of me - I can't help it, you, the love I gave you, and the love you gave me, it -" Lu Qiong choked, not knowing how to respond, "There is no comparison, I, without you Love me as much as I love you--I--"

"I don't understand, why should we be equal?" Xu Chenmu was stunned, "Besides, why should we discuss it as a theory----you don't like me anymore, Tang Yi can compare me- ---I can't compare it, if it's because you love him and you want to be with him, then I can accept this result, but the current situation is that you say you don't love him, because someone you don't love People, you have to abandon the person who loves you, this is---this is a very strange thing, why do we discuss this thing, go to sleep, go to sleep, I don't ask, I really don't ask..."

Lu Qiong stared at her silently.

There was the sound of running water in the bathroom.

"I'll get you clothes. I haven't brought a lot of clothes here." Lu Qiong said softly standing at the door.

"……"no respond.

Lu Qiong felt that Xu Chenmu seemed to be angry, and felt that she should be angry. If Xu Chenmu became angry, she would feel much calmer in her heart, but Xu Chenmu went to take a bath with a sullen face. Like the mark, she returned it to her hand, and her heart was full of waves. She wondered what was wrong with her, so why did she say it out.

Was she moved by Xu Chenmu or what?What kind of stimulus did you get to say such hurtful words.

The light dimmed, and she sat in the center with a stack of clothes in her arms and waited for the sound of the water to gradually subside. After it tended to stop, it slowly ended. She felt that she was alone again, but she knew that she had been doing it since she knew it. It's not Xu Chenmu's fault but his own, the heart lake has been difficult to calm down, like a solitary boat floating on the sea, unable to find the lighthouse.

leave?or stay.

Why can't she leave Tang Yi?

Why does she rely on Tang Yi everywhere?

It's because Tang Yi and himself were the only ones who accompanied him since he was a child...

But----

She put Xu Chenmu and Tang Yi at the two ends of the scale, examined the two weights with her unprecedented solemn and serious eyes, and looked at which end the pointer in the middle pointed to. The color of words could not describe the balance of these two people. Like wife and mother falling into the river together, who do you save first? This is such an embarrassing question. Xu Chenmu, the woman she loves deeply, Tang Yi, a reliable person she has formed a habit of relying on.

It should be the right one to choose. This is two people who cannot coexist. The three views, habits, and previous experiences are mutually exclusive.

Lu Qiong's fingers caressed the pajamas, which were warm and fluffy. Although she hadn't taken them out for a long time, the smell of detergent hadn't dissipated because she placed them properly. She kept rubbing Xu Chenmu's clothes with her fingers, like It was rubbing, like rubbing a magic lamp, Xu Chen appeared in front of her eyes and asked her, what wish do you want to come true.

She said give me an answer, I don't know what to do.I can't get out.

Old Xu said that Tang Yi was not a decent person.

But he is an important person to her. She felt that if it wasn't for Tang Yi, she would collapse and die in minutes.

Tang Yi has always been helping her, protecting her, and being her reliance. What has not been said is hidden under the iceberg, and the tip of the iceberg has not revealed a ten thousandth.

But what about Xu Chenmu?

"Sister, sister, I'm so sad."

The wind became colder and colder, and it came from nowhere, her knees hurt, she rubbed her knees, pressed the clothes tightly, the wind blowing by her ears was like the thin air from the willow branches that night. Leaves brushed past the ears.

The author has something to say: Chinese New Year is coming soon, but it is a pity that I go home very late for the Chinese New Year, just in time for the big luck of the Spring Festival, it is very difficult.

During the Chinese New Year the year before last, I saw someone selling sugar cane, and a large bundle was thrown on the car, but I didn't buy it either.

In my mind, the sweetest thing in the world is beet if not honey.

To buy sugarcane rashly is like betraying Miss Beet.

Beets look like sweet potatoes, uglier than sweet potatoes, boiled, cut into thick slices, dried on the stove, super sweet.Like chewing candy.

Thinking of burning potatoes, burning eggplants and sweet potatoes, there are not many people who grow sweet potatoes here, but occasionally there are. There are the most potatoes, and there are fields (other people’s fields). I used to take a group of friends to dig in the evening. Potatoes, eggplants, and corn cobs are stewed in the fire with their leaves, and a big fire is set up, that is, a wildfire. At that time, I never thought that there would be a fire. It often happens like this, and I am in a hurry to burn for an hour. A lot, I can’t remember how long it took. After the fire was turned off, the potato skins were scorched, and the ashes were removed. They were crispy and chewy, and the inside was soft and glutinous. Eggplant is brought home for cold salad, with smoke and garlic in cold salad. The burnt skin of the corn is peeled off, and the inside is as soft and glutinous as cooked, but the mouth is a little bit, and the moisture of the corn leaves has entered the corn cob. , with drops of water and fragrance blowing away.