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"Little girl, go and do your business. Uncle is waiting for you. There is no need to add money." The driver uncle waved his hand, turned off the engine, and smiled honestly at me.

I thanked him and turned to the apartment.

The key was still in the old place, but I subconsciously refused to take it. Instead, I chose to ring the doorbell. The waiting time was not long, but my palms were covered with sweat.

The door opened, and the two who hadn't seen each other for more than a year froze in place.

She was thinner, her chin was pointed, her face was pale, her dark circles were obvious, her hair was still the same neat short black hair as before, the moment she looked at me, I felt an inexplicable sense of alienation between us , I felt a sudden pain in my heart, and I almost shed tears again. We used to be so close and loved each other, but now we are so strange.

I can't say how much I miss, and my heart is full of guilt. At this moment, I just want to turn around and run away.

Chapter 3 Chapter 3 Leaving

"Xiao Ruo?!" Ling Yinhan called out my name in disbelief, and I could hear the unconcealable joy in her words.

"I'm back, Yin Han..." Apart from this, I didn't know what else to say, as soon as I spoke, there were signs of slight heat in my eye sockets.

I looked at her with red eyes, eager to find some shadows of old affection on her face, but I couldn't see anything.

Ling Yinhan looked at me quietly, but didn't respond to anything. I stretched out my hand to take her arm and held her slender fingers, pretending to be calm but the trembling palms revealed all my thoughts.

From the day I left her, I never thought I could come back, and I never expected that she would always love me.

Ling Yinhan clenched my hand subconsciously. I was delighted for a moment, but then she seemed to be stung by something, and she slammed my hand away. She squeezed her hand into a ball and hung it by her side, looking Zi Ruo said: "Xiao Ruo, long time no see."

Ling Yinhan looked at me with nothing in her eyes, her deliberate estrangement made me suddenly feel uncomfortable.

I lowered my head to look at the empty palm, and didn't dare to look at her calm face anymore. My heart suddenly became cold. The love that was once unforgettable has probably disappeared with my departure, but I can't blame her for anything, maybe I shouldn't come back, maybe she really doesn't love me anymore.

If you don’t love it, then don’t love it. I didn’t have much hope at first, so it’s fine, it’s fine...

"Well, it's been a long time. I read the news and I was a little worried about you, so I came back to check. I am relieved that you are fine. You have lost a lot of weight. No matter how busy you are at work, you must pay attention to your body..."

Fortunately, it's getting late now, and she didn't turn on the light. I'm glad she can't see the tears I'm about to shed. If separation is our destined ending, I don't want to leave her a fragile wolf when we part. impression.

I think of the past, every time I go home, she is waiting for me at home, every time she will take the initiative to hold me in her arms when I open the door, and then kiss me until my face is red, but now, she stands at the door Inside, I stood outside the door, just quietly looking at each other, clearly within reach, but as if separated by a distance of the ends of the earth.

If I didn't feel the obvious tremor in her palm just now, I don't think I would have the courage to stand here and face her, maybe I would have fled before she opened her mouth.

"You... don't you have anything to say?" I hoped that she would say something, even if it was something innocuous, but she kept silent.

I was silent, took a deep breath, and then said: "That's it, I'm leaving, take care."

The moment I turned around, tears burst into tears, but she didn't stay. At this moment, I suddenly understood that the reason she didn't stay when I left last time was because of love. This time, she didn't stay because she didn't love anymore. .

But I still love, I have never loved anyone like I love her, no matter man or woman, I have never loved so deeply, never before, and never will in the future.

After walking around the corner, the emotional overload made me weak all over, and I could no longer support myself, so I squatted down holding my aching heart...

Before I came here, I knew that I didn't have much time left. I thought I could spend the last time with her well and do a lot of things we hadn't done before, but now I realized that I I have already lost her completely, just when I left her for the sake of family reputation and mother.

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Chapter 4 Chapter 4 If

Xiao Ruo, you really deserve it!

I kept spurning myself, but my heart was really painful, not only the physical pain, but also the psychological pain was unbearable, but I, how could I cry again, all of this was within my expectations isn't it?

I wanted to laugh, but found that I didn't even have the strength to pull the corners of my mouth.

After the stabbing pain in my heart subsided, I slowly stood up, wiped the cold sweat from my forehead, and held back all the tears.

Before I met Ling Yinhan, I was always a deserted person, strong and self-reliant, took the initiative to stay away from the shade of my family, and worked and studied alone in China. I never liked to pursue those so-called fashions, and I didn’t like watching TV or surfing the Internet. , not to mention being social, and living a life that suits me quietly.

After getting to know Ling Yinhan, I became fond of laughing, making noises and being coquettish, because I knew that there was someone other than my parents and elder brother who could tolerate me. She loved me more than anything else in the world. Life has deviated from the track I started with, yet I feel more fulfilled and happier than I've ever felt before.

I am not the kind of person who lives in an ivory tower. I know the cruelty of this world, but I believe in the existence of true love, but I did not expect that love will change, even if we loved each other so much. .

The same gender, how to fall in love?

I remember that this was the ninth time when I rejected Ling Yinhan, I asked her this question, she didn't answer me at that time, but we are together.

When I was with her, it was not because I liked her at the beginning, but because I lost to her persistence. At that time, I just got along with her with a kind of trying and trying to make her give up. Everyone who is familiar with her Everyone knows how good she is, and this is clear to me in the process of getting along after confirming the relationship.

Ling Yinhan is really a gentle and excellent lover. She cared about me in every possible way, and unknowingly invaded every bit of my life. With just one look, she knew what I was thinking. When I couldn't live without her, I compromised and loved her so much that I never looked back. Only then did I understand that falling in love with someone has nothing to do with gender.

We can be regarded as the most familiar strangers now, and it is entirely my own fault to have come to this point.

Now, I just want to leave quietly, I don't want to pester her, I don't want to cause her any trouble.

I walked towards the direction of the taxi step by step. It was not a long distance, but I walked extremely slowly. If possible, I hope that I will not be able to walk this distance in my life. This may be the last time I can be with her in my life. Opportunity to connect.

The road will always end, and you will see a taxi after turning another corner. At this time, a burst of messy and hurried footsteps suddenly came from behind, and before I had time to turn around, I was pulled by the arm.

It's Ling Yinhan...

Ling Yinhan, who ran out with bare feet, has disheveled hair and red eyes like a rabbit, she pulled me into her arms and hugged me tightly with all her strength, as if she wanted to embed me into her bones.

"Xiao Ruo..." Her crying voice made my heart tremble, this is the first time I heard her so fragile voice, "Don't go anymore! I'm afraid I can't bear it..."

I buried my head in the socket of her shoulder, and I couldn't control the burst of tears, which wet her skirt.

I have always been well protected by her, and I feel full of security, but I never thought that she also needs a sense of security. I can't imagine how she can survive the days and nights when I am not around. Arrived today.