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Chapter 34 Chapter 34 Demonstration

The crying voice is not convincing at all. I accept the fact, but I am not willing to forgive and will not forgive. If I can forgive so easily, does that mean that I don't love her so deeply at all?

"Xiao Ruo!" Ling Yinhan's voice turned cold suddenly, as if she was a little annoyed. My sadness and sadness were all on my face, but I didn't want to listen to her explanation, which annoyed her very much.

"Don't say anything more, let me be quiet, please?" I begged, lowered my head and didn't look at her. My poor self-esteem didn't allow me to bear it any longer. I had cried too much before. , I, who has always been strong, cried again and again for her, and I can't cry anymore...

Ling Yinhan pursed her lips and said nothing, her face was frosty, but she still took a step back slowly, just enough for me to close the door, which was gently closed and locked by me, and a thin door separated me and Ling Yinhan is divided into two places, separated into two different worlds. I only feel that Ling Yinhan and I are separated by this door for a long distance, which is a distance that I don't have the courage to cross...

Not everyone can laugh at the betrayal of their lover. I can't do it. The worst thing is that I have no position and no right to blame her for anything. When I think about it carefully, everything is inseparable from me. It was my fault, and Ling Yinhan did nothing wrong...

It was I who pushed her from heaven to hell with my own hands, and pushed her away from me. At this moment, I am so regretful and regretful...

I lay face down on the bed, almost weeping uncontrollably.

After sleeping for a long time, when I woke up, the hour hand of the wall clock on the wall was pointing to three o'clock, the lights outside the floor-to-ceiling windows were bright, and the surroundings were silent.

I moved my stiff hands and feet, my limbs were weak, my head was aching, and I was very drowsy and unconscious. I leaned against the bed and my hair for a while, and felt a little pain in my heart again. He found the medicine bottle on the bedside cabinet, then pulled on his slippers, opened the door and went out.

The short corridor was pitch black, and I couldn't see my fingers, but I didn't turn on the light, and walked towards the kitchen in the dark. As soon as I came out, I could smell the faint smell of smoke in the air.

The closer to the kitchen, the stronger the smell of smoke. When I passed by the living room and saw a flickering red flame at the sofa in the living room, I rarely frowned.

"What are you doing?" The light was turned on with a click, and a smoky living room appeared in front of my eyes without reservation, while Ling Yinhan's bloodshot eyes stared straight at me...

My sight passed over her face and stopped on the coffee table. When I saw the pile of cigarette butts and four or five empty wine bottles on the coffee table, at that moment, I felt All sanity is gone.

I walked towards Ling Yinhan step by step, stopped in front of the sofa, and looked down at her with a very bad expression.

"Xiao Ruo, look." Ling Yinhan raised the cigarette in his hand, and gave me a warm smile, that smile was too dazzling, no matter how you looked at it, she seemed to be demonstrating to me.

With a cold face, I snatched the cigarette that was about to burn out in her hand, and held it tightly in my hand. The scorching heat scorched my palm, but I didn't feel any pain. The pain is much worse than the pain.

I looked at her and didn't understand how we got to where we are today, and I even started to regret coming back again.

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Chapter 35 Chapter 35 Maybe

No, Xiao Ruo, you can't regret it!

The thought of regret flashed through my mind, but I didn't let it stay in my heart. I will not regret what I have done, nor should I regret it.

Ling Yinhan didn't expect my action, she subconsciously took my hand, and grabbed my tightly clenched fingers to take out the cigarette but she didn't have much strength because she drank too much wine. Try once and fail once, but never get discouraged.

Ling Yinhan has always been so stubborn, she didn't give up when she got to the Yellow River, she would rather drown if she couldn't get through the river, she didn't turn back when she hit the south wall, and she got a bloody head when she couldn't find a way, anyway, she didn't care.

Destiny is such a wonderful thing. Sometimes when one wakes up from a dream and looks at the person lying peacefully asleep beside him, it is like a dream, and life is so happy that it is unreal.

Sometimes, I also thought that if I could refuse Yin Han's tenth confession, maybe I wouldn't have to be in such pain now, and maybe I already had a marriage contract with a certain man and lived a peaceful life. Life, but there are not so many possibilities in life, and there are not so many ifs and assumptions. If you love, you will love, and I have never regretted it.

Maybe it was Ling Yinhan's stubbornness that made me willing to let go of worldly concepts and be with her. I have always cherished this unique and hard-won relationship, but before this moment, I always thought that it was in our relationship In love, the role I have always played is to accept her kindness to me unconditionally, without taking the initiative to give or ask for anything.

But in fact, the price I paid was much more than I imagined, no less than what Ling Yinhan paid, but I never thought about leaving her. Sometimes I think about it, why am I not a stubborn person? people...

I looked at Ling Yinhan expressionlessly, she was still doing useless work unrelentingly, even if she had no strength, she would still hold my fingers until she dullly realized that something was wrong with me, she raised her head and looked at me suspiciously At that time, I moved the corners of my mouth to ease the stiffness of my expression, and then I slowly said, "Didn't you promise me that I would never smoke or drink again?"

"Xiao Ruo...you...haven't you promised me...wouldn't you leave me?" Ling Yinhan asked me intermittently, and then smiled innocently at me, that smile contained too many complicated emotions, I didn't understand at all.

At this moment, my turbulent heart is in sharp contrast to my calm appearance. I don't expect Yinhan to answer me. She is very drunk, but her answer is like a sharp knife piercing into me. The chest made me stunned for a moment, and subconsciously took a step back...

"Don't go!" Ling Yinhan rushed forward following my movements, but missed and fell on the carpet.

Ling Yinhan knelt down on the ground, buried her face in her hands, her whole body trembled, she was often naive like a child when she was drunk, and the sobbing sound that came from a long time made me unbearable.

I looked at Yin Han's sober and fragile appearance, before reaching out to help her, I asked myself two questions:

do you really love her

Love!

Love to death, love to pain, pain to the bone marrow, never thought of letting go of her hand...

Then what can't be forgiven?

Yes, I love her, she is good, she is bad, she is naughty, she is aggressive, she is stubborn, she is firm...

I love everything she has...

I accept her good and bad temper...

I love her, so I should forgive her for making mistakes, right...

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Chapter 36 Chapter 36

After hesitating for a few seconds, I put the medicine bottle into my pocket, squatted beside Ling Yinhan, and raised my hand to stroke her soft short hair like teasing a cat.

Ling Yinhan raised his head to look at me, his face was full of tears, his eyes were red and swollen, he really looked like a crying little tabby cat.

I glanced at her, then lowered my eyes, and looked down at my right hand that was still holding the cigarette butt. Ling Yinhan followed my line of sight and looked at my right hand. When she stretched out her hand and stubbornly pulled my fingers again, I spread the palm of my hand, the cigarette butt was extinguished, but left a pinch of soot and a shallow burn scar on my palm.

"Does it hurt?" Ling Yinhan took my hand distressedly, and fell on my palm with a hot kiss, licking the wound on my palm like a weak kitten.