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After that, Ling Yinhan kept talking about the marriage, while I kept silent, listened carefully, and expressed my thoughts when she asked for my opinion.

Before starting the car, Ling Yinhan once again stressed that I must wait for her to pick me up. I smiled and kissed Yinhan's face through the mask, and Yinhan showed a happy smile.

"You must wait for me, I'll be back soon." Before leaving, Yin Han spoke again.

"I know, long-winded! Be careful on the road." I smiled and waved to her, and she was finally willing to drive away in the car.

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Chapter 25 Chapter 25 Questions

I watched Ling Yinhan drive the car farther and farther, and the smile on his face could no longer hold back. I remembered that we had agreed to go abroad to register for marriage after graduation, but one month before graduation, our relationship was blocked. My parents knew about it, and what happened afterwards is really unbearable to look back on now.

I probably guessed a little bit of Ling Yinhan's intentions. It was just that I was afraid that I would leave her again. If I really agreed to marry her, then my leaving in the future would hurt her even more and bring her more pain. , if I don't agree to marry her, I'm afraid I won't be able to stay by her side in the future.

Ling Yinhan didn't give me a choice, nor did she give her a way out, so now she can only take one step at a time.

When I went up to the third floor, I went straight to the cardiology department where Aunt Shen was. If I wanted to make a fake checklist, I had to ask her for help.

"Xiao Ruo, there's something wrong with your test results." Aunt Shen changed her enthusiasm just now and looked at the test sheet in her hand with a serious expression.

Could it be serious again?

My heart skipped a beat, and I quickly asked, "What's wrong?"

Aunt Shen walked to the cabinet full of file folders in silence, searched for a while, took out a stack of files and read them carefully, looked at me with the two files in her hand and continued, "The file on my left is Your father faxed you the day before yesterday, which recorded your previous illness and treatment in detail. I studied it carefully before you came. The situation is indeed not optimistic. The one on the right is the inspection report you just made , according to my preliminary diagnosis, although your heart is indeed not very healthy, it is reasonable to say that it is not so serious..."

"What do you mean?" I was a little confused.

"I'm not quite sure either. I have to discuss it with your previous attending doctor in person before I can draw a conclusion." Aunt Shen said with some hesitation. Perhaps it was a headache from reading it. She put both documents on the desk, Rubbing the involuntarily frowning brows, he asked me: "How about I personally give you a detailed inspection later?"

I was confused when I heard Aunt Shen's words. Looking at the wall clock on the wall, it was almost three o'clock. At this time, there were two knocks on the door. After Aunt Shen said please come in, one of them smiled warmly. The older sister nurse walked in, she handed Aunt Shen a report card and then closed the door and went out. I don’t know if it was my illusion, but I seemed to see the nurse wink at Aunt Shen before leaving, and when I looked back, Aunt Shen just now Still frowning, the rain has passed and the sky has cleared.

amount……

"she……"

"That's right, she is my aunt's lover, but keep it a secret for my aunt..." Aunt Shen said, her eyes narrowed with a smile, her face was full of happiness.

To be honest, although Aunt Shen is over forty years old, her skin is well maintained, her facial features are delicate and delicate, she looks less than thirty, and the temperament that only doctors have on her makes it even more icing on the cake. Unlimited, if she hadn't insisted on calling her Aunt Shen, I would have called her sister.

I nodded quickly, and couldn't help but think of Ling Yinhan's naughty and cute look, and laughed too.

"Aunt Shen, can I ask you a question?" I asked seriously, maybe I can get the answer from her.

After I got permission from Aunt Shen, I continued: "If, I mean, if, if that nurse just now died of a terminal illness like mine, what would you do?"

I asked cautiously, but I was looking forward to Aunt Shen's answer.

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Chapter 26 Chapter 26 Selfishness

Regarding the topic of death, Ling Yinhan and I discussed it once, and she said at that time: "I will die with you, if I can't live together, then I will die together."

This sentence scared me half to death, but I didn't see any joke in her eyes. I believe what she said was true.

I know that the love of life and death exists in this world, but I don't want it to be me and Ling Yinhan.

Since then, I have never spoken to her about death in any way.

When I left, she didn't stay because of love, and because she knew I would come back, so she waited for me. I couldn't imagine what would happen to her if I died. I understand Ling Yinhan's persistence Get up and be afraid of nothing, including death...

"Hmm..." Aunt Shen thought about my question very seriously, looked at my eager eyes, smiled suddenly, raised her hand and rubbed my face, and said calmly: "I won't let She's all alone without me."

"Why?!" I was very surprised. I thought that Aunt Shen would live a good life and live a good life for her lover. Even if her lover is not there, even if she is alone for a lifetime, can love really make people walk together through death?

"Xiao Ruo, I love her, and I want to be with her, regardless of life or death."

Because of this sentence, I burst into tears instantly. Why did Aunt Shen give the same answer as Ling Yinhan?

I don't know……

"The dead want the living to live well, but they don't know that the living will be worse than dead after losing her. Everyone will meet many people in their life, but there is often only one person who can enter her heart, alone. My aunt has known her for more than 20 years, and I have lived with her as a lover for 15 years. In these 20 years, almost every fragment of my life is composed of her. If she dies, Tell me, is it really good for me to be alive?" Aunt Shen spoke earnestly, but she couldn't help but feel a little sad, "She treats me the same way, you are still young, so you don't understand."

I shook my head blankly, I'm not young, I just don't understand, isn't loving someone just wishing her to live a happy life, okay?The idea that if you can't live together, you can die together really confuses me.

"Ling Yinhan is a good singer, and she should be a good lover too, otherwise you wouldn't have come back so desperately." Aunt Shen changed the topic and asked Yin Han suddenly, her words were a little worried.

I nodded and hummed lightly. My mother and Aunt Shen are best friends who talk about everything, and they probably have told her everything about me.

"Have you ever wondered what you would do to her if she had a disease like yours?"

Hearing this, I was taken aback for a moment, and looked at Aunt Shen, only to find that her expression was a little serious, "You should keep it from her, you have been like this since you were a child, you take care of everything by yourself, and you don't hurt others. Didn't know you were hurt, but did it ever occur to you that hiding the truth from her was what she really needed?"

I was powerless to refute, and I couldn't say a word, and I suddenly realized that I was so selfish.

I left resolutely back then, and now I come back unprepared, never really considering Ling Yinhan's feelings.

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Chapter 27 Chapter 27

Aunt Shen's words were too sharp, and she hit the nail on the head. I never thought that Ling Yinhan would share my pain with me, and I never thought about what it would be like if I switched identities with her. Ling Yinhan is me, I am Ling Yinhan, what will happen?