Chinese Goddess Chronicle

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Of course, I don't think as far as Shengyan. I occasionally have her worries, but they are quickly overshadowed by the word "now".If I shrink back just because of this, I can neither feel the pleasure of the present nor see the future.I thought that during this period, there should be the kind of resoluteness to throw one's head and blood, but the pressure from the future pushed me into the vortex of contradictions again.I'm nothing, I can't be anything, I'm defeated for myself.

Xiao Ye successfully became my emotional counselor, using her poor experience and various experiences from books to guide me who was at a loss. "You know it's comforting to work hard, but the question is, if your hard work fails to see results for a long time, does it mean that you and Sheng Yan will never be able to move forward? Why can't the two work together to create a future? Student The love of the times, please don't put too much pressure on it? This will put you in a state of collapse."

"Please believe me, what Sheng Yan doubts is only your sincerity, not your current ability."

Isn't it obvious enough that I love her?My emotions are mobilized by her words and deeds. I have never hung my body and mind on a person like I do now.But thinking about my contact with Sheng Yan, it seems that it was just a few greetings before going to bed, and more often it was me who was in a state of ups and downs, denying myself in self-pity.

I see more of myself.

"Look at you, you are in the same dormitory, but you don't look like good sisters. On the one hand, it is because of Shengyan's personality. On the other hand, please look at yourself, okay? Do you remember when Shengyan gave you Is it a reward for her? How much do you know about her? Are you too cowardly, or do you not care? If liking is just an illusion fabricated by you, a false dream that you sink into alone, then don’t let Sheng Yan got dragged in."

"Actually, what Sheng Yan said is quite right, you were just stimulated."

"No, I'm not!" I immediately vetoed Xiao Ye's words, but I didn't know how to show my sincerity with my feeble rebuttal.

"Go, friend, I am optimistic about you. For your love, I decided to quit. Please go to Sheng Yan for dinner, and don't come to ask me again, okay? By the way, I made such a big sacrifice for you, can you give My reward? Help me fill in the first words, I'm going to pick up my male god!"

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An exam notice from Lao Wang extinguished all my romantic thoughts.

Wu Jun is a person who likes to make small reports. I have hated her for many years.This class is also really unfortunate, she and I are across the "river".Falling in love and killing each other in novels are all deceitful. How can love be produced when you are obviously tired of seeing each other?I could see crackling sparks in her eyes.

"Teacher!" She suddenly called out and led Lao Wang to this place.

People who still make small reports in college are more childish and hateful than elementary school students.

"Student Cheng Ling, what are you writing?"

"Teacher, what you are talking about is related to poetics. Of course I have to apply what I have learned and write poems in class." Even if there is no absolute, there should be relative freedom in the university classroom.Lao Wang's face was very serious, he put his hands on my table, and pretended not to care and said: "Come, please come and read the poem you made."

Seeing that I was silent, the enthusiastic student Wu volunteered to show off her graceful voice like that of February Yingli.

"I still have so much to carry

Dizzy, can't tell which is which

Circle the dots to see which is right or wrong

my dear notes

please tell me what's the point

Have a dream with wings

Dear, are you the content of the test?

Sorry I'm not Freud

I can't figure out the dreams I've had.

ego id and superego

My subconscious won't tell me which one I remember

who has criticized everything

Hear people say, create personality and literary style

And the typical and imagery is even more indistinct

your image your language your ideas

There are so many that I didn’t memorize

Whose fault is it that you scored zero?

Do you blame me after handing over the white paper?

How about the teacher give me sixty points

Why bother to let me taste the bitterness and evil in the world"

Lao Wang glared at me, knocked on the table and said, "There's no way I'll give you sixty points, just go and recite the book honestly."

It's over, it's over, it's finally expected.

Every meal time, the corridor is crowded with people. After I finally got out of class, I just took a step and backed away again.Xiao Ye blew a kiss at me through the crowd, and she really abandoned me as she said before, leaving me a time to spend with Sheng Yan.Sheng Yan's face was as calm as a cloud, and I gradually regained my sense of normalcy. Too many messy emotions would affect me.Our relationship has heated up from the freezing point, like a roller coaster ups and downs, it seems to have retreated to the origin, but it is definitely not the origin.

I seldom use it to sleep during the lunch break, and playing a few rounds of double button in the rare free time is quite self-contained.The familiar music reached his ears, and Erlang leaned on the chair and raised his legs, feeling a little carried away for a while.

"The exam is approaching, do you still have this leisure time?" Actually, I really don't like people talking about these things, especially the kind of people who only have one part of good intentions, three parts of probing and six parts of mocking.Later I realized that it wasn't that the words were unpleasant, it was just that the person who spoke couldn't please me.

"Why do I want to play games? I am not simply playing games. I am pursuing a game spirit and a spirit of transcendence, which is the so-called non-utility of aesthetics, and there is also a transcendence of the limitations of daily life. The mind travels far and wide, and the spirit is jing. Baji. Playing games is also an art. As Goethe said, there is no more reliable way to escape the world than art; there is no more reliable way than art to integrate with the world."

"Well, it seems that you are sure that you will not fail the subject." Sheng Yan nodded slightly.

Of course I wouldn't take her words as a compliment.

"Can you lend me your notes?"

Sheng Yan didn't refuse, took her notes, and somehow turned to the separate pages hidden in the middle.The handwriting is neat and beautiful. My English is not very good, but I can still see that this is a fragment of her translation of "Shiva Purana".When did she start?When did you decide to end it?I suddenly hated my stupidity.Turning his head to look at Sheng Yan's side face, is there a future between us?

Chapter 29

Classmate Zheng is a weird person. My prejudice against him originally came from his not-so-fluent Mandarin and familiarity.I still remember last Christmas Eve, when I was walking on the dark campus path, he came out from nowhere and handed me an apple, which almost scared me out of my wits. I've been plagued by gossip.

The booing temperament is probably the deep-rooted inferiority, no matter how many years have passed, it will not change, and a wise person knows his own shortcomings in this aspect, and even if his heart rages, he still sticks to the old ancestor's saying "keep his mouth shut" .

One day, elective classes were over, and when Sheng Yan and I came out, the crowd had almost dispersed.In order to get back to the dormitory as soon as possible and get a good night's sleep, Sheng Yan and I chose to take a shortcut.It was a grove without lights, and I don’t know how many strange stories came out of it. Without someone to accompany me, I definitely wouldn’t dare to walk alone.

Suddenly there was a ghostly cry and howl, so scared that I quickly grabbed Sheng Yan's arm.

Isn't it the maverick classmate Zheng who sprang out of the dark woods?He is practicing his loud and clear voice, and he can sing "Broad Sea and Sky".I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw the person coming clearly through the faint light.It's just that Sheng Yan didn't brush me away, so I naturally didn't want to take the initiative to let go.

"Cheng Ling, what are you two doing here?"