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Apart from being a little sad, it seems that I have no other thoughts.

So she suppressed this strange feeling strongly, let go of her grip on the quilt, closed her eyes, and prepared to fall asleep.

This is good for us.

for sure.

Before falling asleep, she made a mental adjustment.

……

Xu Weiqing thought that when he opened his eyes, it would be the next morning.

As a result, when he opened his eyes, it was still the blackness that greeted his eyes.

I have insomnia.

She thought belatedly.

After closing his eyes, he didn't have any thoughts in his head, but only Lin Hanzi's good voice.

Like a spell, it kept repeating and colliding in my mind, and the sound changed from light to heavy, and then from heavy to light.

She wanted to ignore that voice, to make her mind go blank, and only in this way could she fall asleep.

But the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't ignore that voice.

Unbearably disturbed, she could only open her eyes and stare at the bed in front of her.

Lin Hanzi's abnormal attitude, like a hand holding her, made her a little out of breath.

She shouldn't be like this, she shouldn't be influenced by anyone.

Thinking of this, the swelling emotions in her mind calmed down a little. She simply took the phone, plugged in the earphones, and listened to the English words.

This is her usual way of keeping calm. As long as she restrains herself today, from tomorrow onwards, she can calmly be herself.

There is nothing that cannot be solved by learning, if there is, then continue to learn.

……

This is Xu Weiqing's second insomnia.

The last time I suffered from insomnia was when I was in high school.

Xu Weiqing has always been a good girl in the eyes of parents and a reassurance in the eyes of teachers.

She has always had excellent grades and is self-disciplined. She is a good child who does not need to be worried about.

The walls of the house were covered with awards, and there was no place to post them, so they were all put in drawers.

Ever since he was a child, Xu Weiqing has been that "child from someone else's family".

Every time she takes the exam, she is in the top of the grade, and has never slipped out of the top ten, so she never needs to worry about her grades.

But no matter how confident a person is, no matter how good he is in the exams on weekdays, he is not completely sure when facing the college entrance examination.

So the night before the college entrance examination, Xu Weiqing suffered from insomnia.

I turned off the lights at nine o'clock in the evening and lay down on the bed, and I have closed my eyes for a while. As usual, I only need to squint for five or six minutes to fall asleep, but I couldn't fall asleep today.

All kinds of random thoughts are running around in my mind.

Will the first question in Chinese meet words that I haven't seen before?

Will it be difficult if you have never done a big math problem?

Those who don't understand English reading will not understand the topic.

Every thought is bad, one disappears and the other catches up.

The more Xu Weiqing thought about it, the more he thought about it, and he simply opened his eyes.

The curtains blocked the light from outside, and when she opened her eyes, all she could see was darkness.

She didn't turn on the air conditioner, only an old fan that had been used for many years, with low power and low wind.

The room was a little stuffy, and she was drenched in sweat from the heat.

Suddenly felt a little irritable and a little helpless.

At such an important time, she was so tormented by these thoughts that appeared for no reason but couldn't disappear, that she couldn't sleep.

It's over, the college entrance examination is estimated to be smashed.

This is the strongest thought in her mind right now.

After opening her eyes for a long time, she still didn't feel sleepy, so she simply sat up, turned down the bed and drew the curtains in the dark.

As soon as it was pulled away, moonlight invaded the room and scattered a piece of silver.

All of a sudden, the dullness in the room was dispelled, and her boredom was also swept away.

Xu Weiqing had never looked out of the window at night, even if he had, it was when he was very young.

She suddenly wanted to know how the community shrouded in Ye Hua was different from the one in the daytime.

So she went to move the chair, settled it, rested her chin on her hand, and looked out of the window quietly.

The tulle-like silver flower climbed onto her face, which was full of softness.

The thin night wind gently blew past her ears, lifting her black hair that was loosely loose.

A tense night, a soft moonlight, and one to enjoy.

……

That was Xu Weiqing's first insomnia, there was no restlessness or irritability, but calm and tranquility.

Later, she never suffered from insomnia again. Even the night before waiting for the release of the college entrance examination scores, or even the night before the results of filling in the application form, she spent it with a normal heart.

She felt that she could never encounter anything that disturbed her more than the college entrance examination.

Today, however, she suffered from insomnia again.

Not because of one thing, but because of someone I just met not long ago.

The mechanical female voice in her ears recited the English words she had memorized fluently over and over again, and she felt that her heart was a little calmer.

But an insignificant person.

She defined Lin Hanzi in this way.

So, stop worrying about it.

She finally advised herself.

The author has something to say: I am flattered, thank you little angel for your thunder, very, very encouraging, I thought this book was going to hit the street, okay~

20 - twenty

Liqing’s freshmen don’t need to study early in the morning. If there are classes in the morning, they can go to the classroom at 08:30.

Today is the official start of school, because there is class in the first period, so Li Susu set the alarm clock the night before.

Xu Weiqing always got up at six o'clock on time, but she fell asleep until the alarm clock above her head rang loudly, and she opened her eyes.

I touched the phone next to my ear, 07:30.

It seems that yesterday's late sleep was affected.

Usually, after she got up at six o'clock, she would go to the bathroom to wash up after she had made the quilt. After everything was done, she would sit in front of the desk and memorize a page or two of vocabulary before going to have breakfast.

It seems impossible today.

Thinking so, he didn't dare to slow down at all. After quickly folding the quilt, he stepped on his slippers and rushed into the bathroom.

The sound of water started to rush.

Except for themselves, no one knew what happened between her and Lin Hanzi last night.

So when Xu Zi turned down the bed and saw Lin Hanzi was still nestled in the bed, he patted her bed while putting on his shoes, and reminded her, "Beauty, get up. The little fat man has already gone to wash his face, don't hurry up. The little fat man is about to heal, don't make the little fat man wait too long."

Lin Hanzi opened his eyes slightly, his voice was still full of tiredness, "What time is it?"

"07:30, we have class at 08:30."

Xu Ziwei had already put on her shoes, reminded her again, and went into the bathroom.

Lin Hanzi yawned reluctantly, rubbed his eyes lightly, and got up in bed unhurriedly.

After Xu Weixi finished washing, Lin Hanzi put on his shoes.

When Xu Weiqing came out, he met Lin Hanzi face to face, and was thinking about whether to say something, but Lin Hanzi had already passed her into the bathroom.

His face was expressionless, and he didn't seem to be in a good mood.

Xu Weiqing sighed and sat down on the chair.

It seems that friends can't do it anymore.

……

It was already eight o'clock when Xu Weiqing was ready.

She just put on light makeup hastily, she didn't expect the time to pass so quickly.

There was only one class this morning, and I took the professional books on the first day. I found a good book from the bookshelf and put it in my bag, then got up and planned to go out.

Li Susu was putting on lipstick with her mouth pouted, and when she saw it, she asked her in a neutral tone, "Xu Weiqing, don't you wait for Hanzi to go with you?"

Xu Weiqing nodded lightly and stepped out the door.

Lin Hanzi just came out of the bathroom, Li Susu told her, "Xu Weiqing left by himself."

His tone was full of dissatisfaction with her.