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I pursed my lips, "But Fu Yusheng seems to be that kind emotionally. If I take one step back, she will take ten thousand steps back. She will only go in when I take a step back."

"Then you have taken so many steps before, have you seen her take a step?"

Xu Zhi's words made me speechless, because I put myself and others.I smacked my lips and said, "Okay, try it."

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It has been three days since Xu Zhi made a plan, and there has been no movement on Fu Yusheng's side. I asked Xu Zhi what happened, and Xu Zhi only said that he and Chi You didn't reply to Fu Yusheng's messages at all. Alive, but she still needs some time to figure it out.I probably understand, Xu Zhi also has no idea this time.

Sure enough, as long as anything does not come at the right time in my opinion, there will be mistakes.But I don't regret agreeing to Xu Zhi to give it a try. In fact, I know in my heart that I have missed the best time to confess.There is no such thing as "just right" between me and her, it can only be "as soon as possible".

He will go to the laboratory again the day after tomorrow, and then he will be able to see Fu Yusheng.At that time, let's resolve the misunderstanding. If it can't be resolved, then it can be regarded as a chance to give up.

I sighed and rolled over on the bed.

I don't know when the curtains were opened, and the ten o'clock sunlight slanted into the bedroom, just falling on my bed, as if it was slowly roasting me.So I sighed again, got up and got out of bed to turn on the air conditioner.

When I got back to the bed, the phone screen was on, and there was a message box in the middle of the screen, with my note to Fu Yusheng on it.My heart "squeaked" for a moment, and then it seemed to be held by a pair of hands. The hand was constantly rubbing with neither small nor strong force, which made me feel itchy and flustered, but I could still feel that it wanted to escape. He wanted to escape from Fu Yusheng, the farther the better - so that he would not be so emotionally affected by her again.

I sat on the bed for a while. At this time, the screen of the mobile phone was black, and the air conditioner had just turned on and did not play much effect. hotter.

Always have to face it, I say to myself.

I took a deep breath, turned on the phone and clicked on the dialog box, the moment I saw the long string of text, my breathing became a little disordered, I could feel myself trembling, tears had rolled down, I was strong Looking at it myself, I shed tears.

Fu Yusheng said: "I hesitated for a few days, and I thought it would be better to say some things, and it was a complete farewell. That time you asked me if I had made any wishes, in fact, I made them in my third year of high school. That wish is you. The last time we went back to our alma mater together, I felt more irritable than emotional. I remembered a lot of things in high school, but now, I can't calm myself down.

"Before Xu Zhi went abroad, he told me that you liked me, and he asked me if I liked you. Naturally, I liked you very much, so I gave you a book. The Internet said that book is suitable for someone who has a crush. No I know if you still remember, I asked you if you like books or people, and you said you like books. I thought you really didn’t like me, and I really pretended to be passionate, so I secretly sulked and stopped chatting with you. But I go to check the message interface every day. You send a message, and then I refresh it almost every minute. I just hope you can continue to tell me something. I didn’t calm down at that time, and when I calmed down , you no longer look for me.

"I thought at the time that since you didn't like me, why should I go to you again, so there was silence between us for five years. Five years. The day I knew you were in love, I was so angry that I was in a daze all day , as soon as I see something related to you, I get angry, I get angry at why you don't like me, and I get angry at myself for not being able to make you like me..."

I put down my phone, took out a few tissues, and wiped my nose and tears. The tears were too strong. I haven't finished reading Fu Yusheng's words, and there is already a small pile of tissues around me.I think I need to calm down before I can continue reading the following words.

I don't think anyone can understand my current mood. Although I knew that Fu Yusheng also likes me a few days ago, but at this moment, looking at everything she explained in person, I still feel that everything seems unreal.

I love her for nearly seven years before I get this confession.

"It was unexpected for me to meet again. At the dinner, you were sitting next to me. It was the first time we met after graduation. You don't know how hard it took me to restrain my trembling hands and let myself It didn't seem so nervous. At that time, I was thinking, maybe this is the fate arranged by God for us, I want to get you back. But every time I see you, I always think of the time when you rejected me, and the time when you fell in love The me that I am, makes it impossible for me to face you properly, and this is also the reason why I am always suddenly indifferent. I am afraid, I am also afraid that I will accidentally mess up and let us meet again...

"I seem to be like this all the time. At first I wanted to get close to you very passionately, but then I started to shrink back. I began to think that it would be best if I didn't disturb your life... But I seem to be Wrong, screwed up...I don't know what to say, I didn't mean to be indifferent anyway."

During Fu Yusheng's period, she recounted to me a lot of things between me and her from her perspective, and I realized that I seemed to ignore her carefulness towards me many times.She apologized to me and took all the mistakes on her body, so that I didn't know whether I should feel sorry for myself or her.

At the end of a long paragraph sent by Fu Yusheng, she said: "If you really decide to forget, then I respect your choice, and I also decide to do so... I'm sorry, but I can like it in this life You, I don't think there are any regrets in life. That's it, us."

I didn't know what to do, I just instinctively wanted to reply, to let her know I was there.This is also a habit I developed in high school. I hope that I can call her back at any time, and let her know that I am by her side. No matter what happens, she can tell me that I am always there.

I tried my best to calm myself down, but it didn't help much.I replied to her: "Fu Yusheng, I've been waiting for this confession for a long time. I don't want to cry anymore, but I'm so sad, I don't want to give up liking you, I don't want to forget."

It took a long time before she got back to me: "I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either. So do we need to delete each other?"

I asked her, "What if I said, I still like you?"

She was silent for a long time again, maybe she was also trying to calm down the excitement, and then sent another message: "Then do you still want me?"

I replied to her in seconds: "Yes."

After a pause, he replied again: "Yes."

Then, the same word: "Yes."

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She told me that she needs to calm down for a while, I replied "OK" and then put down the phone in a daze, we are like this, together?

There is something incredible.

The sunlight outside the window seemed to have changed its direction, shining on me more recklessly.The temperature of the air-conditioning and sunshine is neutral, which makes people feel comfortable.I opened my palm and grabbed a handful of sunlight, and the light ran to my hand----I couldn't catch the sunlight.

When I was secretly in love with Fu Yusheng before, I felt that being with Fu Yusheng required a lot of effort, which was more difficult than learning advanced mathematics.But today I found that everything is not as difficult as I imagined, there is only one sentence between us, but none of us in the past was willing to break things, we were always gambling and waiting.

I remembered the scene where Xu Zhi told me seriously that he had caught Chi You, so I stretched out my hand again and grabbed it out of thin air a few times in vain, but there was nothing.I stared blankly at my fingers, and suddenly got a jolt, thinking of a day many years ago.

That day, I learned a routine on the Internet, and I had to deal with Yusheng Envoy.I put my hand in my pocket and made a fist, and said to her, "Hold out your hand, and I'll give you a present."