I live in Miao Village[GL]

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Xue Yi was very gentle when she analyzed the problems and made sense, one by one, no matter who did what she did, she understood his reasons for doing so, and expressed her understanding, calm and rational, without losing care and warmth, which made Ayaoduo feel Nuannuan, grandma is really bad, but she really shouldn't throw away the money and leave.

It's a pity that she will be separated from Xue Yi, and she won't be able to see Xue Yi's occasional violent and rational analysis.

What is university like?

Will it be like she was excluded and ridiculed when she first came to Chongnan No. [-] Middle School, and it took a long time to get acquainted before slowly getting better?

Ayaoduo was very confused at first, even a little worried, but she gradually got into it, and it was fine. University life was not as bad as Ayaoduo thought. The students of the same major will meet each other in class, and the roommates are the ones we get along with the most.

Ayaoduo lives in a six-person room, and each dormitory has its own bathroom, which is much better than the eight-person room in Chongnan No. [-] Middle School.

Since I live with girls from the Chinese Department, conflicts between the two majors are inevitable.

The girl named Shui Shuxian who sleeps opposite A Yaoduo always comes back very late, and the noise is so loud every time that other people can't sleep. It's okay to do this once or twice, but the more times, the others can't stand it anymore , Either don't call her for dinner, or don't open the door for her.

Once the girl came back with a bunch of books, and the girl who was in the same major as A Yaoduo glanced at her, and said disgustedly: "I read this kind of book, and I don't know who I fooled around with at night."

Shui Shuxian said what's wrong with this kind of book, please explain clearly, this is a must-read list recommended by our teacher in class, what's wrong?

"I didn't say anything. I'm not as good as you cultural people, holding a bunch of books all day long."

"Can you say that again!"

"I'll say it again, reading this kind of book is not serious, it's playing hooligans!"

Just like that, a small matter broke out due to long-term grievances. Ayaoduo couldn't stay any longer. She carried her schoolbag and planned to go to the library. Before leaving, she glanced at it and wanted to see what the book was. Yes, look at Wang Xiaobo's "Golden Age"!

After the conflict that day, Shui Shuxian had a complete falling out with the people in the dormitory, and she came back on time at night without making much noise, but the dormitory was quiet no matter day or night, and the atmosphere was terrifyingly quiet.

One weekend, A Yaoduo couldn't take it anymore. After writing the letter to Xue Yi, she saw that she and Shui Shuxian were the only ones in the dormitory, so she opened her mouth to break the silence and said, "I'm going to eat, do you want to go?"

Shui Shuxian has been isolated all the time, she didn't expect that Ayaoduo would take the initiative to talk to her, she was overjoyed, "Go!"

Many friendships in the university are established from friends. Shui Shuxian stays with A Yaoduo when she has nothing to do, and only talks to A Yaoduo in the dormitory, and speaks loudly on purpose, as if she is showing off or something.

A Yaoduo faintly felt that she had gotten into a big trouble.

In order to resist the cold blast from the dormitory, Shui Shuxian regards her as a life-saving straw, keeps building a good relationship with her, eats with her, and goes to self-study together. Sometimes Ayaoduo deliberately refuses to eat to avoid her. I will help Ayaoduo take it, and even help Ayaoduo do the laundry when I do the laundry.

Ayaoduo felt that this person was not a bad person, but she came back late at the beginning of school and made a lot of noise. Later, after everyone talked about her, she also changed.

So Ayaoduo didn't think too much about it anymore. It's really boring to engage in a cold war after she's in college, so people on both sides don't offend, and they can do whatever they want. She has a high EQ and a sweet mouth, but she can walk freely.

This day, A Yaoduo was going to the library, and Shui Shuxian yelled in the bathroom: "Wait until I meet, I'll finish washing right away, I'll go with you."

A Yaoduo thought it was just a short while, but she didn't expect Shui Shuxian to wash it endlessly. Tired of waiting, she turned to Shui Shuxian's books boringly. She was very interested in the Chinese department. I have followed Shui Shuxian several times, and when I saw the "Golden Age" on Shui Shuxian's desk, I was curious. When this book was just published, it caused a lot of discussion. Ayaoduo heard about it Many times, but I don't know what it is about. Why do so many people talk about this book with that look?

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"I've finished washing, I'm sorry, I have a lot of dandruff recently, I've washed it for a while, please wait a long time." Shui Shuxian came out of the bathroom with wet hair, and saw A Yaoduo throwing something away, pretending to be serious , asked: "What's the matter with you? How come seeing me is like seeing a ghost."

"No way, let's go after washing." Ayaoduo stood up unnaturally, with a strange expression on her face.

Not far away, the pages of the book "The Golden Era" were still trembling slightly, Shui Shuxian rolled her eyes, picked up the book, and said, "Have you read it?"

"Hmm." Ayaoduo replied in embarrassment.

"How about it?"

"What's the matter? It's very well written. Didn't your teacher say that Wang Xiaobo is very good?" A Yaoduo didn't dare to look into Shui Shuxian's eyes. What.

"You're blushing." Shui Shuxian put her arms around her shoulders, and said with a smile, "What's the matter, you're already an adult, and you're still so conservative in your thinking."

"I'm not conservative, I'll go first, you're too slow." A Yaoduo rushed out with her schoolbag on her back, the content in that book was too, too explicit.

Ayaoduo has read books for so many years, and has never seen such explicit descriptions about sex. When describing certain male organs, she will feel a kind of physiological disgust, but she vaguely understands that this is the difference between men and women. The way between that or something.

This confused her. She never thought about being with boys, let alone knowing how to do it with boys. Once she suddenly knew, it was inexplicably difficult to accept. She felt that the way was too rough and difficult accept!

For several days, Ayaoduo was thinking about this matter, and then she thought about Xue Yi. For some reason, she always accepted everything about Xue Yi well, thinking that it should be like this, why is there another sex organ? exist?

But after thinking about it, I feel that another organ has existed since ancient times, and it has been like this since the beginning of the world. The strange thing is her!

Shui Shuxian, as if she didn't know that others hated her, took the trouble to talk to Ayaoduo. The topic intentionally or unintentionally brought up the matter of that day, but she didn't say anything. do not look.

"No thanks, I'm very busy recently, don't bother me, do you understand what I said?" A Yaoduo finally couldn't help tearing her face off with Shui Shuxian.

She didn't know what she was afraid of. Perhaps Shui Shuxian simply wanted to discuss Wang Xiaobo's books with her. In fact, Shui Shuxian studied well and was deeply loved by the literature teacher.

Perhaps, it was her who was strange, and she was the one who had problems.

Yes, it was her that had the problem.

Xue Yi, did you feel like this when you avoided me before? Afraid of being known, afraid of being found out, afraid of other people's eyes that want to cut your whole body with a knife?

Ayaoduo was completely confused, and had no intention of studying at all. She frantically searched for related books in the library, from "The Golden Age" that she hadn't finished reading, to "Their World". When she passed a cover that said " Gay in China, suddenly stopped.

It seems that he has found the answer, and he seems to know what the situation between himself and Xue Yi is called.

gay!

That's right, gay.

Although this book is mostly about gay men, Ayaoduo can be sure that she is too!

She has paid more attention to girls than boys since she was a child, and she has paid attention to which girl has a fairer face and which girl has softer skin since she was a child. She never thought about which boy she would be friends with, let alone get married and have children.

She is a homosexual through and through, a homosexual who is rejected by this society through and through.

Being rejected by this society, this fact is like a thunderbolt, which makes Ayaoduo unable to react for a long time. 85/133 First page Previous page 8384858687888990 Next page Last page