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Zhou Er seemed to hear some joke, and looked at her amusedly: "You are my girlfriend, can't I kiss you?"

"You know that I don't like it." Lin Bo looked lightly at the strange man in front of him, he always asked her opinion before.Now he doesn't respect her at all.

"Bai Qing, don't be ridiculous. How can you fall in love without holding hands or kissing?" Zhou Er felt that it must be because he had too little intimacy with her that she could not accept his touch.

Lin Bo lightly closed his eyes, not looking at him.

"Bai Qing. I don't think Si Youjin is normal? When we were kissing, I kept looking out of the window. I don't know how to avoid it. And she seems to have a bad attitude towards me."

Zhou Er asked him strangely.

"You are not allowed to talk about her!" Lin Boqing opened his eyes and glared at the other party, no one could say that Youyou was wrong.Obviously she is such a good person.

"I think you are also very strange. Since she appeared, you have changed so much that I don't even know you." Zhou Er was a little angry.

"Stop! I want to get off here!" Lin Bo lightly shouted.

"Oh, well, I won't say anything." Zhou Er softened his tone and said nothing more.

"Take me home. Go eat by yourself." Lin Boqing slumped on the chair as if exhausted.

After she met Si Youjin again, she really changed.It became more and more unbearable for Zhou Er to do small tricks to her, even holding hands would make her feel sick.Especially after knowing that Si Youjin liked her, she didn't have the heart to deal with Zhou Er anymore.If she didn't need him as a shield, she would never let him pick her up from get off work.When she implemented it, she found that it was not a wise decision, but it was irreversible.

Chapter 17No.17

Si Youjin knew that they were impossible no matter what, she never thought of asking for anything, or she never expected anything.

Since they are so sweet, she doesn't want to destroy them.Let's just pass by like this, live your life as if you didn't have her before.

She cried all the way home, and when she got downstairs, she didn't dare to go upstairs, so she squatted in a corner and cried bitterly.Just like her father had just passed away at that time, she would cry as soon as she calmed down, and gradually no tears, from pain to numbness to acceptance.Now it's just another person, she believes that she can let go, even if that person is still in her world.She wiped the tears off her face, stood up slowly, and leaned against the wall to relieve the numbness in her legs.

She doesn't want to get drunk, it's too worthless, not to mention it can't solve anything.There was a forced smile on Si Youjin's pale face, and his clear eyes looked at the moon covered by thin clouds in the sky, just like Lin Baiqing, always high above, she couldn't touch it, and there was this distance between them. Stratus, seemingly easy to break through, is so thick that it can't touch each other no matter what.

She gradually calmed down and thought about the problem rationally. In fact, she knew vaguely what she might know, but she was not very sure. Just like what Luo Shang said, she ran out because she heard such a conversation, which was really suspicious.With Lin Bo's light and transparent temperament, she would probably see something unusual, otherwise it would not be the case tonight, maybe this is her answer.

Si Youjin raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, and said to himself: "You are such a failure. When you meet her, all the concealment is just for display. You still think you can always be by her side like a friend. Even if you just show off a little, People can't avoid it. They kindly use this method to save your face, and tell you tactfully that this is impossible." She slammed the wall hard, unable to let go of her own powerlessness, Feel extremely resentful.

Knowing each other too well, knowing what the other is thinking with one look and one movement, is both a good thing and a bad thing.It is precisely because I know her so well that my heart hurts so much.

Bai Qing, I really love you, but I'm finally about to give up.Will you be relieved or disappointed when you know it? It should be the former.I don't have the courage to continue to love anymore, I knew from the beginning that this is a story with no end.So let me put an incomplete end to it.

Si Youjin dragged his exhausted body back home. The moment he saw Si's mother, she let go of all her defenses. The soft part of her heart was stabbed fiercely. She couldn't help but threw herself into her mother's arms and wept loudly.When the aggrieved child saw her mother, the strength she had been pretending collapsed. At this moment, she was just a wounded child who wanted to seek comfort and care from her mother.

"Youyou?" Si's mother called her in surprise, but when she heard her cry, her heart was soft and messed up, and at the same time she felt sorry for her child.She held her in her arms, hugged her with one hand, and ran down her hair with the other, trying to calm her down.

Si Youjin smelled the smell of her mother, the familiar smell and the sense of security in her arms were soothing her wounded heart.Mom, I only have you, don't leave me, don't leave suddenly like Dad, I can't bear this pain anymore.

After a while, Mama Si pushed her away gently when she heard her steady breathing, only to find that she fell asleep peacefully like a crying child with tears on her face.She was funny and distressed, shook her, saw her eyes slightly opened, and hurriedly said: "Go into the room and sleep."

While talking, he helped him into the room, fortunately Si Youjin can still walk by himself.As soon as she lay down on the bed, turned over and fell asleep again, she was really tired.

Mama Si covered her with a quilt and quietly closed the door.Seeing the cold dishes on the dining table, he sighed lightly and took them to the kitchen.After returning to his room, he took the photo of Si's father and stroked his handsome face, like when he was crying when Xiaoyou was just born, and he asked her helplessly: "What should I do? Youyou cried again gone."

"I can't help her with anything...I used to at least know if she was hungry and crying or something, but now I'm just as helpless as you."

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In a dim room, the moon outside the window casts faint light onto the floor. The person on the bed is leaning against the wall, with his hands on his knees, his black hair smoothly draped over his shoulders, his absent-minded eyes drooping, and his thin lips tight. Pressed tightly, his frail body seemed extremely lonely at the moment.

Lin Boqing had been in this position for an hour. She was very worried about Si Youjin and wanted to call her, but there was no reason.Obviously she was the one who made this decision, but now she looks distressed again, even she herself feels that she is hypocritical.If you really care about her so much, why bother to hurt each other in this way.Lin Boqing knew that if she did this tonight, Si Youjin would also notice something.They grew up together, and even after being separated for six years, they didn't seem to change each other's dispositions, so she knew that Si Youjin would understand why she did this.Now that she can know, then she can stop using this way of hurting others and herself, right?

Lin Boqing only knew that she had done something wrong, maybe she should just pretend not to know, instead of using Zhou Er to hurt her heart, obviously she did nothing wrong.It was because she didn't think carefully, thinking about how to make her give up, but forgot to use a gentler way.And it's not that she can't accept her approach.

The sudden bell rang in the quiet room, interrupting her thoughts. When she saw the caller, her eyes lit up with a light that she didn't even realize. She never knew how much she cared about her.She held her breath and picked up the phone, feeling inexplicably nervous.

"Bai Qing?" Si's mother's voice sounded.

Hearing that it wasn't her voice, Lin Boqing lowered his head in disappointment, it wasn't her.That's right, based on what she did tonight, she will probably keep a distance from her, why would she take the initiative to call her? What is she expecting... Disappointed but relieved at the same time, this shows that Si You near home.

"Youyou fell asleep, and my aunt called you on her mobile phone without knowing your number. Didn't it bother you?" Mother Si decided to call someone who was close to Si You after much deliberation and ask to see if it was right. Not what happened.

"Auntie, you didn't bother me. I didn't go to bed that early." It was only ten o'clock, and she really couldn't fall asleep in her current mood.