If, only love (GL)

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"Who do you like?" I asked, but I was thinking about the people Zuo Yue had contacted recently.Except for myself, that is some classmates in the university, there is no one that Zuo Yue can fall in love with. "Uh... who is it, Yiyi, let me tell you, you must not ignore me, and you must not treat me as a freak." Speaking of that person, her face was obviously a little red, and the look in my eyes With a bit of shyness and timidity.

Normally, I would think she is very cute like this, but at this time it is extremely dazzling.I don't know who will be so lucky to be liked by her, and I worry in my heart that I will lose the chance to have her. "Yiyi, actually...actually, what I like...is...a woman."

My heart almost skipped a beat when I said that.Girl, does she actually like girls? Then, will that girl be me? I asked myself this way in my heart, happy that she can like girls, but also uneasy because I don’t know who she likes.

"Yiyi, what do you think of homosexuality?" She suddenly raised her head and asked me, her dark eyes were full of anticipation and anxiety. "Homosexuality, in fact, and

Heterosexuality is no different.A person, whether she likes a man or a woman, should be treated with due respect.Everyone has the right to like the opposite sex or the same sex, and liking the same sex is not pathological.It's just that you happen to fall in love with someone of the same gender as you, so what's the crime?"

I have always been a person who doesn't like to talk, after this long speech, Zuo Yue looked at me with surprise and surprise, as if he was looking at a monster. "Yiyi! Thank you for comforting me! I've decided, and I'm going to confess my love to her now!" After she finished speaking, she happily ran away.Seeing her back getting farther and farther away, I withdrew my hand that was about to grab her.

It turned out that she also liked women.

It turned out that she didn't like me.

A few days later, I saw her walking in front of me holding her hand, smiling at me happily.

That day was like the end of the world to me, even the air was laughing at me.

Laugh at everything about me.

☆、Chapter 7

When I woke up again, it was almost evening.Because of the high authority, even if I don't have to ask for leave, no one will blame me.There is such an advantage in having a high position, even if you skip work, there will be no serious consequences.

Sitting up with my dizzy head propped up, I saw that the dilapidated room had become as tidy as before, and the bed sheets under me had been replaced with new ones. the person who arrived. 7/9 First Page Previous Page 56789 Next Page Last Page

"Yiyi, I'm sorry you woke up. I'm just a hard worker. When I saw your room was so messy, I simply cleaned it up and changed the bed sheet for you. But you are really old-fashioned. , the habits I used to have in college haven’t changed at all. I still like to put the bed sheets and quilts in the closet, but when did you learn to drink? You should be punished.”

Just when my mind went blank, the man had already come out of the kitchen.In his hand, he was still holding steaming porridge. "Sorry." I didn't know what to say, I squeezed these two words out between my teeth, but she turned cold after hearing my words.

In my memory, Zuo Yue has always been a good-tempered person.In the four years we spent together in college, I never saw her get angry with anyone, let alone show her attitude towards anyone.However, at this moment, she looked at me with strange eyes, with dissatisfaction and confusion on her face.

This kind of her makes me panic.

"Yiyi, can you tell me what happened? Why didn't you contact me after graduating from university? Why didn't you answer the phone when you called me? In the end, you simply changed the number? If it wasn't this time I have a cooperation with your company, do you plan to never see me for the rest of your life? What did I, Zuoyue, do to make you hate me so much!?"

By the time she said the last sentence, the dissatisfaction on her face had gradually been replaced by anger.That pair of black eyes stared at me firmly, as if looking at an enemy.And the aura emanating from her body surprised me, who is used to seeing the old hands in shopping malls.

"I...I didn't..." Facing her like this, my answer seemed much weaker.Because everything she said was true.As early as when I was graduating, when I watched the scene where she was with her, I made a decision in my heart to sever all relations with her.

At first, I wanted to leave here forever, this place full of memories.However, when I really left her and left this land.The thoughts in my heart did not decrease but increased, and even became more and more intense.This out of control situation is something I never expected.

After several struggles, I returned to the place where I met her - Zhejiang Communication University.According to some former alumni, after graduation, she co-founded an advertising company called Yangyue with a wealthy female boss.

And

What about me? Like a thief, I hid in the dark and watched her secretly, watching them walk past me time and time again.During that time, it was the darkest period in my life. I had no job, only some money I saved from working in college.I rented a small house near Yangyue Company, where I drank and smoked every day and night.If you drink too much, you will sleep until you wake up from hunger, eat something casually, and start to paralyze yourself with alcohol again.

Every day, when I am most awake, I go to peek at Zuo Yue and Liu Siyang.Their relationship is very good, almost sticking together as a person.I hid in the jungle and watched them. I wanted to laugh, but I cried.

"Mom! Mom! There's a madman there!" A child's cry woke me up.I looked at her in panic, and when I turned around, I found her finger pointing at me.Madman? Where is the madman? Is she talking about me? "I'm not crazy! I'm not crazy!" I walked over and said to the little girl, but she cried even harder.

I have always been the most helpless with children. Just as I was about to reach out and touch her head, I was pushed to the ground by the child's mother. "Come on! There's a lunatic here! There's a lunatic here!" the child's mother shouted recklessly, which actually alarmed Zuo Yue and Liu Siyang who hadn't gone far.Seeing them running this way, I was completely panicked. Just as I was about to get up and run away, someone grabbed my hand.

"Miss, are you feeling unwell? Can I get someone to take you to the hospital?" The familiar voice of that person came to my ears, and the usual sound of nature became the sound of death at this time.I really broke away from her like crazy, but she thought I was going to hurt someone, and refused to let go.Liu Siyang stood aside, saw me like this, and hurriedly called the guards to stop me.

"Uncle Chen, please send this lady to the police station to find her family." She said this to the guard, and then, she just glanced at me, and pulled Liu Siyang away.I laughed loudly, but the tears flowed out even harder. "I'm sorry, I was rude, I know where my home is, I don't need you to send me."

I regained my usual calm, and spoke to the security guards lightly.And they don't seem to want to meddle in these nosy matters.After all, they are Yang Yue's security guards, not the police.

This farce ended with my departure.I just smirked all the way back home.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, this is the first time in more than ten days that I have looked at myself so seriously.A head of black hair covered her face in a mess, rough and dry. Compared with Sadako in the midnight bell, she was a little more terrifying and disgusting.There was no trace of blood on the pale face, and the cheeks were thin and sunken.The dull gaze matched the stained and tattered clothes.

Ha ha, no wonder, that kid will say I'm crazy

child.