Looking back at Mu Yunyuan

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This warm wine enters the throat and stomach, bringing a spicy scorching heat and a hint of mellow aroma, lingering between the lips and teeth.Yan Ziyuan's eyes fell on his cup and bowl, and he spoke slowly with a gentle voice. "It's okay, you're here with me, and you just happened to be my companion these years. It doesn't matter who takes care of whom, sometimes I always bully you to cook and wash dishes. There are still a lot of rules at home to restrict you , do you want to leave a long time ago?" 41/85 First Page Previous Page 3940414243444546 Next Page Last

Yan Ziyuan looked up at Aoki, and reached out to stop Aoki's hand.He took the jug from her hand, put it beside him, and said with a smile, "I'll do it myself."

Aoki's heart is abnormally calm, even though Zi Yuan's obvious words are thorny at this moment, even though Zi Yuan's actions are obviously alienated.She thought to herself, since we will be separated from now on, what's the point of being proud and awkward? It's better to say what you have to say honestly.

So she became serious and said in her most sincere and inner voice, "I'm actually quite happy to be able to do something for you, why would you want to leave because of this?"

If possible, I hope to do housework for you for the rest of my life.If possible, I hope I can always be by your side.

Akiki refills another glass of wine for each other silently, tonight, she wants to tell Zi Yuan her attitude without any concealment.But other than that, only you know.She knew that some words were useless, and some words should not be said.

Zi Yuan looked into her eyes and listened to her words coming from the bottom of her heart.Akigi has never been like this before, showing his emotions unreservedly in front of others.She remembered the first time Akigi came here, a child who was wary of people.But slowly the vigilance faded away, but the awkward duplicity still remained.But now he is so frank, even showing weakness.Is it because she has already decided to leave, so she has nothing to hide?

Zi Yuan remained silent, raised his wine glass and touched Aoki's glass.As before, I told you, "When you get to the dormitory, you have to take care of yourself. Don't think that you can do whatever you want without me. Don't skip classes, don't skip sleep, don't smoke, and don't drink in the future. You have to drink until you finish the exam. University students, let me drink with you."

Akiki shook her head and smiled, she still did not forget to discipline herself on the last day.It's just that this time the discipline, Akigi heard it very warmly, and I don't know when I will hear it again in the future.

Akiki smiled faintly, "I will, teacher, take good care of yourself and eat more dishes that clear your lungs. It is best to wipe the blackboard with a damp cloth, as the dust on the blackboard is too large."

Teacher...Teacher? Don't call me sister anymore? Yes, I changed the name back first.It was supposed to be like this, not a relative, not a reason, where did the elder sister come from? It's just that Zi Yuan felt faintly disappointed when he heard Aoki call her that.

Zi Yuan supported the cup, lost in memory.Recalling how that naughty kid gradually became caring.

Zi Yuan tilted his head and smiled, "It's true, ever since you graduated. No one has wiped the blackboard for the teacher so carefully."

Akigi smiled, "That's right, if I knew this, I should have repeated the grade and wiped the blackboard for you."

Zi Yuan glanced at her, and said angrily, "Nonsense."

Yan Ziyuan drank cup after cup, talking about his entrustment to Aoki.But what he really wanted to say, he never said.An extremely rational person naturally knows what to restrain. Anyway, he has been restraining for a long time, and it is not bad at this moment.

Aoki listened carefully and agreed one by one, as if he had become a good student like Xiang Ling.

Yan Ziyuan was drunk, curled his tongue, and said that she had never met such a cunning student as Akiki.When she was drunk, it seemed as if she had returned to the time when she was in the third year of the junior high school.She complained about all kinds of mischievous deeds of Aoki back then.

Zi Yuan's tears spilled out of the corners of her eyes, sliding down with her reluctance.She lowered her head, tugged at Aoki's clothes in a drunken state, and spoke in a daze.

"I really can't do anything about you"

"Why do you always have trouble with me?"

"Is it because I just became a teacher that I'm easy to bully?"

"Why don't you always listen to me?"

"Why didn't you do well in the Chinese test?"

"Do you know how many times my Chinese teacher and I have been criticized by our leaders for this?"

Zi Yuan stared at the man in front of him with confused eyes.Before he knew it, Akiki had grown to be as tall as himself.The childishness on her face also faded away, a trace of unruliness was lost, but a trace of coldness was added.Zi Yuan's feet were floating, she leaned forward, half leaning on Xiao Mu's body.

Akiki Renyan Ziyuan tugged on his collar and shook himself lightly.She supported Yan Ziyuan's back, and kept repeating in a warm voice, "I'm sorry", "I will always listen to you from now on.".

Yan Ziyuan frowned, her heart was bitter, she knew how much she couldn't bear to leave Akiki.Only then did she know how painful this "incomparably correct thing" caused her.Leaning on Aoki's shoulder, she regretted taking Aoki back in the first place.If it hadn't happened at that time... then how could things in the world come back again? Contradictory thoughts clashed in her mind, and she lost her self-control in love before, so much so that she drank too much.At this time, he couldn't help the smell of alcohol rising, and the sadness and tiredness of drunkenness hit him.

Seeing that Zi Yuan was tired, Aoki helped her to the bed and wiped her with a hot towel.Akiki smoothed her frown and helped her tuck in the quilt.After a day of haze, it was already raining heavily.The rainy night in autumn brings a refreshing coldness.Kazuki got up and closed the window.She closed the door softly, returned to the dining room to clean up the mess, and went to the bathroom to wash up.She looked at everything in this family with nostalgia. After tomorrow, everything here would no longer belong to her.

She mixed a glass of honey water, helped Yan Ziyuan up, and leaned her on her shoulder.Because of the rest just now, Yan Ziyuan was three points drunk, she took the water and drank it slowly.The house is very quiet, the rain outside the house is pattering, beating on the windows, as if it wants to break into people's hearts and disturb people's thoughts.Akigi's body temperature came from her shoulders, and at the same time, the soft touch of her body.There is also the breath that is close at hand, the faint fragrance of magnolia flowers.She was trying her best to suppress, to suppress the emotion that surged out through drunkenness.

Akiki thoughtfully took the empty cup from Yan Ziyuan's hand, and put it on the bed.But the fingertips scratched by Aoki became hot as if infected with some kind of virus.And followed the trend, spreading to Zi Yuan's whole body, burning her sanity.When she came back to her senses, she had already pulled Akiki under her body and kissed him.She suddenly panicked, she looked at Akiki who was obviously stunned, and thought about how to explain it? What should Akiki think of her? How could she be worthy of being a teacher? Would she feel that she was a poorly dressed man? An abnormal person? 42/85 First page Previous page 4041424344454647 Next page Last page

But when she was panicked and shocked, and wanted to get up and leave, Akiki held her back.He hugged her neck and began to kiss back passionately.Zi Yuan's rationality was defeated again, can she stop thinking, can she be self-willed for once? She kissed the people under her fiercely, and occasionally when a trace of clarity occupied her mind, the people under her would return her enthusiasm and let her His sanity receded again.

It was a night out of control, with no restraints of reason, no moral code.Even when two people have not sorted out their emotions.

When the morning sun fell, Yan Ziyuan got up and looked at the young face beside him, the slightly frowning brow seemed to be accusing the madness of last night.The sun shines on her milky skin, there are little red marks left by Yan Ziyuan last night on that skin, and on the bed sheet...

It was her first time, but Yan Ziyuan demanded too much.Because last night, they all thought it was a farewell, and they were all releasing their suppressed emotions for a long time.Yan Ziyuan wanted to find an explanation for her last night, or find a way home for the two of them.But after thinking about it, I feel more and more despicable.She had to face up to her feelings for Aoki, she couldn't lie to Aoki, and she couldn't lie to herself either.I have always been well-behaved, and I chose a path that I can't see the future.She didn't seem to wake up in her own bed, but on a small boat floating in the vast sea.Preserve the principles of nature and eliminate human desires, even though she had planned to do so.But after last night, how can she behave properly? What's more, she can't let go now, people are always greedy.She piously told God, please forgive my willful behavior this time, and if there is any punishment, I am willing to bear it.