ugly duckling don't cry

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Tan Yurong...you can't...

She sighed softly, picked up the cup, unscrewed the lid, drank all the water in the cup in one go, and then went to the toilet in the cubicle.When she came out to wash her hands, she suddenly heard a familiar voice with annoyance in her voice. She couldn't help but her heart trembled, and she poked her head out quietly. Sure enough, she saw a person appearing in the corner outside the bathroom that should be empty. Two familiar voices.One is Xu Jiao, who was a little bit involved during the military training, and the other is the culprit who made her worry so much--Lian Ersheng. 123/275 First page Previous page 121122123124125126127128 Next page Last page

"May I ask what's the matter with you?" Lian Ersheng was still wearing the same outfit as the show, looking a little annoyed, and unceremoniously shook off Xu Jiao's hand that was holding her.

"I have something to tell you." Xu Jiao had already changed into her own clothes, still smiling brightly, as if she didn't care about Lian Ersheng's anger at all.

"Then tell me, what are you talking about?"

"You can't say this in front of so many people." Xu Jiao suppressed her smile, and looked at Lian Ersheng for a moment, and there was a different emotion in those charming eyes: "Lian Sheng , I want to be your girlfriend."

Lian Ersheng seemed to be choking, and stared at the girl in front of him with wide eyes.She actually said it so bluntly? No matter how eloquent Ren Lianersheng was, he also lost his words at this moment, and didn't know what to say.She muttered for a while, and finally said a little depressed:

"Girlfriend, do you mean that in a relationship?"

"What do you think?" Xu Jiao seemed to be very happy to see her embarrassed appearance.

Lian Ersheng sighed, knowing that he could not escape this disaster, so he broke the words and said:

"First of all, I am grateful that you like me, but I don't like you. Secondly, I already have someone I like, I like it very much, and I will not be with anyone except her. Finally, you are a good…"

"Wait," Lian Ersheng's words were interrupted by Xu Jiao, she said: "Don't be in a hurry to send me a good person card, I'll ask you first, don't you think, as a girl, I can be so direct Is it an incredible thing for the local people to confess to you?"

"Well, if you have to say that, it's incredible." Lian Ersheng muttered.

"I'm out."

"...what?" Lian Ersheng doubted his ears.

"I said that I have come out. Just two years ago, my first girlfriend and I were found out by our parents, and then we came out, but then we also broke up. I am single now, and my parents know that I am les , They can't control me either. So, you don't have to worry about family pressure when you stay with me." Xu Jiao said slowly.

Lian Ersheng didn't know what to say to answer her. He came out two years ago. Xu Jiao was only 14 years old two years ago.However, she still heard the implication in Xu Jiao's words:

"What do you mean when you say there is no family pressure? You plan to live with me for the rest of your life, not just for fun?"

"Yes, if there are no accidents. I am not a sentimental person. I have observed you for a long time, and I think it is worthwhile." Xu Jiao's words are always so straightforward, it is almost unbearable. "Of course, this is my bargaining chip. I don't know how many chances this chip can win. At least, the one you have always liked doesn't seem to have such a bargaining chip, and she seems to value family more than love. You have been chasing her for so long, but she is indifferent, and she still treats you as if away from you, and even tries to stay away from you. I, an outsider, understand it clearly, and you should see it clearly."

"You..." Lian Ersheng's chest rose and fell sharply, his face turned blue and white, but he couldn't utter a word to refute.

"How about it, consider me, don't rush to reject me, I think I will always have a chance." Xu Jiao showed a confident smile of winning.

But at this moment, Tan Yurong, who was hiding in the bathroom, was almost tormented by the stormy mood and couldn't stand still. She covered her lips, trying not to let the sound of her violent breathing come out.She was greatly shocked, and all the facts that she had avoided before were all put in front of Chi Guoguo's eyes.Lian Ersheng liked her, it was love, and he still liked her very much.She has felt this for a long time, but she has been using their friendship to whitewash these emotions, numb herself, and deceive herself that it is a manifestation of friendship.And what about herself? She can't lie to herself, she likes her, God knows how sore and sad Tan Yurong felt when she saw Xu Jiao confessing to her. Les, a scary word, is like a bolt from the blue to Tan Yurong who has just stepped into this world.So she is les? So she likes girls, so she... actually...

Family, do you really value family more than love? She doesn't know, she really doesn't know.Why can't mom and dad co-exist with their other half? Why do they have to sacrifice one to fulfill the other? But imagining the scene where her parents know that she actually likes a girl, Tan Yurong feels at a loss and hesitates.

She slid down against the tiled bathroom wall and crouched on the floor, hugging her knees and curling herself into a ball.Her body was trembling slightly, helplessness spread in her heart, what should she do? After knowing her feelings for Lian Ersheng, can she escape? Would it be despicable and shameless to escape?Am I going to run away from her? She imagined herself staying away from Lian Ersheng, and suddenly felt that she couldn't do it.

These days, she hardly saw Lian Ersheng. She thought that she would be able to get rid of those inexplicable emotions by staying away a little bit, but she didn't expect that after staying away, those emotions would spread even more seriously.Whenever my mind is empty, it is full of her shadow, my heart hurts, and I can't help but think about what she is doing now, is she eating well, is she sleeping well? Will she ring her doorbell and find herself When you go to school, do you stand tall in the corridor, waiting for yourself to go home together? Do you save all your pocket money just to buy stationery and snacks for yourself?Would you still happily go to the long queue to buy the fried chicken from the chicken restaurant in front of the school, and then quietly stuff it into your bag while it’s still hot?

Seeing her appearing on the stage today, with that much-anticipated appearance and that near-perfect performance, she knows that she is the best and the most attractive, without herself, there may be many people rushing to get her, thinking about it Tan Yurong suddenly wanted to cry, how could she run away like this? It was not only torturing her, but also torturing herself! But she really couldn't see their future clearly. 124/275 First page Previous page 122123124125126127128129 Next page Last page

In the corner, Lian Ersheng didn't speak for a long time.Xu Jiao didn't urge her either, she still stood there quietly, her winking eyes were full of expectation and persistence.

Finally Lian Ersheng spoke:

"Xu Jiao, you are very smart. You can see the things between me and her much more clearly than our own. But I must say that I like her, not because of her family, but because of her. I want to have a good time with her. So it is impossible for me to like you just because I like your family. I admit, I really hope that both of us can be a family without pressure. Discriminatory life. However, since I like her, I will recognize her, unless she tells me clearly that she doesn't like me, I may consider giving up. But even if she doesn't want me, I won't be with her You are together, because I have to be honest, I really don’t like you, no matter in the past, present or future, I will not like you. If I am with you, then it is a reluctant relationship, and finally we broke up The ending, so let's not waste each other's time. If she is willing to be with me, then I will never escape, I will face all the things that should be faced with her, this is the test of our love, If we can endure it, we can be together for a lifetime. If we can’t bear it and we break up, we can’t blame others, but we can only blame ourselves for not being mature enough.”