ugly duckling don't cry

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Ning Ersheng's parents were powerful and rich, so they forced their daughter with poor grades into Jinling Middle School with money.Jinling Middle School is a place for learning. Whether it is the principal, who is in the management, or the teachers, who are struggling in the front line of education, they are all noble scholars.For this kind of money and power exchange, it seems helpless and hateful.Helplessness is helplessness in the world of human beings, and one always has to bow one's head. Hateful nature is hateful of the unfairness of these people's methods.At that time, hatred of the rich was very common among teachers.Therefore, Ning Ersheng will naturally not be favored by the teachers.Not only is she ugly, but her grades are also poor, and even if she is poor, she still doesn't work hard. She is in a daze and falls asleep every day in class. Luo Jiajia did exactly the same homework to fool the teacher.No one will like her if she refuses to change after repeated admonitions.However, she had an indifferent attitude, and she was fooling around all day long, as if she had her squinted eyes growing on the top of her head, which made the teachers very angry.

However, due to the way this person got into the school, the teachers were reluctant to criticize her too much, for fear of getting into trouble, so as time passed, they let her go.Now, Ning Ersheng's wishes were fulfilled, and she could live more freely in this environment where she only knew how to study hard.

Luo Jiajia was asked to talk to her many times, and the teachers tried to persuade her not to associate with Ning Ersheng again.Luo Jiajia promised well, but when she turned around, she and Ning Ersheng were nestled in the corner of the classroom, muttering about something.The two seats were very far apart, already diagonal to the classroom, and if they were farther away, they would have to sit outside the classroom, but Ning Ersheng didn't know what kind of soup he poured on Luo Jiajia, causing the little girl to slap her at her twice every day. Running there made the teachers puzzled.

Ning Ersheng naturally gave Luo Jiajia a lot of soup, who made Luo Jiajia a fanatic fan of Japanese manga? And Ning Ersheng has already been sublimated to the lofty status of the god of Japanese manga, she has read almost every Japanese manga, remember Save the name, information, and story of each Japanese character, and you can even draw it easily and freehand.At the beginning, Ning Ersheng relied on this trick, which completely convinced Luo Jiajia, and he was so impressed.Moreover, Ning Ersheng is still young, still in the second year of junior high school, and has already fully mastered Japanese, and he is completely self-taught, and his pronunciation is almost the same as that of a Japanese. If there is a Japanese, it is guaranteed that Ning Ersheng can communicate with him fluently flow. 3/275 First page Previous page 12345678 Next page Last page

This is secondary. What Luo Jiajia admired even more was that Ning Ersheng was a language genius. Not only was she fluent in Japanese, she was also very good at English, which is the most important thing for Chinese people.She has a very standard American pronunciation, which can be refined to Queens, New York, USA.According to Ning Ersheng's explanation, it's because she loves American dramas so much. After watching a lot of American dramas, she becomes fluent naturally. The pronunciation is also very nice.Moreover, she has a strong grasp of Chinese as her mother tongue, and she has written excellent articles, many of which are beautiful fanfiction and prose novels, which can be seen and published in comic magazines and literary magazines.

However, no one knows about these advantages except Luo Jiajia. Ning Ersheng is still the same Ning Ersheng with poor grades. She always gets the lowest score in Chinese and composition, fails in English, and no one knows that she is good at sketching and drawing.In the eyes of everyone, Ning Ersheng is an ugly girl with an ugly appearance and an ugly heart.His eyes are above the top, his personality is super bad, and he is extremely stupid. He only knows how to rely on the influence of his family, only knows how to rely on money, and only knows how to eat, drink and have fun.

Almost the whole class, even the whole grade, the whole school looked down on her.There are naughty boys in the class who take the lead, and there is a movement similar to dodge ball.As long as they met Ning Ersheng, they would show extreme disgust and disgust, and walk around in a detour. Anyone who talked to Ning Ersheng would be ridiculed and isolated.Everyone thought she was some kind of virus progenitor, and they were afraid of touching her, as if she was carrying HIV.Even Luo Jiajia, who was talking to her, was also isolated, but Luo Jiajia acted indifferent, and she expressed extreme disdain for these people's childish behavior.

Such a movement to avoid Ning Ersheng was initiated by boys, so it is mainly popular among boys, but it is not the case among girls.Of course, most girls don't want to talk too much with Ning Ersheng. The girls in Jinling Middle School are all obedient girls, and they are very timid. They don't dare to talk to Ning Ersheng at all, for fear of getting into trouble.They just know how to study hard, do homework, write papers, consult teachers, prepare for exams, go to cram schools, and there is nothing else in their lives except these.But there are always some exceptions. For example, a small group of girls joined the boys' team and started playing the game of avoiding Ning Ersheng.They often gather together, say bad things about Ning Ersheng, and then deliberately laugh loudly so that Ning Ersheng can hear them.

Of course, Ning Ersheng didn't see these people at all.Her pride, her thoughts, no one will understand.She never talked to anyone about why she humiliated herself like this. She was obviously able to be a slightly normal person, at least she would not be so despised and ashamed as an ordinary person.But she didn't, she had to.From her point of view, this is a necessary behavior, if not, she will feel bad all over.Because she wants revenge, the father who cheated first, and the mother who has been begging for perfection, what they did made her feel sick, so she also wants to make them feel sick.It is all nonsense to say that it is for her that they reluctantly refused to divorce and still stay together.In Ning Ersheng's view, they were extremely selfish devils, they only cared about themselves and face, and completely ignored her feelings.

She hates! She hates that she was born in such a family. She hates her father the most. She even hates herself very much. She hates that she still cries in the dark night when no one is there, and she is still obsessed with the warmth of her childhood.So she has to abuse herself, otherwise, she doesn't even know how to live.She uses eating to vent her emotions, intentionally messes up her grades to embarrass her parents, deliberately fights with her classmates to find her sense of existence, and deliberately confronts her teachers to cause trouble for her parents.

Such a child with a changed family, such a child with a dark and distorted personality, may be encountered by everyone in the process of growing up.They are characters that always appear in school days, maybe they are by your side, but you don't know how to deal with them, or even avoid them, just like passers-by.Because most people are not like this. They have a happy family, have decent grades, can be admitted to a decent university, and find a decent job.In the future, I can have an ordinary husband or wife, stumble, stumble, and spend the whole life hand in hand.Such a life is not worth describing in words.Therefore, passers-by in the eyes of ordinary people become the protagonists. Because they are unusual, there are stories to tell and people to appreciate.

Ning Ersheng is a passerby in the eyes of ordinary people, so she is the protagonist in the story.Her heart is twisted, she's an ugly duckling, an ugly duckling that won't turn into a swan.Even if she wants to change, she hopes to become a black swan.

☆、Chapter 2

Ning Ersheng’s first semester of junior high school at Jinling Middle School has passed, and it’s the New Year, and she’s still nestling in an empty home, rummaging through various original Japanese manga and anime dvds from the bookshelves that fill one wall of the room. , I searched the Internet for the new season of American dramas and watched them with great joy.

The new episodes in January disappointed her, but at least one or two episodes were good, but the speed of one episode a week made her anxious.The American dramas in the winter season are also immortal, so she had to turn to the Japanese dramas to watch them. They were still detective stories, but classics are classics after all, and she suddenly felt a lot better when she heard Japanese.

The New Year’s Eve dinner on the night of New Year’s Eve was cooked by Ning Ersheng himself, not to mention his father, and his mother was unable to go home because of the company’s annual meeting, because Ning Ersheng’s cooking skills were limited, and the meals were not so rich. Two home-cooked dishes , Three big bowls of white rice.After finishing her meal in silence by herself, she continued to nest in the room to watch Japanese dramas.

I suddenly remembered that I was going to update my blog, but no one would read it on New Year’s Eve, so I didn’t bother to write it. The so-called blog update is actually an update of an anime fan novel that is being serialized.However, this novel has been shelved for a long time, and the children are waiting to be fed, and she still can't get up to update it.She slumped backwards on the back of the chair, and the poor back of the chair creaked under her huge body and heavy weight.