ugly duckling don't cry

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"In the past, you had a self-righteous attitude of 'I don't want to argue with you', arrogant and ignorant, heartless, but somehow a little arrogant in your bones, at least you are a hedgehog with bones. Now you, apart from denying yourself In addition to giving up on yourself, you are also like a sea urchin, with inexplicable spikes growing all over your body. Everyone who sees you will pierce it, as if everyone owes you. Now you make me look down on you. What are the spines of sea urchins? Although it is prickly, it is a mollusk, and anyone can smash it to pieces and take out the meat inside. This is who you are now. Your every move, every word and deed reflects your childishness and immaturity. Where did your backbone go? Was it taken away? A hedgehog turned into a sea urchin, is this your change?"

"Shut up!" Ning Ersheng blushed and said angrily.

Wen Yanxin ignored her and continued:

"From the first moment I met you, I disliked you. You are far from the Shang Xie (Ning Ersheng's pseudonym) I imagined. Although Shang Xie's articles cannot conceal the arrogance and cynicism in them, But it can still reveal a little warmth and positive connotation. In my mind, Shangxie is an author with backbone, arrogance but without losing self-examination. And you, you don’t look in the mirror to see yourself , What else do you do besides presumptuously speculating on other people's thoughts, self-righteously distance yourself from others, and self-righteously put your true self on the shelf? You will only blame others, blame the world, and blame everyone for you It's not good, but I don't want to think about whose fault it is that caused the current situation."

"Shut up, shut up, shut up!!!!" Ning Ersheng yelled.

"You have to shut up! Let me guess, you are probably thinking about running away now, yes, in your opinion, this kind of world can't accommodate you anymore, you are out of tune with this world, have you ever thought about running away?" Go to die, but find that you dare not die? So you decide to run away, because you are afraid, the sea urchin covered in thorns is afraid, because you have no backbone to face it, you only have a weak heart that has no resistance .You are afraid of this world, you don't want to go on anymore, you cowardly want to escape, am I wrong!"

Ning Ersheng's chest heaved with anger, and the rapid panting made her cough violently again.But Wen Yanxin's extremely sharp words were like sharp arrows piercing her heart.She hit the nail on the head, she hit everything, Ning Ersheng had no words to refute, her fat face changed drastically, but she was powerless to defend herself.In front of her, all of Ning Ersheng's disguises were stripped off, and Ning Ersheng in front of her only had his own ugly and sad heart.

"Ning Ersheng, didn't you ask me why I came here today? I came here to scold you, to slap you in the face, and to tell you how much I look down on you and how much I despise you. Are you angry? You Do you want to get angry and scold me? But why can't you say a word, only repeating the pale word 'shut up'?" She leaned forward and put her hand on Ning Ersheng On his shoulder, he spoke slowly and said:

"Because you have been hit by what I said, that's what you think, and your heart is just like what I said, so you are powerless to refute."

Seeing Ning Ersheng's originally red cheeks pale quickly, as if her strength had been taken away from her whole body, she frowned, retracted her hands, straightened up, and said with contempt: 33/275 First Page Previous 3132333435363738 Next end page

"Ning Ersheng, you remember. You want to have something to refute me, and you want to make others think of you and respect you. What you need is not to be cynical, not to criticize others, and not to deny yourself and escape, but It is to change yourself. Only when you really stand up and face the people and things that oppress you, can you make concessions. When you really stand on a high ground and need people to look up to you , all the contempt and ridicule towards you will look ridiculous and powerless. Only in this way can you truly become a human being, instead of a sea urchin or a hedgehog. At that time, you no longer need to stab others with thorns all over your body , because others dare not provoke you at all, they will only respect you, admire you, and live in harmony with you."

She paused, took a breath, tried to calm down her mood, and then her tone returned to calm, and said:

"To be a human being is to be yourself. If you want to be yourself, you must start with respecting yourself. Only when you respect yourself, others will respect you. Only when you love yourself, others will love you. Ning Ersheng, the reason why I came here today to talk to you so much is because these words are really from my heart, and I wanted to tell you a long time ago. The reason why I promised the class teacher to come to see you is because Because I really want to talk to you. You can call me meddling, or you can call my jerk. I shouldn't talk to you in such a condescending tone. I don't have the qualifications. I'm just a person like you student. I also have a lot of shortcomings, and I am also groping for growth. However, I am a very jerk, and I can’t ignore things that I can’t see past. I really hope you can Stand up and be yourself. I, Wen Yanxin, have no great abilities or plans. I just want to meddle in this business. If you figure it out, you can come to me at any time and I will help you ’” she added inwardly, just like you once helped me.

Ning Ersheng looked at her with tightly pursed lips, did not speak, his eyes looked thoughtful.Wen Yanxin did not stay here any longer, but turned around and left the ward.As soon as she got out of the ward, she almost bumped into someone. When she took a closer look, she found that it was Ning Ersheng's mother, Lian Yu.At this moment, Lian Yu's eyes were shining brightly, looking at Wen Yanxin almost melted her.Wen Yanxin blushed a little uncomfortably, and couldn't help but take a few steps back, then slightly bowed to Lian Yu, and said:

"Goodbye, Auntie."

"Leave so soon, stay and have dinner together."

"No need, Auntie, I have work to do."

"Oh, okay, let's go slowly then."

"Well, goodbye, auntie."

"Eh, bye bye."

Seeing Wen Yanxin's leaving back, Lian Yu couldn't help sighing, what a good child, there are still such a considerate and helpful child in this day and age, and he can see Ning Ersheng clearly. Not even her mother.Really... I don't know if that dead girl did something good in her previous life, but in this life, God actually sent such a girl with delicate apertures to help her.

☆、Chapter 18

Ning Ersheng was discharged after two weeks in the hospital. In the past two weeks, the stitches on her head were removed, the cracked ribs healed, the bruised skin on her body also healed, and the pneumonia naturally healed. up.She no longer had an excuse to occupy a bed in the hospital, so she naturally arranged to be discharged from the hospital.

It was the first time that Ning Ersheng had been hospitalized at such a young age. This extraordinary experience was extremely precious to her, but she hadn't realized it yet.

In the second half of the hospitalization, Ning Ersheng's pneumonia has recovered, and he has resumed a normal diet. His grandmother came to see her every day and made soup for her, such as winter melon kelp bone soup, mushroom chicken soup, delicious. Drinking to serve her, she had lost weight to 170 pounds, but she lost three to four pounds. When she was discharged from the hospital, Ning Ersheng still had the body shape of that big fat man, but the shiny hair was gone and replaced by it. The only ones are the green stubble that just came out. Her hair has always grown slowly. In two weeks, it has only grown a few millimeters, like a monk with green skin who hasn't shaved his head for a long time.The scar on the back of his head was stitched, the hair could not grow, so he was bald. Fortunately, the wound was not big, and the doctor's stitching skills were also very high. The wound healed well, and the scar was almost invisible. When the hair grows It's covered up naturally, so you can't see it.

Before Ning Ersheng was discharged from the hospital, Lian Yu bought her a wide-brimmed mountaineering hat, and she kept wearing it on her head after she was discharged from the hospital, at least to hide her ugliness.After returning home, Ning Ersheng lay on his back on his bed, looked at the ceiling above his head, and was lost in thought.