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"You are afraid that you and Lian Ersheng are together, and one day you will come out of the closet, and the difficulties you will face at that time are unimaginable. You are afraid that you will not be able to make it through, you will break up because of this, and you will never go back to the past. So you would rather not take this step now than suffer that kind of pain in the future, right?" Wen Yanxin took over the conversation and said all that was in Tan Yurong's mind.

After a long silence, Tan Yurong sighed softly and said:

"Yes, I know what kind of people my parents are, and I also know what kind of crisis will be waiting for us if they find out about me and Lian Ersheng. I admit that I am timid, but I feel that such a worry It is very necessary. Over the past few days, I have learned more about those things in the les circle. I know that this circle is not as pure and beautiful as we imagined. There are still cheating and promiscuity. It’s not because those girls are born like this , and mostly because they have been deeply hurt and are no longer willing to take it seriously. It is too difficult to maintain such a relationship. From the moment we were together, the pressure of family and society has been under pressure. Even if we hide it from everyone, even if there are friends like you who can understand and support us, we still have to worry about it every day, so as not to be discovered by our family and outsiders. Such days are really tiring, and I am very scared , no one can be foolproof, if one day we are discovered, I don't know if I can face those terrible faces, I really don't want to be a passerby with her from now on... If... I have to choose, I would rather Don't start from the beginning..."131/275 First page Previous page 129130131132133134135136 Next page Last page

Speaking of this, tears were already rolling in Tan Yurong's eye sockets, hearing her speak in a strong nasal voice, Wen Yanxin's heart became even more sad.Why, it happened to be two girls.If either of them was a boy, it wouldn't be a problem at all.But, is it because they are both girls that they have to suppress their liking for each other, so that they will miss each other? What's more, these two people have been getting along day and night so far, they live opposite each other, and they are classmates. Wen Yanxin feels that they have no relationship at all. A way to suppress growing feelings.When love comes, I will never discuss it with you. If this continues, I will get sick.

"Rongrong... To be honest, I once had such thoughts. I don't want you two to be together. As you said, you are afraid of the future, and so am I. I am worried about your future, and I don't want you to be hurt. But these days my thoughts have changed. We are all young people. If you don’t let go and love once while you are young, it will be difficult to meet true love again when you are in your 20s and approaching 30. I don’t want you Injury, but injury is an inevitable process on the road of life. You work hard not to fall here, but you may fall harder in other places in the future. Since you like her so much, why not be with her? Consider Too many futures may not be a good thing, we are all living in the present, everything in the future has nothing to do with us now. Because there are too many variables in the future, no one can predict." Wen Yanxin said.

☆、Chapter 64

Tan Yurong stared blankly at Wen Yanxin's profile. Did such vicissitudes really come from a 16-year-old girl? She couldn't believe it.She always knew that Wen Yanxin was very mature, but she never thought that she was so mature.Her wise and clear eyes seem to have seen too many things in the world. Even if she is still confused, she can still give you the most intimate and warmest advice.

"So, do you want me to be with her?" Tan Yurong asked uncertainly.

"If you ask that, then the answer is yes, I naturally hope to see you together." Wen Yanxin said, when she said this, she looked at the traffic flow outside the window at night, her eyes were a little empty, Chuchun The chilly evening wind blew the long hair on her forehead, and her flushed cheeks looked a little pale at the moment, "But you can't be together because of my wish, you still have to think clearly, whether you want to bear each other, whether you are doing well." Mentally prepared. If you are prepared, I don't think you need to hesitate."

Tan Yurong didn't speak, she just stood quietly beside Wen Yanxin, watching the traffic outside with her.The atmosphere of silence spread, until the two of them were blown by the cold wind a little bit unbearably, Tan Yurong suddenly said:

"Yanxin, can I ask you a question?"

"Ask if you have any questions, if anything is possible." The Queen curled her lips, feeling that Tan Yurong was a bit of a mother-in-law.

"I just thought you might get mad if you ask this question, so I..."

"What's the problem?" Wen Yanxin turned to look at her inexplicably.

"Yanxin, do you also like her?" Tan Yurong asked seriously, staring at Wen Yanxin's eyes as black as ink.

Wen Yanxin clearly felt her heart tremble, she opened her lips, and wanted to deny it several times, but in the end she gave Tan Yurong a very vague answer:

"I do not know."

"You don't even know whether you like her or not?" Maybe it's the turn of the wind and water, and it's Tan Yurong's turn to say this.It's just that Tan Yurong's tone was not as helpless as when Wen Yanxin said it, but a lot more surprised.

Tan Yurong clearly saw that panic flashed in Wen Yanxin's eyes for a moment, and then it turned into confusion. Maybe she really didn't know.The relationship between her and Lian Ersheng has long surpassed that of ordinary friends, even beyond the word "best friend", but there is really no spark of ambiguity between them, so the friends did not think about that .Only the sensitive Tan Yurong felt vaguely a faint aura about Wen Yanxin that was very similar to her current state. She intuitively felt that Wen Yanxin seemed to like Lian Ersheng.But she is not sure, so this question has been buried in her heart, she really wants to ask, but she can't find a chance.

Today she finally asked, but after thinking about thousands of answers, she never expected that Wen Yanxin would answer: "I don't know." Don't like it, why don't you know? She said she didn't know just because she didn't quite understand the source of her emotions and was a little slow, but after Wen Yanxin's enlightenment, she understood that it was a sign of liking someone.But now, why did the person who enlightened her tell her the words "I don't know"?

Wen Yanxin was silent for a long time, as if she was trying to organize her words, or trying to think about it.In the end she spoke in a bit of a whisper, Tan Yurong saw her folded her arms and tightly pinched her own, so she couldn't help biting her lips:

"Rongrong, I'm very happy to be friends with you, so I don't want to lie to you. I can actually answer the question you asked today. I don't like her. But I still decided to tell you what is in my heart .Let me tell you that I don't know if I like her or not. This is my state of mind. I don't know how to express it. This...it's really difficult. I probably don't have the same feelings as you, and I miss her too. But I don't want to be with her. You want to kiss her, hug her, get closer to her, right?"

Seeing Tan Yurong nodded shyly, she continued:

"But I don't have that idea, I just think it's good to be by her side. Occasionally I can reach out to help her and watch her get better every day, I will be very happy. Besides, I really don't seem to have any other ideas. I feel like a mother to a child to her. I know it's ridiculous, but it seems to be the only way to describe it. But if it is true, then my love for her Feelings should not be love, but family affection." 132/275 First Previous 130131132133134135136137 Next Last

"Pfft~haha..." When Wen Yanxin looked distressed, Tan Yurong suddenly laughed, and she didn't know which sentence hit her point of laughter.Wen Yanxin's pretty face rarely looked embarrassing, only to hear Tan Yurong say out of breath: