Retrograde

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----When she was on that narrow and remote iron escalator, maybe she also really wanted to see Qin Jueheng.

He wanted to see her, and then, taking advantage of the sporadic feeling of drinking, he grabbed her by the collar and asked viciously the question that she always wanted to ask, but never really asked.

So she came, but after seeing Qin Jueheng for the first time, she felt regretful again.From the moment Qin Jueheng opened the chair and sat opposite her, she could clearly see the smile on Qin Jueheng's face.

It was the kind of smile that Zhao Jili couldn't calmly face because he was sure of winning and pretending nothing had happened.

----When will she be serious and serious, understand what I say, and tell me what's on her mind?

Zhao Jili felt a little bit disappointed, she felt that in Qin Jueheng's eyes, she was just a child who could not grow up and was easy to coax, no matter how big the problem was, as long as she was diligent enough, it seemed that it could be easily solved.

But it is clear that this trick has never been effective for more than ten years.Zhao Jili felt that she had been underestimated like never before, and she wanted to question Qin Jueheng, but everything was too entangled, making it impossible for her to talk about it.

The atmosphere of everything is too inappropriate, or maybe it was never appropriate.Whether it's the shimmering Christmas decorations in this restaurant, or the drunken strangers passing by with happy expressions outside the window, or the soft music that surrounds your ears, no matter where you look , it didn't seem like a scene that could make Zhao Jili talk.

And Qin Jueheng's attitude was too light, from the first meeting after the farewell, Qin Jueheng's attitude was too submissive.This kind of submissiveness is nothing more than another kind of evasion - she doesn't want to arouse Zhao Jili's anger, and she doesn't want to reveal the past cover up, she doesn't want to face everything that happened, but she actually wants to act like nothing happened start over.

What to start again? With such a deceitful behavior, what can she start again with herself?

Thinking about it, Zhao Jili stopped his steps impatiently, and glared at Qin Jueheng who was always by his side.

"What are you doing with me?"

When the two of them left the store, they had already walked into the alley, and the short street in front of them was considered empty and deserted.

All the shops along the road were closed, and the dark hall could be seen through the small latticed glass.But even though there is no one there, there are still colorful advertising lights on in the tall window at this moment, illuminating the goods in a cute and beautiful way, and also illuminating the street in the middle of the night.

Right now there is no gentle music, only the sound of wheels grinding the ground as the hurried cars speed past on the road at the end of the street, causing bursts of noise and leaving periods of blank silence.

The author has something to say: Mr. Qin (innocent): That’s not the case. I don’t know what I can do other than talk nicely. I dare not quarrel, and I will definitely never dare again.

Zhao Jili: You mean I made trouble for no reason???

Author Bacteria: That’s not the case, it’s actually all my fault. (collapsed

Chapter 52

Until the last car also sped past the intersection, the end of the road seemed to usher in a red light, except for the faint music and hustle and bustle of the street in the distance, there was no more obvious sound.

After a long silence, Qin Jueheng sighed slightly.

"The law and order in California is not good. At night, who knows what will happen if you are alone?" She glanced at Zhao Jili's expression, then lowered her eyelashes, and said softly, "I'm just afraid that something will happen to you."

"Then what's the use of following me?" Zhao Jili sneered, "Do you want two people to have an accident together?"

"It's not impossible to be with you." Qin Jueheng also smiled, gently scratched his cheek with the tip of his index finger, and then nodded his chin, as if he was really thinking seriously: "Something really happened, the road below, the two of us It's better to be with you than to be alone."

Zhao Jili was so choked by Qin Jueheng that she didn't want to speak, she pursed her lips and took a deep breath, and then no one answered.

At some point, the red light at the end of the alley seemed to pass, and there were more vehicles passing by the alley.The sound of cars was noisy for a while, making the silence in the alley even deeper.

After a long silence, Zhao Jili stared at Qin Jueheng.

"How long will you be with me?" She stood taller than Qin Jueheng by relying on the heels of her shoes, looking at him at the same level: "Follow tonight, tomorrow night, next month, how long can your heat last?"

"Tonight, tomorrow night, or the very next day? After the heat subsides, are you going to repeat the same mistakes and take me back, or give up again just like you started over on a whim?"

The surroundings were empty and deserted, and the scenery was unfamiliar enough, but this strangeness made Zhao Jili feel at ease right now.

She also couldn't tell what kind of magic power those glasses of bad-tasting mixed wine had, so that she had a desire to express that she had never had before in such an environment.

"You didn't come on a whim, you never were." Qin Jueheng saw Zhao Jili's slight trance, and knew in his heart that she was really drunk.

If it was only when she was drunk that Zhao Jili was able to gather enough emotions to say these things, then after she sobered up, how serious would she be in her answer?

And if you really care about such answers and your own thoughts, why are you always not mentioning them in the conversation when you are sober? If you really want to know, why do you have to avoid asking until you are drunk?

Is it because she is too alienated and rejects herself too much, or is she too distrustful of herself and afraid that she will not get the answer she wants?

Qin Jueheng felt somewhat depressed, but there was nothing he could do.Maybe Zhao Jili didn't remember much of her words at the moment, but now as long as Zhao Jili asked, she couldn't help but answer anyway.

So she said softly again: "I never thought of giving up on you, and I was never the one who gave up. I have always liked you very much."

Qin Jueheng's tone was affectionate enough, and Zhao Jili almost believed it for a moment, but was pulled back to his senses by the sound of a whistle: "Then can you be more serious? Can you not treat me as a few tricks to appease you?" down fool?"

She thought of Qin Jueheng's frivolous actions these days, completely bypassing the conflict between the two of them, and said with some annoyance: "If this is the case, how many times will we break up like last time?"

"If it's still like this, why don't you just end it at once?"

Zhao Jili's thoughts were all a quick cut, but in the end it was her inner voice.

On weekdays, none of them seldom expressed their worries and worries to each other, especially Zhao Jili.The last time she showed her feelings slightly was probably the parting two years ago.

Qin Jueheng knew what she was accusing herself of. If she had to say something, she had always understood it——Zhao Jili had a clear love and hate, and it was obvious since she was a child.

If you like it, you have to touch it, rub it against it, hold it and look at it all the time, and if you leave it for a moment or a second, you will show great yearning, it is a lingering and deep-rooted nostalgia and dependence.

Those who hate it must be thrown far away, flee, break free, treat each other coldly, become strangers, and even cut off and destroy.

But Qin Jueheng also knows that no matter how clear Zhao Jili is about love and hate, she will never be able to come up with a clear answer when faced with a single matter, and it will always be a tangled ball of contradictions.

Before realizing the existence of this contradiction, Zhao Jili may have wandered in confusion for a while.And once she clearly sees and realizes it, she will resolve this contradiction no matter what, no matter whether it is smoothing it back to its original appearance little by little, or finally burning it to ashes in the conflict.

She has always been a person who is unwilling to be ambiguous and ambiguous, so she must have offended her by being so obviously flattering and deliberately avoiding conflicts.

Qin Jueheng knew that her nature was somewhat tainted with frivolity, but she felt helpless and aggrieved to some extent.