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Of course, until now, Xu Shi can't remember the original words of these two sentences clearly, but even so, in her memory, she has been troubled by these two sentences for a long time.

The contents of the two sentences are completely opposite. One is positive, the other is depressed, the other is high and fierce, and the other is helpless and ironic.

Many times Xu Shi didn't know who controlled her life.

Zhou Tingyun asked her: "Do you want to talk to me?"

Xu Shi hesitated for a while, but still shook her head, looking at the other party with regret in her eyes, she didn't know how to speak.

Zhou Tingyun didn't insist, it was strange that she was always the one who took the initiative between the two of them, but Xu Shi made the final decision almost every time.

Sometimes Xu Shi is also very confused about the way the two of them get along.

Zhou Tingyun's expression couldn't tell whether it was dissatisfaction after being rejected or no surprise, she just asked calmly but still gently: "Then do you want to find the answer?"

Xu Shi hesitated again.She didn't know how to find it, and she didn't know the meaning of her indirect convulsion this time.Where do people come from, where are they going, what is the meaning of our existence, what should we do... This is something that philosophers will consider, even in today when the economic base determines the superstructure, thinking about these issues in addition to Being able to pass the examination of the philosophy department does not have any better practical effect for ordinary people.

Xu Shi studies history, not philosophy.

She is working hard for a better life, but in the end she is just an ordinary person.

Ordinary people have ordinary people's lives, with countless troubles and pleasures, but seldom include philosophy.

Zhou Tingyun continued: "You can go in one month's summer vacation. You don't have any big plans for this summer vacation, do you?"

This question was not included in her outlandish thoughts, Xu Shi nodded without hesitation.

Zhou Tingyun asked again: "Then do you want to go?" She saw that Xu Shi had been hesitating, so she quickly added: "I don't have any big plans this year, I think I have enough time to accompany you."

Well, Xu Shi hesitated longer this time.

She kept silent, and Zhou Tingyun didn't urge her.Zhou Tingyun seems to have infinite patience to tolerate all her shortcomings. Even Xu's mother can't accept that she doesn't speak. She thinks that everything is based on communication. You can object or protest, but These must be said in person, so that others will understand.

Zhou Tingyun was the only one who waited very, very patiently for the answer—during the long and anxious wait, she didn't even know if she could get it.

Xu Shi swallowed nervously, and it took him a long time to say the first sentence: "I don't know."

Zhou Tingyun didn't answer for a while, Xu Shi wondered if the other party hadn't been able to match her answer with one of the many previous questions.

In fact, this sentence is a unified answer to all questions.

She didn't know whether she should look for the answer, she didn't know whether the answer made sense, she didn't know whether she should go with Zhou Tingyun.

During her growing up, she had countless impromptu ideas, most of which were weird and illogical. The most recent one was that she was so empathetic with the work in her sophomore year that she almost went to see a psychiatrist— --That is the most typical example, because it also involved Zhou Tingyun. She made the other party worry, and even had a quarrel with the other party. Her stubbornness made the other party sad for a long time, just like a child in the rebellious period. responsible.

She wasn't sure if it was the same this time.

She can't always cause trouble for the other party.

Zhou Tingyun smiled and asked her: "What is our relationship now?"

Xu Shi: "Uh, lovers, are you dating?"

Zhou Tingyun asked again: "If given the chance, would you marry me?"

Xu Shi didn't dare to think about this question, but she still didn't hesitate: "Of course."

They both know it's not a perfunctory affair, and if given the chance, yes, they will get married without hesitation.

Zhou Tingyun nodded, "Then what are you worried about?" She said, "Your matter is equivalent to my matter, to be more specific, it is our matter, so why do you always worry about causing me trouble?"

Xu Shi bowed her head and remained silent. She is still not quite used to the change of identities between the two of them—even though she is about to pass her university—she still has a little girl in her heart when she first came to Boda University. The author, a freshman, stands in front of the University of Botanic Gardens, listening to seniors, seniors, and admirers say "you have to separate the two dimensions".

Zhou Tingyun put his hand on her shoulder, and Xu Shi was forced to look at her.Zhou Tingyun said: "Ashi, give me more trust now and then."

Xu Shi saw Zhou Tingyun's gentle eyes, very light in color, the exquisiteness of a southerner, and Zhou Tingyun's unique look - but now they are all wet.

Xu Shi's heart was also soft and messed up.

She suppressed all these weird thoughts, she felt that she had to be a normal person - just start today, at least they can make Zhou Tingyun feel more relaxed.

Many times Xu Shi felt that he was a drag on the other party.

There is still one month until summer vacation, which means the arrival of final exams.Xu Shi put most of the time back into the textbook, and Zhou Tingyun thought that she had temporarily withdrawn her attention because of the arrival of the end of the semester.

After the holiday, Xu Shi moved to Zhou Tingyun's house from school. She told him that it was just a temporary stay, as she did several times before, and Zhou Tingyun said yes with a smile.

But this stay is different from the past.Zhou Tingyun soon found out that something was wrong, Xu Shi was too quiet, after surfing the Internet, she found that the other party even stopped writing novels--although it was still being serialized, she could tell that it had already been put in the manuscript box draft.He read the book normally, and took notes as usual. On the surface, he was no different from an ordinary student.

Then Zhou Tingyun finally realized that Xu Shi had put away all her excessive and time-consuming ideas, and she had reshaped herself - she didn't even find the answer to the last question.

And, she was horrified to find that this was what Xu Shi thought was right.

Zhou Tingyun decisively grabbed Xu Shi who was going to the study after breakfast the next morning, "Do you want to talk?"

Xu Shi had doubts on her face, but she stood obediently and waited quietly for Zhou Tingyun to give an explanation, or directly started the conversation.

In most cases, Xu Shi would not resist. Zhou Tingyun's evaluation of the other party was as gentle as water, but later he realized that it was only for himself.

Zhou Tingyun quickly changed his words after the last sentence, "No, I don't want to, but we have to talk."

Xu Shi nodded, and sat down obediently beside her. Zhou Tingyun found that she was still holding her wrist, but after realizing this, she didn't let go, and Xu Shi didn't even struggle.

Zhou Tingyun was inexplicably a little nervous, "Okay." She licked her lips, "I have to say, you've been very strange lately."

Xu Shi gently asked a puzzled "Huh?"

"Haven't you written anything lately?" Zhou Tingyun decided to start with the simplest topic after a circle in his mind.

Xu Shi's face remained unchanged, "There is a manuscript on file, I have finished writing this one."

"What about the new article? No plan to write a new article?"

After seeing Xu Shi frowned subconsciously, Zhou Tingyun knew that he had guessed right.

"I don't have any inspiration yet, so I'm not sure what to write." Xu Shi said, she paused for a few seconds as if she wanted to add something, but in the end she didn't say anything, and she closed her mouth again.

"So, what about your previous thought?"

"Which one?" Xu Shi asked confusedly, "I don't seem to have any ideas recently."

"A month ago, you didn't even have the answer."

"Oh, that." Xu Shi suddenly realized, with a smile on his face, "I'm not going to look for it anymore."