late spring and dawn

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Lin Xiaoyue said: "Let me think about it! But if she doesn't live here and you don't come back, I will be very lonely!"

Ji Muchun sighed, and said: "Then it's up to you!" After speaking, he opened the door, walked out, and closed the door again.

After the sound of closing the door disappeared, the empty loneliness filled the room again.Lin Xiaoyue said to herself: "If I feel comfortable today, I would rather go with him."

In the evening, the sun sets, and the community is a little cooler.Lin Xiaoyue looked at the garden of the community through the window, and had the idea of ​​going out for a walk.He changed out of his pajamas, put on flat heels, took his keys and mobile phone and went out.

A refreshing breeze blows, stretching her tired body a little.She breathed the air outside and felt refreshed.There are flowers in the garden again.Summer is at its peak, and it won't be long before the beginning of autumn, and school will start again soon after the beginning of autumn.Thinking of work made her nervous.When you are comfortable, you can work, of course.However, when she was sick, how powerless she was! To outsiders, she spent the most precious time in her life working hard! She went out early and came back late every day, and worked in a noisy environment every day. It has become the normal state of her life! Many parents of students are eager to leave after staying in the school for a few quarters of an hour. They really can't bear the annoying noise and the oppressive feeling that the tense atmosphere brings to them.However, she and her colleagues have to stay in that environment for about ten hours a day.Of course I don't go home at noon.Taking the school as home is really worthy of the name.

As she thought that way, the scenery in the garden became extremely low.She walked towards a stone road, which can be described as "a winding path leading to seclusion".After walking that part of the road, there is a bayberry forest in front of you.The red bayberry has been picked off long ago, and there are still a few hanging on the high branches, out of reach of people.She followed the branches to look at the red bayberry, but it was already late, and she couldn't see it with the lights of the community.She continued to walk towards Yangmeilin, and suddenly saw two familiar figures, who seemed to be Ji Muchun and someone else.She was about to go over to find out what happened, when suddenly a dog came out of nowhere, scaring her away.She ran forward, and the dog ran after her.

"Mianmian, Mianmian, don't run!" The dog's owner also chased after him while calling the dog's name.Lin Xiaoyue screamed in fright, but the dog just rushed to this side, and did not run over.It turned out that the dog's neck was tied with a rope, and one end of the rope was also held by the owner, but the rope was too long, which gave the dog relative freedom to run.Seeing the dog owner holding the rope, Lin Xiaoyue breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and walked away.Turning to another place, even though she didn't see the dog, she still had lingering fears and forgot about seeing Ji Muchun.

A gust of wind blows, exuding a slight chill.In the seasons of late summer and early autumn, even the wind can change. The scenes of the end of spring and the beginning of summer still remain in my mind, but the seasons wait for no one, no one to recollect.Autumn is almost here, oh well.Lin Xiaoyue was quite sad.

Chapter 10 Emotional Fog

When I got home and finished washing, I remembered that I hadn't watered the flowers for a long time, so I filled the pot with water to water the flowers, only to find that there were not many flowers left, and all of them withered.On such a hot day, she ignored them again, so don't blame them for leaving her.She picked up a dry flower that fell on the ground, smelled it, and found that the faint fragrance was still there.This fragrance deliberately reminded her that it was once charming and fresh.Lin Xiaoyue looked at it with some pity, and wanted to express her apology.She really wasn't a good host.

After watering the flowers, she sat on the balcony chair among the flowers and plants and read a book, including Qian Zhongshu's novel "Fortress Besieged".She has read this book many times.Every time I leave a gap, I will fill it in the next time I read it.The romance between scholars is very attractive, even in a period of confusion, as long as there is a little bit of love, the romance will overflow through the heavy fog.Marriage cannot be maintained solely by romance.She is not very attentive in reading and is often distracted.Watch for a while, think for a while, see less, think more.Therefore, sometimes she has to write a book many times before she can finish it.After reading it, I forgot about it.

Ever since her first marriage was hurt, she felt a little dazed, not as agile and flexible as before.The main root cause is that she is forgetful.

At this time, while reading the book, she even forgot about the visit to the garden just now.Just remember the vicious dog.She is afraid of dogs, she is afraid of dogs by nature.Just thinking about it, someone's dog barked again in the community, which seemed to be connected with her thoughts.If you think of a dog, the dog will bark; if you think of Ji Muchun, Ji Muchun will come home, that would be great.

Two hours have passed, and he has not returned; three hours have passed, and he has not returned; four hours have passed, and he has not returned.At this time, it was past twelve o'clock in the evening.Li Lu didn't come back either.

She didn't know what Ji Muchun was going to do, and she would go there for so long.She doesn't want to call.If he called, let those friends who were with him know that it was her calling.They would laugh at her, saying that she had summer vacation as a teacher and missed her husband whenever she was free.There are thousands of mistakes, all of which are career choices.If you choose a serious career, you will face many emotional and moral tests.Even normal needs will be criticized by others.She has endured too much, she has endured it for too long.As a normal woman, a woman who has been separated from her husband for a long time and is not too old, the only thing she can do is to let loneliness swallow her.Loneliness swallowed her flesh and blood, spit out her bones, but she wanted to be resurrected, that was really a delusion.

Smart men don't let others bully their wives, not even their best friends.However, Ji Muchun is not smart.A man who is not smart does not mean that he is not cunning, and a man who is not smart does not mean that he is not careless.Whether he spends time outside, who knows?

Someone knocked on the door, and when I opened it, it was Li Lu.As soon as Li Lu entered the door, she yelled that she was tired.She went straight to the bedroom to put down her things, and then went into the bathroom to get busy.After finishing his work, he got into the room and probably fell asleep.

What Lin Xiaoyue envied most at this time was Li Lu, who was 27 and [-] years old but not married, and she was not lonely even though she was not married.She is doted on by her parents, dated by all kinds of friends, and missed by her boyfriend.Except for a marriage certificate, she has everything she should have.Although this house does not belong to her, Lin Xiaoyue never gives her the feeling that she is an outsider.

There is no harm without comparison.Lin Xiaoyue saw another life of a woman from Li Lu.She is free and easy, free, and never sentimental. She comes like a gust of wind and goes like a cloud.Most importantly, she can still sleep well.

Every woman has a monster in her heart.They can be well trapped in the heart and cannot come out, all because women are bound by morality and reason.

Li Lu seems to be the kind of person who keeps monsters in stock.To give freedom to monsters is to give freedom to yourself.At this time, she had already fallen asleep after playing for a whole day.Only she, Lin Xiaoyue, was still waiting. The man called her husband was anxious. Although he was exhausted, he didn't feel sleepy.

But after all, it was her menstrual period, she was exhausted, and unable to hold on, she finally curled up on the sofa and dozed off in a daze.She woke up several times in the middle, but she didn't find Ji Muchun coming home.

Li Lu got up to go to the bathroom, yawned and said to Lin Xiaoyue who was lying on the sofa: "Sister, go to sleep on the bed, your back hurts easily if you curl up like this." Lin Xiaoyue thought about it, and went to the bedroom.As soon as he was lying on the bed, he heard the phone ring.It was Ji Muchun calling.She thought he would say that he had arrived downstairs.But, he didn't.What he said was that because of something in the factory, the leader urged him, and he was already on the train back to the factory, and he was about to arrive at the factory.

Lin Xiaoyue's heart was extremely cold, her hands and feet trembled, and she didn't know what to do.

She wanted to quarrel with Ji Muchun, only to realize that she didn't even have the energy to quarrel.People who are overly sad are prone to fatigue.Lin Xiaoyue fell into a coma thinking about those unpleasant things.

She had a dream all night, dreaming that Ji Muchun was walking in the forest, walking straight in.She could only see his back.She yelled at him, but he ignored him and didn't look back.She screamed hoarse, cried, and hysterical, and he was indifferent, as if there were thousands of layers of soundproof glass between them.Perhaps, they are not in the same world at all.Suddenly, she saw a woman coming out of the forest, holding Ji Muchun's hand, and the two continued walking forward while chatting and laughing.In this way, she was thrown out of the glass or into another world by the two of them.She was extremely desperate, and ran towards the two of them, but found that it was her heart that was running wildly, and her feet couldn't move.Sadness, despair, suffocation, made her feel sick to death. "Ah!" she finally cried out.This crying woke me up.