Is it hard to like me

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The nurse said knowingly, "Sit down and I'll go to the bathroom."

Yu Zijing smiled back at her, "Okay."

The nurse disappeared into the next door, Yu Zijing pulled Jinshuang's wrist: "What's wrong?"

Jin Shuang turned to look at her: "It's okay."

She glanced at the books on the bedside cabinet, reached out and took out one, Yu Zijing looked at her actions and said, "I heard that these are his favorite books."

Jin Shuang pinched the cover of the book, and replied lightly: "Yes."

Turning a page is full of philosophy, and many pages have been worn out, and it looks like it has been frequently flipped through.

She glanced roughly and then turned to look at Jin Yun, put down the book and said to Yu Zijing, "Let's go."

Yu Zijing stretched out her hand to hold her wrist, and said softly: "When we meet for the first time, do you have nothing to say to him?"

Emotions surged in Jin Shuang's eyes, her sideways face collapsed, and it took a long time to turn her head to look at Jin Yun after hearing Yu Zijing's words, and said, "Then I wish him a speedy recovery."

The person on the sick bed is still breathing smoothly.

Jin Shuang left the ward first, and stood on the long corridor. Yu Zijing knocked on the bathroom door, said a few words to the nurse, and then came out, and the two carried them back to the ward.

Yu Zijing saw Jin Shuang sitting on the sofa with an inexplicable look on her face. She walked over and patted her on the shoulder. Jin Shuang looked up at her and said, "I still remember when I was just taken to school in the city. I had a brother at the same table. Take her to and from school together, take her to play everywhere, and buy her fun and delicious food."

"I was young and ignorant, and I told her like everyone else did, I wish I had such a big brother."

"At that time, she gave me a contemptuous look, and said with a sneer, don't you also have an older brother?"

"She said, you don't know who your brother is, do you? It's Jin Yun from No. [-] Middle School!"

"She also said, oh, I almost forgot, you are just an illegitimate daughter, if your mother hadn't been so shameless and willing to be someone else's mistress, where would you be? You still want a brother? What a toad wants to eat swan meat."

Yu Zijing sat beside Jin Shuang and held her hand. Jin Shuang smiled lightly and continued, "This is the first time I've heard Jin Yun's name, my brother in name."

"Later, I thought about going to see it, and thought of what my deskmate said, so I resisted going."

"Not long after, I moved out of Changhe and went elsewhere."

Yu Zijing put her arms around her shoulders and pressed her head in her arms. Jin Shuang wrapped her arms around Yu Zijing's waist with both hands. The tip of her nose was filled with a faint fragrance. Yu Zijing patted Jin Shuang's shoulder with one hand and said, "Jin Shuang , I don't blame you."

Jin Shuang hummed lightly in her arms: "Yes, afterward, I thought countless times, since I can't control my origin, I can only stay away from that person."

"It's just that I didn't expect that my mother would take the initiative to post it."

She gritted her teeth a bit when she said this, Yu Zijing patted her shoulder over and over again, and asked, "Do you hate them?"

Putting her head in Yu Zijing's arms, Jin Shuang shook her head: "I haven't hated it before, and I have no right to hate it. Even my mother was the one who gave birth to me, so why should I hate her?"

Yu Zijing lowered her eyes silently: "Jin Shuang, you are so generous."

Jin Shuang just looked up at her when she heard the words, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Zijing shook her head and didn't speak again.

She didn't want to tell Jin Shuang that she hated it.

After the accident when she was a child, she hated He Muyuan and Yu Qing, hated He Muyuan's heartlessness, and hated Yu Qing's cowardice.

Later, she was found by her biological parents, and she also hated her.

I hate that they gave up when they wanted to give up at the beginning, and now they want to go back if they want to go back.

She hated everyone, and even more hated herself for not being able to leave, not being able to escape their control, and even thinking of committing suicide.

But such a strong hatred began to fade away without knowing why, maybe it was because she had added a younger brother, she finally escaped from birth, and finally didn't have to go back to that home, or maybe it was because of the long time, her hatred Couldn't last.

Jin Shuang felt Yu Zijing's emotional ups and downs, she got up from Yu Zijing's arms, pursed her lips and said, "Don't think too much, rest early today, and we can go through the discharge procedures tomorrow afternoon."

Yu Zijing nodded, and looked at her with bright eyes: "Okay."

After Jin Shuang helped her lie down on the bed, she turned her head and went back to the sofa. She tentatively asked, "Zijing, it's not convenient for you to take care of yourself when you go back. Why don't you move in with me?"

Yu Zijing lay sideways on the bed, and when she heard Jin Shuang's words, she just replied in a neutral manner: "No, I have something to do when I go back."

Jin Shuang's heart suddenly fell to the bottom, and the atmosphere that had been cultivated with great difficulty was gone in an instant, and her courage to continue speaking was as if she had been pricked by a needle, and she was discouraged.

After a long time, a voice came from the sofa: "Oh."

Yu Zijing just looked at her, slowly closed her eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

At dawn the next day, Yu Qing brought He Muyuan over. Seeing Jin Shuang sleeping on the sofa, they looked at each other, and it was Yu Qing who said first, "Thanks to Xiao Shuang taking care of her this time."

Jin Shuang rubbed the bridge of her nose: "Zijing took care of me when I was young, and I will take care of her when I grow up, it should be."

Yu Qing and He Muyuan's expressions changed slightly when they heard the word "childhood", they turned their heads to look at Jin Shuang's expression, as usual, He Muyuan smiled: "That's right."

Yu Zijing sat up and greeted them: "Dad, Mom."

Yu Qing hurriedly walked to her side, and pressed her body that was about to get off the bed: "Don't move, just lie down."

Jin Shuang said behind them: "I'm going down to buy some breakfast, uncle, aunt hasn't eaten yet?"

Yu Qing gestured to He Muyuan with his eyes, and the latter quickly spoke up: "Xiaoshuang, let me go with you."

Jin Shuang lowered her eyelids, seeing Yu Zijing's gaze, she frowned and followed He Muyuan out the door.

Yu Qing went to the window and pushed it open, there was a gust of wind blowing in, Yu Zijing squinted her eyes and asked, "Is Dad okay?"

Yu Qing looked down at the downstairs and saw the back of He Muyuan and Jin Shuang walking out together, he turned to look at Yu Zijing and asked: "Zijing, what happened to the person you talked to your mother last time? "

Yu Zijing's bright eyes dimmed a little, shouldn't he ask if he is in good health first when he sees himself?

Yu Qing rubbed her hands: "It's not that Dad doesn't want you to fall in love, but now you also know that there are many bad men. Look at your aunt, she was cheated back then. Tell Dad, who is that man and what is his family background?" Sample?"

Yu Zijing was a little annoyed: "Dad, I don't want to talk about this for now."

Yu Qing's face froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal, and asked with a simple and honest smile: "Is this, you haven't confirmed the relationship yet?"

Yu Zijing turned her eyes away; "Not yet."

Jing was shining in Yu Qing's muddy eyes, Yu Zijing continued: "But soon."

"I'll take her back to meet you soon."

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☆、Chapter 48

Jin Shuang didn't like staying with He Muyuan very much, so she said goodbye to them after lunch, Yu Zijing nodded slightly, telling her to go back and have a good rest, Jin Shuang nodded and walked out of the ward.

She struggled between going upstairs and downstairs, and finally walked upstairs with her head up. She stood outside the door of the ward on the third floor, and saw that the nurses were busy inside, and the people on the ward were still lying down. Not angry at all.

Jin Shuang turned her head and left, and sat alone in the parking lot. The weather was hot, she closed the windows tightly, and turned on the air conditioner. A little bit of cool air blew across her cheeks. She looked at her watch and estimated when Yu Zijing would be discharged from the hospital.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Zijing completed the discharge procedures, Yu Qing and He Muyuan were by her side, helped her pack up and took her back to the apartment.

He Muyuan asked her to go back more than once, but Yu Zijing refused, reasoning that it would be inconvenient for her to go back to work tomorrow.