Is it hard to like me

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After she fell into a coma, a voice kept ringing in her ears, telling her not to be afraid, not to sleep, to let her talk to herself, and to rest assured that she would take her out.

She was carried out by Yu Zijing.

There seemed to be only the two of them on the huge mountain, and there was endless darkness behind them, only a ray of light flickered.

When she woke up again, she was in the hospital, her uncle and aunt were not far away, they didn't notice her waking up, they were still whispering.

The aunt who has always been gentle in her memory whispered: "You talk about this child, no matter how much you persuade, Shuang'er is good, but we can't keep her with us all the time? Your sister doesn't want her, just let us go, I didn't agree with Zijing, but you kept saying that I agreed, and I told you that this time I will never ask Shuang'er again."

The uncle's honest voice was isolated, and after the aunt finished speaking, there were a few helpers, all saying: "Yeah, your sister's burden, you are the only ones who are foolish enough to help raise it, don't you even want your sister? "

I don't know whose voice it is, but it seems to float far away.

The noisy talking continued, what about the illegitimate child, the opportunity last night could just be thrown away, what they shouldn't have taken in in the first place, it's all because Zijing's child is ignorant and insists on looking for it.

Jin Shuang lay silent on the sickbed, clenched her small fists tightly, restraining herself without making a sound.

The eye circles are already red, and the corners of her lips are about to be bitten off by her. Her whole body hurts, but it's not enough to feel distressed. It's as if a hole has been poked there, and painful blood is flowing wantonly, drilling into her limbs. skeleton.

Since then, she has been silent a lot, and she has learned about the scene of that night from others intermittently.

After Zijing came home, she told her uncle and aunt to find her, but her aunt locked Zijing in the house and told her uncle that if she wanted to go, she would get a divorce.

Their house was noisy that night, and countless folks came to try to persuade him to fight. They were all trying to persuade his uncle to give up on him. Anyway, it was a burden. Why don't he just let it go and pretend that he didn't meet him. Anyway, his sister was gone, so he definitely wouldn't blame him.

The uncle was held back by a group of people, and Zijing hid aside and overheard it. She escaped from the window and tried to carry the ladder, but it was too heavy, so she had to push the ladder up the mountain with a cart.

At that time, there were many hills and many pits. Zijing shouted in the rain for a long time and searched for it for a long time. Her small body pushed the cart and called everywhere, but she could not be found.

Just when she was crying, she saw the chisel machine, and she hurriedly pushed it over, and she saw the pit, and herself curled up in the pit.

How to rescue herself from the pit, Zijing never said, but she didn't say it, she knew it, it must not be easy.

She lay on the bed for two weeks, but Zijing slept for a month, and when she woke up, she was still shaking her arms, her attitude was exactly the same as before.

It's just that she is no longer the Jin Shuang she used to be.

Not long after this incident, she was taken to the city. Life in the countryside was a bit better. There were no adults gossiping, no children poking her back, and there were not so many strange eyes.

But she just wasn't used to it.

Everything here is good, even basic necessities of life are much better than in the countryside, but there is no Zijing.

She ran back secretly more than once, afraid of being discovered by her aunt, she only dared to take a look from a distance and drove back to the city.

The holidays are the happiest time for her, but every time she gets close to Zijing, the look in her aunt's eyes always reminds her of that night, it is obviously smiling, but cold.

Afterwards, when Zijing saw her coming, she sneaked away.

After a cigarette was burned out, Jin Shuang withdrew from her memories. She only cared about herself at the beginning, and never thought that Yu Zijing would have such thoughts. The burden was so heavy that she couldn't forget it even when she was drunk.

Jin Shuang stubbed out the cigarette butt, closed the window, and pushed the wheelchair to the bed. Yu Zijing had already fallen asleep with the quilt in her arms, but she slept quite well when she was drunk. On the half side, the brows are soft.

Thinking of this person carrying her out of the mountain pit alone, Jin Shuang's heart softened completely.

Obviously these shoulders are not broad, but they can support a life, giving her a chance to be reborn.

Jin Shuang leaned close to Yu Zijing to look at her eyebrows and eyes carefully, covering her long eyelashes with his fingers, the eyes of the person sleeping on the bed moved, then slowly opened his eyes, and looked at Jin Shuang.

It is obvious that it is difficult for a drunk person to wake up from sleep, but Yu Zijing is just the opposite. She woke up countless times tonight.

Jin Shuang saw that her eyes were slack, with hazy mist, blinked her eyes and said to herself, "Jin Shuang?"

The tone is childlike.

Then she lifted half of the quilt: "Come and sleep! Mommy is going to tell us to get up early again tomorrow."

Jin Shuang nodded obediently, climbed onto the bed from the other side, and was hugged by Yu Zijing before she fell asleep. She took a breath of satisfaction and raised her head: "Hey, give you a kiss, go to sleep."

After she finished speaking, she leaned over to Jin Shuang's cheek and kissed it like a chicken pecking rice, then buried her head on Jin Shuang's chest and rubbed it, not forgetting to say, "It's so comfortable."

Jin Shuang froze in place, at a loss for what to do, her face flushed instantly, as if she had a high fever, until Yu Zijing found a suitable place to sleep in her arms, and Jin Shuang moved her body.

It was Yu Zijing who was drinking, but she was the one who was drunk at the moment.

Jin Shuang looked down at the top of Yu Zijing's hair, her throat tightened, she felt that what Zhao Yi said was right, no matter how unrestrained, the turbulent emotions would completely submerge her like a river breaking its embankment.

But she... doesn't want to be restrained.

☆、Chapter 13

Yu Zijing had a good night's sleep, and she didn't have a headache the next day, it was no different from usual, she snuffed off the alarm when it rang.

The morning sun shone in through the gap in the window, and Yu Zijing squinted to see that the evergreen trees outside the window had lush branches and leaves, and the cherry blossoms not far away were in full bloom, and her eyes were all pink.

She moved her arms and lowered her head, only then did she see clearly the posture of herself and Jin Shuang.

Jin Shuang was sleeping on her side, flat on her back, and her sleeping appearance was very good. Instead, she was lying on her body with her hands and feet together, with her head bowed to the place where her chest rose and fell, and there was a familiar fragrance on the tip of her nose.

The things in the bathroom were all brought by her, and Jin Shuang's shower gel was also hers. The smell was very familiar to her, but it seemed a little strange at this time, as if it was mixed with other fragrances, which was faint and pleasant to smell.

Before Jin Shuang woke up, Yu Zijing timidly walked away from her. It was still early, and she rubbed her forehead thinking about what happened last night.

The memory only stays in her waiting for a taxi at the entrance of the alley, but she did not expect to meet Jin Shuang, then?

How she got into the ward later, she couldn't remember at all.

Yu Zijing seldom drank alcohol, let alone got drunk. This was the first time in her life that she was the only one who was sober while all the other classmates were getting drunk at the graduation dinner.

At that time, she felt that alcohol would expose people's ugliness, so she went to the hospital after work and was stricter with herself, not to mention drinking, she would not touch alcoholic beverages.

She looked down at Jin Shuang, who was sleeping soundly, and felt a little guilty. Last night, she shouldn't have shown any ugly things, right?

Just as she was pinching the corner of the quilt and getting off the bed, Jin Shuang slowly opened her eyes.

The four seasons in Changhe City are like spring. Although the sun is not hot in April, it is still slightly hot when it shines on people. Jin Shuang was awakened by the sun. When she opened her eyes, she saw the people beside her with their backs to her. Twitched by the horns, she frowned, put one hand on Yu Zijing's shoulder, and shouted, "Zijing?"

Yu Zijing quickly returned to normal, calmed down all the chaotic emotions, and turned her head with a gentle smile, as if nothing happened last night, she curled her lips: "Wake up, I'm going to cook breakfast."

After she finished speaking, she turned over and got off the bed to go to the bathroom to wash up, and her movements were done in one go.

Jin Shuang saw a little nervousness in her hasty turning around, she lowered her eyes and smiled slightly, her heart suddenly filled with sweetness, she said when Yu Zijing came out of the bathroom: "Zijing, do I look good?"

Yu Zijing was stunned by her question, and froze in place, her slightly heroic face was stunned for a moment, she looked up at Jin Shuang who was half sitting on the sick bed.