Is it hard to like me

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She was stabbed by the light and squinted her eyes, feeling that the Jin Shuang in front of her was very different from usual.

Obviously it was an all-too-familiar face, but it gave her full security, as if following her could get out of here.

Yu Zijing muttered: "Jin Shuang, there are roads everywhere here, I can't get out."

Looking like a child, Jin Shuang breathed a sigh of relief, and stretched out her hand: "Come."

Yu Zijing didn't move.

Seeing her sitting there in a daze, Jin Shuang frowned, worried and pushed the wheelchair forward, condescendingly looking down at Yu Zijing, the tenderness in her eyes couldn't be suppressed, even her voice was gentle, she asked : "Go back, okay?"

Yu Zijing nodded: "OK."

She got up and greeted Zhao Yi. She couldn't tell that she was drunk at all. The Ruannuo on the phone just now disappeared. Jin Shuang was slightly relieved, thinking that she was thinking too much. That kind of thing doesn't exist.

It was only when he got in the car that Jin Shuang realized that everyone is equal in front of alcohol, even the self-disciplined Yu Zijing would still get drunk if she drank too much.

Not obviously drunk.

Zhao Yi looked at the rear mirror frequently, and the two women sitting in the back were stuck together. To be precise, the woman who had just gotten into the car had been entangled with Jin Shuang, using her hands and feet like an octopus. Jin Shuang's face was faint. In the dark, I can't see clearly.

He deliberately didn't move while waiting for the traffic light, and instead of seeing Jin Shuang's urging, he heard her whispering, as if talking to someone beside him.

Zhao Yi clicked his tongue twice, released the clutch and stepped on the accelerator, and the car flew out instantly, much faster than when it came.

The car soon arrived at the hospital. Zhao Yi first sent Yu Zijing into the ward, and then pushed Jin Shuang into the elevator. When they reached the second floor, Zhao Yi caught sight of Jin Shuang's left leg, and hesitated to speak.

Jin Shuang frowned: "What's wrong?"

Zhao Yi sent her to the door of the ward, and after thinking about it, he said, "Your legs are not healed yet, please exercise restraint."

Jin Shuang's face darkened instantly.

The door slammed shut, Zhao Yi touched the tip of his nose, did he say the wrong thing?

☆、Chapter 12

Jin Shuang closed the door of the ward, and turned her head to see that Yu Zijing was already sitting on the bed. She wondered if she was drunk and had a headache, but she saw that Yu Zijing's complexion was a little pale.

Jin Shuang pushed the wheelchair over slowly, and called softly, "Zijing?"

Yu Zijing looked down at her, frowning tightly, just looking at her so firmly, Jin Shuang's palms were sweating and her heart beat faster under her gaze.

No one spoke in the room for a long time, Yu Zijing and Jin Shuang just looked at each other, Jin Shuang felt a little overwhelmed, she touched the edge of the wheelchair with her fingers, rubbed her fingertips, tilted her head and asked, "Zijing, what's wrong with you? "

Yu Zijing seemed to come back to her senses, her empty eyes brightened, and then looked at Jin Shuang, the corners of her lips twitched, she clasped her hands and asked in doubt, "Jin Shuang?"

There was still a bit of disbelief in her tone, Jin Shuang didn't reply, Yu Zijing frowned: "Am I dreaming?"

Jin Shuang stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her: "No, you are not dreaming."

Yu Zijing grabbed her hand: "Then why are you here?"

"Don't you still hate me and refuse to talk to me?"

Jin Shuang was a little confused, she sensed something was wrong and asked carefully: "I hate you?"

Yu Zijing's shoulders were slack, her head was lowered, her hands were mixed together, and her fingertips turned white. Jin Shuang covered her moving hands with her palms in distress. , you hate me for being late to find you, and you don't talk to me or contact me when I come back, I'm looking for you, but you still hide from me... don't you?"

Jin Shuang was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say for a moment.

In the room, Yu Zijing was still chattering about why it was raining too much, why she had been looking for it for a long time, and why her family wouldn't let her go out.

She didn't expect Yu Zijing to think that way after leaving that year.

Jin Shuang's eyes were red and her voice was hoarse. She rubbed her palms against Yu Zijing's hands, comforting her: "No, Zijing, I didn't blame you."

Yu Zijing raised her eyes instantly: "Really? You really don't blame me?"

In the wine scene, Yu Zijing only asked about the burden on her heart at this moment. Over the years, she asked more than once, did Jin Shuang feel that she was late at the beginning, and did she still blame her, so after leaving, even Not even a word.

Even when he saw her, he avoided her.

At this moment, hearing Jin Shuang's words of not blaming her, Yu Zijing immediately let go of her burden. She felt her body was light, as if she was blown away by the wind.

It's an amazing feeling.

Jin Shuangyang watched her sleepily close her eyes. She supported Yu Zijing's arms and slowly fell asleep. After covering her with the quilt, she pushed the wheelchair to the window. There was a recess under the window, and there was a box of women's cigarettes inside.

Jin Shuang took out one from it, lit it, but didn't smoke it, just watched her burn.

The scarlet color jumped in front of her eyes, pulling her into the past.

Young people always don't know what to do. Jin Shuang was sent to Yu Zijing's house by her mother when she was three years old. Yu Zijing was one year older than her and was very naughty. When she saw her, she would take her to make trouble and make trouble everywhere.

She was shy back then, following Yu Zijing uphill and into the water, every time she came home she was dirty.

A beating is inevitable.

Every time Yu Zijing lay on her body when her aunt was holding a stick, she threatened to beat her if she wanted to, but not to beat her younger sister.

At that time, Yu Zijing was really cute and nervous.

Jin Shuang dusted off the cigarette ash, and the mist rose up, blurring her vision.

They accompanied each other from the age of three to ten. Later, the village dug rocks, and the majestic mountain was smashed into a hole in the east and a hole in the west. The two mountains connected to the village were like this. They were curious about everything when they were young. , I found it more fun to see the machine that chiseled the mountain, so I followed it all the way.

That day, the weather was bad, the wind was gusty, and there was a possibility of rain at any time.

The two of them followed the robot car for a long distance, and the workers were off work, and they were still wandering along the edge of the hole that was smashed open.

It wasn't until the sun went down that she knew she was going home. Perhaps she was in a hurry and didn't pay attention to the road on the way home. She slipped and sprained her leg, and fell into a pit. The surrounding area was empty and there was nothing to grab.

Yu Zijing stood on the top anxiously, she wanted to hook herself up with a branch, but failed twice, seeing that she was sweating profusely, she said to herself: "Sister, go back and let uncle come."

At that time, the wind was even stronger, Yu Zijing hurriedly got up and said to her, "Jin Shuang, don't be afraid, I'll call Dad."

She went to fetch the rescuers.

At that time, he was only about ten years old, and he was alone in the pit of the mountain, so there was no reason not to be afraid. When he heard the sound of the wind, he trembled and his hair stood on end.

She just believed that Yu Zijing would come to find her, so she stayed in the pit with this thought, not daring to move even half a step.

It's a pity that God didn't think she was pitiful enough. Half an hour later, it rained cats and dogs. Her attempts to call for help were suppressed by the sound of the rain, and she was trapped in this small pit, just like she was at this moment, unable to move.

She didn't know how long she had been drenched in the rain. When she stretched out her hand to look at her fingertips, they were a little pale. There was only the howling wind outside, the heavy rain continued, and there was no sound.

Or she has lost hearing of other voices.

There is no place to hide in the semi-circular pit, and I can only watch the raindrops fall on my body, feeling a little hurt and dizzy.

The pain in her ankle was even worse, and every movement was painful. She was paralyzed on the shore like a dying fish, lingering on her last breath.

I don't know how long it took, the darkness gradually faded, and there was light in front of her eyes. Yu Zijing's voice rang in her ears. As soon as she stretched out her arms, she hugged herself tightly, and said emotionally: "Jin Shuang, I'm sorry, I'm late, I'm sorry ..."

She slowly opened her eyes, and Yu Zijing in front of her was covered in mud and her face was covered with water stains. The heavy rain dripped into the soil along the contours of her face. Her eyes were shining, full of guilt.

She wanted to reach out and touch Yu Zijing's face, but her body was so soft that she couldn't even reach out.