I am the smile hidden in your eyes

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Xu Shuheng choked on his mother's words. He really dared to say anything after staying abroad for a long time.Xu Shuheng touched his face, and then returned to "Mom, you don't have to worry about me, your son is so handsome. Are you afraid that you won't find a wife?" Everyone said that genes can be inherited, and the two children of the Xu family are like Came out of the movie.Xu Shuying has big eyes, rippling hair, and slightly pursed lips, like a fairy in the world.And Xu Shuheng looks more like Pan An, with a beautiful wind and spirit, just like the statue of Bai Yubi, who is the envy of all men and women.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when Xu Shuying left Feihai City, and the overnight plane rushed back.Staying in Feihai for nearly two weeks, breathing the air that belongs to the same place as her, feels slightly better.When I got home, it was three o'clock in the morning, and I was really exhausted during this time.Looking at the long-lost room, the Jiang Lige aura that permeated the air was gone, and she felt a little uncomfortable for no reason. If she was there, she would not be lying alone on the cold bed.

The night in Qinghai City is always very quiet, or maybe the house is near the suburbs, so it is not as noisy as the city.He took a cup of coffee, leaned against the windowsill door of the attic, and drank it.The city at night always makes people feel uneasy. Xu Shuying remembered an article she had read before, which was Neruda's Time in Time. "I miss you. Every evening, I go to sleep with anticipation. In my dreams, I think about you day and night. You haven't changed. What has changed is that time has changed so quickly." In the three years since Jiang Lige left, she has always been unable to distinguish reality And the dream, because in the dream, Jiang Lige would always come to meet her.However, it's not her style to spend this life in a daze. If the last meeting was an accident, then she is willing to do it all over again.So, she came again, just for a desired but uncertain future.

When Dongfang spit white, pajamas invaded, Xu Shuying lay on the bed, eyes slightly closed.The dream came again, she dreamed about Jiang Lige again, in the dream they were playing at the beach together, the sea water was very cold, and it was very comfortable to hit their faces.And her hand was very warm, holding it thought that it would last a lifetime.But suddenly, the tide rose, and she took her to escape, but she was the only one on the shore. She called Li Ge loudly, but found that there was no one on the beach.This dream frightened her awake, and when she woke up, her forehead was covered with dense sweat, and her uneasy emotions expanded infinitely in the empty room.She curled up, holding her head in her hands, her eyes revealing bitterness and despair.She was afraid, yes, Xu Shuying was afraid that she would still not be able to hold her hand this time.

The days passed like this.Jiang Lige, who hadn't seen Xu Shuying for two weeks, felt extremely depressed.She knew that her rejection last time had hurt Xu Shuying, but there was nothing she could do.She was afraid that she would bring endless harm to Xu Shuying.What's more, she no longer deserves her purest love.But selfishness encouraged her to indulge again.There is no day for Xu Shuying.Why didn't she take every step very hard.It's only been two weeks since I saw her, and she has lost a lot of weight, and she often makes mistakes at work.Xu Shuying's office is just opposite, but the lights on the opposite side have never been turned on.Jiang Lige wished that the opposite room would suddenly open.She knew that she had destroyed all of this, and the courage Xu Shuying finally mustered up was vulnerable to her rejection.In the final analysis, it was still my own fault.She still remembered that that day, Xu Shuying's father found her and asked her to leave Xu Shuying, and he would give her a sum of money.Xu Binggong said that the Xu family couldn't afford to lose face, and she couldn't tolerate it. Outsiders said that he raised a homosexual.He threatened her with her father's life, but Jiang Lige didn't compromise that time.Later, Zheng Ru went to look for her again, but she drugged the water in a dirty way, and that day, all her good things disappeared.Zheng Ru took a picture of her madness under the anesthesia of alcohol.Xu Binggong told her that as long as she left, this video would not be known by Xu Shuying.Her heart hurts so much, and she has never been able to help her leave.She didn't want Xu Shuying to hate herself, she was too dirty to be the princess in her heart.Therefore, leaving is the best choice for two people.She also knew that Xu Binggong put a lot of pressure on Xu Shuying.In the last two months of being together, Xu Shuying always came home very late. She probably had to deal with the company's affairs, or maybe it was a problem that Xu Binggong gave her. "Don't. Don't".But Xu Shuying never once said or complained to Jiang Lige when she was sober.She will always leave the best side to her, she is distressed, if leaving can make her life easier, she is willing to do it.

Immersed in her own thoughts, the corners of Jiang Lige's eyes were moist, and she didn't even notice when there was someone in the opposite house.Xu Shuying just looked at her pensively through the window, looking at Jiang Lige's tears rolling in her eyes, she couldn't even give her a hug, but she didn't forget that she rejected her again half a month ago.Her heart is so hard.Three years ago, I had made so much effort for her, but it was not worth what she said.Give up, but it makes people so unwilling.Before Jiang Lige found Xu Shuying, she left again.I came to the company just to take a look at the people I have faith in. Go home and continue to catch up on sleep. I am really tired, both mentally and physically.

Chapter 18 Chapter 18

It's already the second day since I went to work at the company.Xu Shuying always arrives at the company very early, probably because the house is too big.When I am alone, I think too much, so I prefer to stay in the company every time, and there is also her breath there.So, very good.Today's Qingyang City, the weather is very good, the humid air is filled with the smell of dust, and occasionally there is a wind blowing, Xu Shuying enjoys this kind of weather very much, just like when he was a child in the countryside, it makes people feel at ease.If Xu Shuying went to work very early, then Jiang Lige should be the second person.In the past three years, insomnia has always accompanied her, so work has filled her vacancy.Or, for her now, she just wanted to go earlier, or to see her a few more times.I don't know if she is here today.

The office was very quiet, probably because it was too early and no one came yet.She cleaned up her desk and went to the corridor to make a cup of coffee.Pushing open the window, staring blankly, she thought in a trance that she was hallucinating.The woman opposite was sitting on a chair, the light illuminated her slightly moving demeanor, and the pen was spinning in her hand. At this moment, she frowned slightly, perhaps because the things on the table distracted her.Her appearance has not changed, it is still the same as before, her eyes are moving in the warm light, very much like her appearance when she loved her.Jiang Lige rubbed his eyes to make sure he read correctly.I just stretched out from the expression just now, I haven't seen her for two weeks, and my mood finally cleared up in this mellow morning.She smiled slightly, and Xu Shuying, who just looked up, saw her just now, and Tagore's "You smile slightly, don't say anything to me. And I think, for this, I have been waiting for a long time ."

It seems that she hasn't told Ah Li how beautiful she looks when she smiles.She bowed her head and continued to process the documents in her hand. In half a month, the documents on her desk had piled up into a hill.No way, life is not always easy.

Jiang Lige felt that with her, the day passed quickly, and the dusk also came quickly.A few days ago, I always looked at the opposite office intentionally or unintentionally, but today, after seeing Xu Shuying, she didn't go to look at it from time to time as usual, but even if she didn't look, she knew that her little shadow Will definitely be there.As long as she is there, she will feel at ease.

After get off work, Xu Shuying didn't go home directly, but went to the airport.Her mother really came and went like the wind, she came as soon as she said it, and her illness just happened, so she couldn't wait to rush over.She knew that she had worried her.Xu Shuying's sexual orientation is known to her family, but her mother and brother are the only ones who support her.Mo Lianyi always told her that life is too short and she only wants her to be happy.The rest is supported by her.Due to Mo Lianyi's power, the relatives in the family didn't say anything publicly, but the ugly words behind the scenes still occasionally reached Xu Shuying's ears.Fortunately, she didn't care too much. She didn't have any feelings for the Xu family, and those relatives were just strangers to her.Flattering when prosperous, sarcastic when lonely, such relatives are not worth mentioning.