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Chapter 74 Asking the Buddha

"All the evil karma I have done in the past were all born of beginningless greed, anger, and ignorance, and were born from my body, speech, and mind. I now repent of everything."

In the corner of the main hall of Mingxin Temple, the little nun buried her head in reciting the confession piously, and told the Buddha about her sins and sins.

What she did to Song Jie last night made her feel fearful, both for herself and for those memories of her previous life.She could attribute all of this to her dissatisfaction with her heart demon's lack of memory, and she wanted to wake up her memory with this, but unexpectedly, she stumbled and had wild thoughts.But in front of the Buddha, she dared not look directly into her heart. The Buddha knows everything, and monks do not lie.Perhaps, dissatisfaction with the demon for forgetting, but she remembers is only a negligible cause, and the more important reason is that she does have a lust// desire for the demon.

Those moist lips and soft hips really make people forget about it.

Last night, she forgot her identity and Buddha, she just wanted to kiss and get close to the woman around her.

"Buddha, my disciple is as usual. He was born and raised in a monastery. He has been a vegetarian for 18 years. He has never known the taste of meat or love. The disciple and the demon have only known each other for a few days, and they have shared adversity. The disciple also I don't know why I have desires for her. Only the past life memories of the Buddha and his disciples, and those Buddhist trials, can let the disciples have their first glimpse of love//desire."

It's all the Buddha's fault.

"I don't dare to blame the Buddha, it's just...it's just that I'm confused by the arrangement of the Buddha. If I want my disciples to concentrate on cultivating Buddha, why do I let my disciples have those memories? There are so many people in this world, and I am afraid that only one person has memories of previous lives." , not even the demon. Those memories are not just dreams, but very real. Sometimes when the disciple closes his eyes, no, there is no need to close the eyes. When the disciple thinks of the demon's lips, he will automatically remember all kinds of things in his previous life. ."

Inner Demons are too tempting.

"The disciple's mind is impure, and his renunciation is uncertain. How can he stand this kind of test? Even the abbot in the temple can't stand it. Besides, besides... the heart demon is the same as the disciple... in the memory of those trials... Besides Master Baoguang, she is also the person who treats disciples the best in this world."

"People in the world don't have the wisdom of Bodhisattvas and Buddhas. They know people by color. The red mark on the disciple's face is there at birth. I think it has a lot to do with this mark when the disciple was abandoned at the gate of the temple. From childhood to adulthood, the disciples are all I grew up with strange eyes. Except for the gods and Buddhas all over the sky, only Master Baoguang has no strange eyes. Brothers and elders in the temple, when they see the disciple's face, they all show the expression of seeing an evil spirit.

Master Baoguang//comforts the disciples, saying that it is the fire of the red lotus, the fire of hell, but it is actually an ugly birthmark.

Disciples sometimes think how unfair it is to be discriminated against because of this abnormality.To tell the truth from the Buddha, the disciple used to have a heart of hatred. That day when he was captured by bandits, the disciple lost all hope and only asked the Buddha to save him.Unexpectedly, she met the heart demon who came back from the dead, she was the one who saved the disciple, without her, the disciple would have been hard to escape from the thief. "

"She, she doesn't have the face of disliking the disciple, nor does she dislike him for being stupid. She treats the disciple as a normal person. She always takes care of the disciple on the way to escape, and sleeps and eats with the disciple. Although she sometimes teases the disciple, she never The idea of ​​letting disciples break the precepts. Unlike some people who have vicious thoughts, when they meet monks, they think about making us eat meat and break the precepts, she...she doesn't. Even when she goes to her home, she treats her vegetarian."

"Not only that, the Buddha is above me, I dare not lie. I have never seen such a beautiful person. I miss her when I don't see her. I treated her like this last night. In addition to being terrified, I also feel very satisfied and happy. I beseech the Buddha Don't blame.

The disciple has been protected by the master and the Buddha since he was a child. The Buddha and the Bodhisattva are very good, but sometimes the disciple feels that you are so far away that only she can touch it.The disciple knows that all appearances are obsessions, but he can't bear her warmth.

The inner demon is like a ball of fireworks, and the disciple is like the moth that flies into the flame. Knowing that there is an abyss ahead, an endless hell, one step forward may be smashed to pieces, and there is no redemption.

Don't be afraid of the Buddha's jokes, if, if...she has the same thoughts as the disciple, disciple...the disciple will be happy to death. "

It was originally a repentance, but it turned into telling the gods and Buddhas about the girl's heart.

No one knew that the little nun who was muttering in front of the Buddha was talking about how she was obsessed with a woman.For Song Ze, since she can remember, she has nowhere to tell her emotions, she can only talk to the gods and Buddhas in the sky.After Master Baoguang passed away, there is no one in this world who treats her sincerely. Only the clay sculpture in this temple knows everything about her.

The little nun was shy and resentful from time to time, making her ghostly face look pitiful.

"But the Buddha, the heart demon is a chaste woman in the yamen. There is a mother-in-law who treats her badly. Does she have a little bit of joy for her disciples? In the past, she looked at her disciples with light in her eyes, as if she saw him. Everyone was lit up, and so was my disciple. When I saw her, I felt that the sky was so blue, the water was so sweet, the food was so delicious, and everything in this world was wonderful, no matter how hard or tired I felt.

But this time, she didn't.

Is it because she thinks that her disciples know nothing, are greedy and clumsy, and are lazy even to recite sutras, so she doesn't have to look at him with bright eyes? Buddha, Buddha, they are all monks, why don't you Let the disciples become smarter.

Also, Buddha, the disciple knew that what he did to Meng làng last night was really a ghostly obsession, and he didn't mean to deceive her, it's too late to regret it now.Will she regard the disciple as an unscrupulous disciple, and feel that the disciple bullies the dark room and is an unscrupulous monk?"

The little nun feels that she is a nun who is born in the womb, she has a pure heart, at most she is just a little bit greedy, a little bit lazy, and as for Yin//evil thoughts, she has never had any.Last night... She must have been raped by a pervert to do such a bold thing.Such a thing, in normal times, she dare not even think about it.

"Also, Lord Buddha, in this world, men and women are married, and the disciple is a woman like her. Will she be ashamed of her, so she hates the disciple and cuts off contact with him?"

She knelt and sat in front of the Buddha for a long time, babbling, telling the Bodhisattva all about her heart's direction and worries. In the past, she would chat with the Bodhisattva in this way when she had a little bad thought, and the Bodhisattva did not punish him for it. Therefore, Before the Buddha, she was very bold and straightforward.Anyway, the Buddha can know the myriads of things in the world with just one thought, and the Buddha has supreme wisdom, so she doesn't need to hide it.

After finishing speaking, Song Ze felt much more relaxed, and smiled unconsciously.As soon as I felt relieved, I heard someone in front of me throwing cups for divination and asking divination, and all the cups landed were laughing cups.

With a thought in his mind, Song Ze went to the incense table in front and touched two cups and straws and returned to the corner.

"Buddha Buddha, tell me, she, will she treat me like I treat her?"

clack.

One positive and one negative, just happens to be the Holy Grail.

Hey, looking around secretly, no one noticed her, the little nun stroked her bald head, hid behind her monk's robe and secretly pursed her lips and smiled.

"Buddha Buddha, tell me, do you want me to tell her the things of my past life? Will she feel ashamed when I talk nonsense? Well, if she comes to look for me, I will tell her the secret. If she doesn't Come to find disciples..."

The little nun pouted.They didn't agree, and she didn't dare to look at her when they parted today, keeping her head down all the time, afraid that she would see hatred, disgust, or contempt in her eyes, if there was even a little bit, she would wish she could die.

Although she didn't look at her, she kept paying attention to her voice.The demon's voice was more or less different than usual, and the occasionally playful and teasing demon didn't even say a word.She was afraid that she really annoyed herself.

It's a pity that time can't be turned back, and Song Ze can only pretend that the moment of beauty last night was a dream, or maybe the cat really came.

Walking out of the Great Hall, Song Ze looked very tired, her steps were heavy and sluggish, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength in front of the Buddha, but when she thought of the Holy Grail thrown, she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.

The little nun's mood of worry and joy did not last long.