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Self-inflicted, who is to blame.

Self-examination is not as pure as jade.It was wrong at the beginning, she approached her with selfishness from the beginning, but the innocent elf didn't know anything about it, and didn't even have the ability to fight back.If the beginning is wrong, how can the ending be good?

But what to do, I really like you.I like to stay by your side, I like to talk to you, I like to take you around, I like to see your ignorant look, I like your non-aggressive gentleness to me, on this point, I really did not lie to you.

Gu Zhinian blinked, tears blurred his vision, but he still tried his best to smile and asked, "Do you trust me? I really like you."

Xie Jin watched the girl's dark eyes filled with tears, as if they were about to burst out in the next moment.She turned around and took a tissue from the table, stretched out her hand through the half-open door, and handed it to her.Gu Zhinian clutched the tissue, pressed the corners of his eyes, choked up and said "Thank you".

Xie Jin was in a daze for a moment, and then answered her formulaically: "You're welcome." Gu Zhinian thought he could see a trace of soft-heartedness, but Xie Jin turned around and handed her two big bags of things: "It's late, you go back early Well, I'm going to sleep. I didn't move the quilt and pillow, you probably can't take so much in one trip, you can take it back several times."

"..." Gu Zhinian stopped wiping his tears.She looked at the two bags in disbelief, then looked at Xie Jin's eyes that had not changed from the beginning to the end, and trembled at the decisiveness in it, only feeling that the coldness swept over her whole body in an instant.

Xie Jin really wanted to drive her away, there was no room for negotiation.

She looked at the things Xie Jin was carrying, as if she had seen some kind of flood, she took a step back subconsciously, and said with a strong smile: "...I don't want it." Xie Jin glanced at her, noncommittal, and directly pushed the things through the crack of the door Li was thrown out, and the door closed in front of her.

……

Gu Zhinian's expression went blank.She stared at the closed door in a daze, the tissue in her hand clenched into a ball.Xie Jin was in the room, also sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at the ceiling, listening to the faint movement outside, but didn't hear the sound of going downstairs or footsteps, the faint sobbing sound was very clear, and gradually turned into a sob.There were other people living on this floor, some of them knew Gu Zhinian, and Xie Jin heard some surprised inquiries.

"Why are you here, elementary school girl?"

"What's the matter, Niannian? Who bullied you?"

However, Xie Jin didn't hear Gu Zhinian's answer, only heard the uninterrupted crying, and the people who asked the question had to leave regretfully after a while without getting an answer.She forced herself to look away from the door, and casually pulled a tissue to wipe the wound that was bleeding again due to the movement.

Gu Zhinian was suffering from pain in her heart, and she didn't have the extra energy to answer these questions. In fact, her perception of the outside world became very blurred after Xie Jin closed the door. Only her sadness was particularly clear. The last time she felt so emotionally When it was obvious, he was still five or six years old, and he was so sad that it seemed like the sky was falling apart.

Her tears fell down on the screen of the mobile phone, and she wiped them in embarrassment, but she couldn't wipe them off, so she cried even more fiercely.She finally understood that liking someone could really be so sad, and those love words were not exaggerated at all.Playing with other people's feelings in the past was really too much.

If Yan Xiuyuan saw this scene, his jaw would drop in shock: Gu Zhinian, who always cherishes his image, picky and indifferent, and would never do anything unsuitable for his personality, is crying like this because of one person, squatting in the middle of the night Others covered their mouths and cried at the door, and they didn't care if they lost their composure at all.

After listening to it for a while, Xie Jin felt that she couldn't listen anymore, and couldn't be soft-hearted.Long-term lessons tell her that a slight concession may lead to greater harm, and she is right to believe in her self-protection mechanism.She turned off the lights, put the earphones into her ears, found a random song and turned the volume to the maximum, but she couldn't hear anything except the song.

It was pure music, the melody was ups and downs, very regular.Xie Jin closed her eyes. In the darkness, her consciousness gradually became blurred. It seemed that even the faint tearing pain of the wound was not so obvious.

She vaguely thought that people's patience is limited, and when Gu Chinian's patience runs out on her, she will leave by herself, and she probably won't cry outside for too long, as long as she resists not responding, it should take a few minutes She will leave... She rationally told herself that she should be happy, but when she instinctively thought that Gu Zhinian would leave, her heart started to throb again.

But what can Gu Zhinian do if he stays? She doesn't even know how to face Gu Zhinian in the future, letting her go is already the best ending.

Xie Jin lay on the bed in a daze for a while, and smiled self-deprecatingly, with the corners of her mouth stiff.She thought, she was really worthless, she was obviously a scam, yet she was still so sad here.She clearly thought about quitting the game, but she recalled the time in the game more vividly than ever before. Scenes of auspiciousness and feathers flashed by, and she was so warm that she would smile when she thought about it, but now At the moment when everything was exposed, it turned into a knife that hurt people even more.

She recalled the dancer's expression, her sweet smile and her natural body language, but she felt chills for a while, and she didn't dare to think deeply about what kind of mood the dancer she had ridiculed had in getting along with her at that time.

She remembered that under the crabapple tree, the fox demon NPC pulled the swing vines, and personally broke the beautiful illusion memory created by herself, explaining: "I had an unprecedented happy time, it was as beautiful as a dream, and it was so beautiful. It was a dream, and I was caught off guard when I woke up."

In the darkness, Xie Jin moved her lips and said silently: Yes.

It's time to wake up from the dream.

She finally closed her eyes and fell asleep wearily.Before going to bed, she glanced at Gu Chinian's quilt stacked on the sofa, pink cat pattern, boxy, she thought, return it tomorrow.

……

Early the next morning.

When Xie Jin woke up, she was a little uncomfortable with the empty room.Out of breath and a sense of loss came to her heart together, she went to wash and change her clothes in a state of desperation, and when she opened the door, she saw an unexpected person.

"Why are you here?! You didn't go to bed last night?"

The author has something to say: Thank you little angels for your support!

Chapter 104 End

Gu Chinian sat there with his back against the door, and when the door opened, his body fell backward due to inertia.She closed her eyes subconsciously, but she didn't fall to the ground. Xie Jin took the first step and squatted down to support her.

They looked at each other, relatively speechless.Gu Zhinian's eye sockets were still red and swollen, as if he had cried, and there were dark circles under his eyes that hadn't rested well. His face was exhausted, and he looked very pitiful; Xie Jin remained silent, retracted the hand on her back, and stretched it out again. When she came out, Gu Zhinian understood and put her arms around her to stand up.

After a sleepless night, when she stood up, her vision was blurred, she spun around, and staggered twice.Xie Jin was going to pick it up, but Gu Zhinian had already stood firm on her own, so she silently withdrew her hand.

"What are you doing here? Why don't you go back to the dormitory."

Xie Jin's face was complicated, she didn't know what it was like, she felt sad, but she seemed to be glad to see her not leave.Gu Zhinian forced a smile, avoided the question, and said, "There was a meteor shower at four o'clock last night, I wanted to invite you to watch it together."

Then something happened so unexpectedly.

Xie Jin was dumb, Gu Zhinian didn't say anything, the two stood at the door, very quiet for a moment.This kind of beautiful planning in the past seems very ironic in such a scene.After a long time, Xie Jin whispered, "Go back to the dormitory first, I'm going to class."

Gu Zhinian shook his head, his plain face couldn't hide his haggardness, but his eyes were firm: "No. I want to be with you. If you don't want me to come in, I'll wait here until you are willing."

Xie Jin shifted his gaze away, looking at the people walking up and down in the corridor, and some people even ran up from the lower floors to see the scene here, to see for whom Xihua stayed here all night without moving, even The day is still there; people are gossips.However, Gu Zhinian didn't change his face, as if he couldn't feel the eyes and whispers behind him, he just looked straight at Xie Jin in front of him, as if there was only one person in the world worthy of attention.

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