Successfully captured a domestic sister

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All alone, without a word.

My heart ached, why didn't I insist on being with her at that time?

Looking down, I was actually full of annoyance and anger.

Teacher Luo probably felt the same way as me.He sighed, calmed his voice and said: "You said before that you have irregular sleep, please tell me about the specific manifestations."

"It's basically hard to fall asleep at night. And she is afraid of the dark. Many times when I wake up in the middle of the night and see her, I am still afraid of being alone in a cold sweat. I don't know how long she can sleep. She also wakes up earlier than me in the morning. And Sometimes I can’t hold on in class, and I fall asleep on the desk, and I’m easily woken up. I’m in a trance all day long.”

"Hmm. Anything else. I'll prescribe some medicine and bring it in tomorrow. Tell me about the rest."

I was overjoyed and talked with Mr. Luo in detail.At the end, she asked out of words: "Is she getting better?"

"No. That's fake. She is a smart child. The most basic symptoms of depression have not been relieved at all." Teacher Luo shattered my self-righteous joy with one sentence.

"You have to know that most of the time, she is not interested in the world. When it is serious, she will have thoughts of self-harm or even suicide. If you can learn about her family situation, it is appropriate. I hope she can take a break from school for a while. "

I returned to the classroom in a daze.

Looking at Ji Yi who was sitting on the seat with a dull and distant expression, the whole person was oppressed by a kind of heaviness that could not be expressed in words.Depressed, lost, depressed, irritable and want to hit someone.

Has she always been this way?Soaked in the despair of being abandoned by the world, silently watching our laughter, our sunshine and rain.

That depression was too depressing.

This is a feeling I have never had in my ordinary 13 years of life.Together with it, it aroused all my pity for this thin child.

I want to hold this baby in my arms.

I did the same.

Ji tilted his head in a daze, and leaned against me with his small face.It took a while before he raised his head, smiling obediently and gently, the dimples looming.The voice is soft. "Squad leader? Is there something wrong?"

ah.That's why Mr. Luo said it was all fake?

Looking at such a lovely smile and such a soft-hearted face in the past, I just want to tear her disguise severely at this moment.Make her cry out loud.Vent all her grievances, depression and sadness in one breath.I want to slap her silly with a brick, tell her not to be sensible, not to be cute, and let her be a willful little kid who hates dogs.

But a chirp is a chirp.

The child in my arms just looked at me in confusion for a moment, put down the pen, and hugged me back very seriously.Following the rhythm of me patting her at night, my little hands patted on my back.

The feeling of wanting to cry slipped down the throat in an instant.

I hoarse my voice, suppressed my emotions, and asked her in a low voice: "Gee, are you happy?"

The child's hand froze.

"Are you happy now?"

Ji stood up with a sound, and smiled obediently again.no answer.

It seems that this answer is not wrong.Very loud.

The next day I took the medicine that Teacher Luo gave me and tore off the package.Pour back into candy jars.He dangled in front of Ji Yisheng, coaxing: "My mother prepared calcium tablets for me. If you eat them, you can grow taller. You can also take one."

Ji, who just woke up from class, glanced at me blankly with misty eyes.He shook his head obediently. "don't want."

I grabbed Ji's hand and poured the pill into her hand. "Eat a slice."

With a sound, Ji quietly looked at the pill in his palm for a moment, then leaned closer to sniff it.He glanced at me lightly, and the voice when he spoke seemed to be floating from outer space.

"Paxil."

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06.

"Paxil."

The four words were as cold as a bucket of ice water and poured me from head to toe.

That's the name of the medicine my teacher gave me.

I opened my mouth and couldn't speak.

But the child didn't mean to embarrass me, but just waited for me for a while.Nodding lightly, he said, "I see."

Then he put the pill into his mouth expressionlessly and swallowed it directly.

The child smiled again, but he was still cute and cute."Sorry for worrying you," she said.

So good that it hurts.

The school bell rings.

I hugged Ji without hesitation.Ask her in a voice that is about to cry: "Are you happy now?"

"If you're not happy, don't laugh, okay?"

"I want to cry."

"A sound."

The students around all looked over.The teacher also walked in with the bell ringing.

Ji let me hold her in silence.I look into her eyes.No sorrow and no joy.Reflecting on me, but not seeing me clearly.

At this moment, I suddenly understood what Teacher Luo meant.She finds it boring.She doesn't care about this world, including herself.She doesn't care anymore.She doesn't want to be happy or sad, if there is a reason for her to die, then she will leave lightly, as if she has never been here.

"It's class." There was still only a light sentence.Empty and well-behaved.

Not long after class, Ji fell asleep.I lay her flat so her head rests on my lap.Covering her with the school uniform jacket, it almost completely covered the curled up child.