taste time

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I just feel that my eyelids are so heavy, and my consciousness is clear, but I always feel that I can't open my eyes, and my hands and feet want to move but I can't control them.

I know, this is ghost pressure cháng.I struggled to move, rolled over hard, and finally rolled straight to the floor, waking up.Staring at the unfamiliar ceiling, the corners of the walls are covered with cobwebs.Here, everything is so strange.No familiar streets, no familiar scenes, no familiar people!

Lying on the floor and not wanting to get up, tears flowed down my cheeks and into my ears, scalding hot.

I went out and bought some things to fill my stomach, and bought a map of Chongqing.Lianglukou and Ciqikou are not too far from here.Xiaoxi said that it was an ancient town, and everyone came here, so it would be unreasonable not to visit it.But, looking at my watch, it was almost dark, so I decided to go again tomorrow.

Thinking that it was not far from Ciqikou, I didn't bother to look for a hotel again, so I simply didn't check out.

The proprietress enthusiastically told me which bus to take to get to Ciqikou. I listened to her and saved a lot of money.

The weather was gloomy, and I walked in slowly without an umbrella.It is indeed an ancient town, but it is still paved with old stones, maybe it has been a few years old, and it looks uneven.There are many antiques around, such as jewelry, earrings, sachets, paper umbrellas, and hairpins.

The shopkeeper saw me staring at the blue hairpin in a daze, took it off and asked me if I could buy it, it was very cheap.I shook my head, "I already have one." Shi Ya gave it to me, and the others are no longer eye-catching.

Passing by Baolun Temple, it was raining heavily.I just wanted to go in to hide from the rain, but I didn't expect to ask for money.I had nowhere to go, so I had to pay for a stick of incense and walk up the stone steps.Perhaps because of the rain, the leaves were blown to the ground and soaked in rain, making it look a bit desolate.Because it was still early, there was no one here, only a few stone statues of Buddha and Bodhisattva, which were so dark that people wanted to escape.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, so I mustered up the courage to walk into the Buddhist hall.Kneeling in front of the Buddha, but don't know what to ask.It is said that Buddhism is boundless and can tolerate all evils in the world. If there is a Buddha, I would like to ask, the Buddha who can tolerate everything, can you tolerate a homosexual who violates the so-called ethics?

Just as he was in a trance, an old nun came over.Putting my hands together, I bowed down and saluted, "May the Buddha bless the honored guest for a safe life!" I bowed back, "Thank you, Master."

When the rain stopped, I hurried out the door.An inexplicable fear rose in my heart.I don't believe in Buddhism, I only believe in destiny.

I took the wrong bus and ended up in a university town. I heard that there are many universities there.I followed the group of people in front of me and entered the university.It's really big. I think I was big in high school, but compared to college, it's nothing at all.When passing by, there was a girl sitting quietly in the pavilion flipping a book, demure and natural.I felt a little demented for a while, this kind of life is also what I want.Their faces are full of youth and vitality, but I look like an old man in his twilight years.An idea sprouted in the bottom of my heart.

Eating hot and sour noodles at roadside stalls, Chongqing people love spicy food.I was so hot that I burst into tears, and then the tears couldn't be stopped like a broken thread.Pull out the paper and rub it hard, but you can rub more and more.The boss thought I was so hot and asked me if I was okay? I cried and laughed and told him I was fine.In the end, he actually confiscated my money.

I stayed in Chongqing for six days and went to many places. I forgot a lot of troubles here. I suddenly thought that time had stopped, and I felt more and more that this city is suitable for life.

The moment I stepped on the train home, I was a little bit reluctant.I still can't control my own love of self-love.

The author has something to say: only one chapter has been passed on, and I am going to class

☆, stop love

On the [-]th, I came back as scheduled. I got off the train to check the time. It was past three o'clock.In a few days, I felt like I had been away for years.Standing in an empty station, the lights are faintly visible.

I'm back!

Is it time to end?

Sitting on the flower bed, I don't want to move, and I don't know where this point should go.Today, the college entrance examination is about to take place! Take out the phone and turn it on, and it beeps intermittently.Home phone calls and text messages, Shiya’s phone calls and text messages, and teacher’s phone calls.

Hehe, I caused trouble for you.

"Qingshan, where are you? Stop messing around and call back quickly."

"Qingshan, come back quickly, are you going to kill us in a hurry?"

"If you dare to think about it, I will never forgive you. I will do what I say."

. . . . . .

Opening the phone book, he hesitated and dialed.

"Hey, Qingshan! Is that you, Qingshan? Where are you?" The familiar voice still had some uncontrollable excitement, which made me feel ups and downs again, and my mood was complicated.

I said, "I'm back." Only then did I realize that my mouth was dry and my voice was hoarse.

"Where are you?" She became excited again.

"It's still at the train station. I'll go back to school to take the college entrance examination later. Don't worry about me. You have to work hard later. I passed the exam..." I couldn't continue.What about me? I want to say, after passing the exam, I will invite you to dinner. After the exam, we will have a good time. . . . . .

"What's wrong with you?" She clearly heard the strangeness in my voice. "not comfortable?"

"No...it's all right. I'm just a little tired. It's almost dawn. Go to bed soon. Don't be nervous. I'll go home now, and then I'll go to the school to find the teacher to get my certificate."

"I'll pick you up. I'm worried about you being alone. Sit there and wait for me."

"No need, I..."

Her end is already hung up.

I sent a text message to my family, "I am back safely, and I will take the college entrance examination in a while, don't worry about me."

I don't know if my parents will come to school to find me, and I don't know how my father will punish me, but I am not afraid anymore, whatever, I don't care anymore.

Looking at the time, I'm afraid it will be too late. The college entrance examination is very traffic jam these days.I don't want Shiya to miss time because of me.I called her and told her that I had already left, and told her not to come. I will look for her after the college entrance examination.She hesitated for a while, but still couldn't hold back me.She just told me to stop messing around, and she wanted to tell me something after the college entrance examination.

I also have something to tell you!

When I left the examination room, I couldn't tell what I felt.Empty, as if there is no feeling at all, as if the soul is lost.I know, I can't pass the exam.It’s just a bit ironic when I think about it, the thing that I cared about and feared the most and worked hard for for so many years, suddenly disappeared, and I didn’t feel anything.

The classmates walked past me one after another, some were sad, but most of them were smiling.After the exam, it's time to relax.

But I didn't know where to go! After the exam, where should I go next? The hole was numb.

Walk up the rows of stairs, walk through the badminton court, walk through the tree-lined avenue outside the basketball court, and walk through the road that is repeated thousands of times every day.The cafeteria is still full of the laughter of the aunts as before.Buy a cup of Coke and sit by the window, but now is not the time to eat.And I know, I'm afraid I'll never eat here again.The large gardenias outside the window were in full bloom, and the rain drifted in along the wind and hit the glass window.

I didn't go to the class gathering, I didn't want to see the scenes of everyone laughing and parting.I just want to stay in a corner, quietly, think about it.

Back in the classroom, the entire teaching building was empty.I didn't see everyone's madness in the last class, and I didn't participate in everyone's joy, anger and sorrow. I just want to quietly remember the place where I stayed.

Sitting in the first row, you can just feel the strong aura of the teacher; sitting near the window, you can just feel the warmth of the sun; sitting near the door, you can see the stone pillars in the opposite corridor through the crack of the door son. . . . . .

"Qingshan!" Someone called me.

"Ah?" Looking back, it was Shiya.I was sweating profusely from running.

"I didn't answer the call, I thought you..." Seeing that she was going to accuse me again.