taste time

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"Sister, let's see what delicious food I brought you." He proudly dug out some snacks that I had never seen before from his schoolbag.

"Don't cry, I'll beat you if you cry again." He threatened me not to cry anymore, but he never did it.

"What's the matter? I miss your brother!" He proudly asked me if I missed him.

. . . . . .

Yes! Brother, I really miss you! Don't leave me please! I beg you, I beg you don't give up.

Dad frowns tightly every day, and mother sighs every day, wiping tears secretly by herself.I couldn't sit still anymore, and went everywhere to pray to God and worship Buddha.Kneeling in front of the Bodhisattva Buddha, I bowed my head devoutly, and made a wish that as long as my brother gets better, I am willing to pay any price, even if I lose decades of life.In fact, I don't believe in Buddha, but at this moment, I really hope that Buddha exists, and I hope he can hear what I say, and I am willing to pay any price.

When I came down from the top of the mountain, I just felt groggy, and I couldn't keep my energy up.The sea of ​​clouds is vast, people come and go, I don't know where to turn for a while.At home, it was suffocating.School, I don't have the mood to study now in this mood.I called the teacher to explain the situation, and the teacher advised me to go back to school to review, after all, I have to take the college entrance examination.I almost grabbed the phone and cursed.If your family is like this, are you still in the mood for the college entrance examination?

I borrowed the phone from my uncle who sells newspapers and called Shiya.I don't have a cell phone, but she does.She probably doesn't know why I suddenly asked for leave again.

I didn't expect Shiya's phone number to be so familiar to me! One dial and I got through, "Hello."

Familiar voice! It was so clear that it pierced my heart, and my eyes were blurred with tears again.

"Shiya, it's me."

"Qingshan? Qingshan, is that you? Where are you?" Her tone became visibly excited.

Go to Shiya's house again.She skipped class again, for me! Tears flowed down, and all the sadness and helplessness that had been suppressed these days poured out all at once.Leaning on her shoulder, sobbing, "Shiya, my brother, my brother, he's dying, he's dying..."

She didn't say anything, just quietly let me lean on her, and sat with me for an entire afternoon, until it gradually became dark outside the window, and then the lights came on, and the outside was brightly lit.

After crying, my voice became hoarse, my eyes started to go blank, I didn't want to think about anything, and stared out the window in a daze.

"Are you hungry?" she asked me gently.

I shake my head.Really no appetite.

"How can you not eat. Seeing that you have been haggard a lot, don't you want your own body!"

I smile wryly.Suddenly, it occurred to her that she hadn't eaten lunch yet.I'm really stupid enough to die.She sat with me dry all afternoon, and now she hasn't eaten lunch, and her heart aches.

"Then, go out and eat. I really don't want to eat." I'm not in the mood to cook now, I just feel so tired.

She sighed "ah", "you can't do this, your brother is like this, if you get sick again, what will you ask your uncles and aunts to do?"

When she mentioned brother, I felt helpless again.I really can't imagine and can't bear the scene of brother leaving.

"You stay here while I cook."

I nodded blindly.Huh? She says she cooks? She's already headed for the kitchen.

I got up and ran to the kitchen to see her, she was preparing the ingredients.

She proudly said, "What? Don't believe me?"

"I, no. Do you want me to help?" As soon as I spoke, I found that my voice was very hoarse.

Seeing me like this, she waved her hand, "Oh, no need, just stand here and watch."

Seeing how busy she is in the kitchen, she is really not familiar with it and is in a hurry.The nose was sour, and the tears almost fell again.I didn't want her to see it, so I just pretended to turn my head away.Shiya!

"Here, let's just eat it. I only know how to scramble eggs and fried rice." She smiled shyly.

I was moved for a while, and I couldn't refuse her intention, so I reluctantly ate two bites.She watched me eat, smiled, and lowered her head to eat.

After taking a bite, he frowned, "Ah! Bah, it's so salty, too much salt!"

"Huh?" I tasted it carefully, and it was a bit salty.Fearing that she would blame herself, I smiled at her, "It's okay, it's okay, it's not too salty." I lowered my head and started eating.

She moved my plate away, "Oh, don't force yourself, if it tastes bad, don't eat it. Oh, I'm really useless, fried eggs and fried rice still make it like this."

Thinking that she was still hungry, I really had no appetite, so I fried another plate for her.Seeing that I don't have an appetite, she is not in the mood to eat, and eats a meal uncomfortably.

Lying on the bed, not knowing what time it is, staring at the ceiling in the dark in a daze, but not daring to turn over, for fear of waking Shiya up.In fact, for almost a week, I didn't sleep well, or I didn't dare to sleep, afraid that I would never see my brother again when I woke up.Or if he falls asleep, he will be awakened by nightmares, and the dreams are always scenes of various brother burials.

I just feel so tired, that string is always tense, so tight that I can't breathe.

"Still can't sleep?" Shiya asked softly in the darkness.It turned out that she wasn't asleep either.

I sighed heavily, "Yeah. Can't sleep."

She sat up without turning on the light. "Qingshan, you can't do this, your body won't be able to bear it if you continue like this."

I lay down and didn't want to move, "But, I really can't sleep. Shiya, I, I'm so scared, scared, wake up, brother has left me."

"You are torturing yourself, why don't you think about it, if you wake up, he might be fine."

I know she is comforting me.However, this kind of thing is clear to the bystanders.

She turned on the desk lamp by the bed, it was orange and very soft.Then I went to bed, came in after a while, brought me a glass of water, and - a medicine!

"Is this?" I'm not sick.

"Sleeping pills," she explained. "Take one and it won't do much harm."

what!

What surprised me was how she had this kind of medicine in her home.Do you also suffer from insomnia?

"Eat it. You can sleep well after eating." Seeing that I was still hesitating, "Can I still harm you?"

I shook my head, took the medicine from her hand, and swallowed it.I'm not worried that she will harm me, but heartache.Can't tell what it hurts.For brother? Or for her?

Lying down again, the lights were on, "You, why do you still have these at home?"

"Oh, my dad is a doctor, so it's not unusual to have medicine in the house at all times." She answered irrelevantly.

"Uncle, I probably didn't know you had sleeping pills!"

She turned sideways and looked at me, "What are you going to say?"

"I...I" I know, in fact, you are not as free and easy as you appear on the surface.

There was another burst of sadness in my heart.You are so lonely, and I am so helpless, but we can only redeem ourselves by ourselves.Helpless, the world is unpredictable.

The eyelids became very heavy, and when I looked up at the orange light again, it was so beautiful that I was dizzy.I tried to see Shiya's face clearly, and wanted to hug her, but her face became more and more blurred, and finally disappeared into my eyes.

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I don't know if it was because of being too tired or because of the effect of sleeping pills, but I actually had a good night's sleep.Wake up, it's almost noon.The room was quiet, Shi Ya seemed to be absent.

When I got up, I saw a note left on the coffee table, "Even if you don't have an appetite, you still have to drink milk. If you are bored, you can watch DVDs or listen to music. I will go to school and ask the teacher for leave. I will come back to accompany you later."

There was warmth in my heart.Poetry!

Seeing that she didn't bring her mobile phone, I used her mobile phone to call my cousin. Today is the eighth day of the week.Brother, what happened?

"Hey, brother, it's me, sister."