taste time

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Tossing and turning on the bed, feeling like being scratched by a cat, unable to fall asleep.Finally sat up and opened the window to let the wind blow.I haven't responded to Cheng Yu's text messages.If I don't reply and still go to Shiya tomorrow, will he give up confessing? If Shiya likes him too, will Shiya blame me? But, in case, he succeeds in confessing, then, I What should I do? I really can't imagine Shi Ya and Cheng Yu becoming boyfriend and girlfriend, and it hurts when I think about it.The three of us will eat together in the future? How is that possible!

After thinking for a long time, I still replied "I promise you not to go to her".Just because I don't look for her doesn't mean she can't come to me.Besides, I also want to know how Huang Shiya chooses.

A whole morning passed, and Shi Ya didn't send a message or call me. I kept holding back whether I should ask her.The summer before yesterday, they told me that they booked a private room at the ktv, and naturally they wanted to go to get together, but today, none of them called me, and they didn't tell me whether they still wanted to go or not.

My heart is crazy. huang Shiya, what are you doing?

I couldn't hold back until noon and sent her a message, "Shiya, what are you doing?"

After a while, Shiya replied, "Cheng Yu is pulling me to play basketball at school. Brother Yuan and the others don't see each other, and they don't answer the phone calls. It's so boring just two of us playing basketball. What are you doing?"

Ah.He does understand you.First pull you to play ball, then definitely go to have a candlelight dinner, and then take the opportunity to confess your love and hug each other.

Ah! stop now, stop now.Stop thinking! Stop thinking!. . . . . .

I shook my head vigorously and told myself not to think about it.Thinking about it again makes me feel like I'm going crazy.

You can't read a book, and you can't stand or sit.Sitting on pins and needles is probably my situation at this time.It was easy to stay up until almost night.

No, no, love is selfish, I can't control that much anymore.

Holding the mobile phone, he sent a text message to Shi Ya, "I'll wait for you downstairs at your house." Holding the shoes, he ran out.Mom said in the kitchen, "It's getting dark, why don't you go out and do something?"

"I'll be back in a minute, don't wait for me to eat."

It was almost seven o'clock when we arrived downstairs at her house.It's getting dark, the lights of the whole city are on, and the cars on the road are coming and going, probably in a hurry to go home.I ran upstairs to have a look, and when I knocked on the door, I really hoped that she had come back.After knocking for a long time, there was no answer, and it seemed that he hadn't come back yet. I felt an indescribable loss and sadness in my heart.Just wait for her at the door.

People who got off work came back one after another, and when they saw me squatting at the door, they all gave me appraising looks, and some people asked me what I was doing squatting here.I Nuonuo explained that I was waiting for someone.

I couldn't bear the gazes of those people, so I ran downstairs again.Sitting on the chair, the wind blows slowly, without the heat of the day.The eyes have been looking around, hoping to see Shiya's figure appearing in the distance.Or maybe staring at every taxi and bus, hoping she'd get out of it.A couple passed by me arm in arm, a few children left in front of me, and another couple sat on the chair next to me and rubbed each other's ears. . . . . .I silently turned my head to the side.

Cars, not only how many cars passed by, but she was never there.

I think of Wen Tingyun's words that I have learned, "Thousands of sails are not enough, but the slanting light is flowing and the water is long."I used to think this scene was too sad, but I didn't expect to experience it myself now.

Didn't you see my message and didn't know that I was waiting for you? Or, you were immersed in his sweet words and forgot about me?

Suddenly thought about the phone, thought it was Shiya, and was overjoyed.Open it and see it's mom. "Hello, Mom."

"Where are you? Come back for dinner soon."

"I'm here with my classmate, I'll be back in a while, you and dad should have an early rest, don't wait for me."

"Are you on the side of the road? Why is your place so noisy?" Maybe I heard the sound of a car beside me.

"Yeah. I'll go back right away. I'll take care of my safety. Don't worry." After hanging up the phone, I felt irritated.

Look at the time, 22:13.Ah.It's so late, don't you want to come back!

The heart is slowly sinking.

Suddenly the phone rang again, but it was Dad. "dad."

"What time is it! Are you still reluctant to come back? I just know that I am playing and going crazy all day..." Dad spoke to me on the other end of the phone.

"I'll be right back, you guys go to bed first." I tried to hold back and said.

"Come back right away, or don't come back" and hung up the phone all of a sudden.

"I......"

I feel like a fire is burning inside me.I'm about to explode.

The lights around me had already been turned off, and when the wind blew again, I realized how cold it was.Squatting on the ground and putting my hands on my arms, it was still so cold.I feel like my teeth are fighting, and my heart is desolate.I suddenly don't know what I'm sad about? Sad that she has a boyfriend? Or, sad that she values ​​sex over friends?

Ah.

Tears dripped down one by one, and dripped on the bare arms, bursts of heat, as if scalded.Am I still waiting?

I was going to leave like this, but when I looked back, I saw the shoes on the chair.Today is her birthday.

Put the shoes at her door and hurried downstairs.Only to find that two people came from not far away.Who else could it be if it wasn't Huang Shiya and Cheng Yu! They seemed to be talking and didn't see me.Seeing their intimacy, my heart feels like being stabbed by a needle a few times, the pain is so painful that I can't breathe.

Not wanting to disturb them, he planned to leave quietly from the side.Tears flowed hotly across his cheeks like broken threads.Almost running, I just want to get out of here quickly.

"Forest?" It seemed that Shiya was calling me from behind.He didn't look back and didn't want to talk to her.

"Qingshan, is that you?" I was still running.

"Yang Qingshan! Stop!" She caught up with me in a few strokes.

She asked curiously, "Why are you here?"

Why am I here? I'm crazy to be here.

Seeing that I ignored her, she stood in front of me, and seeing me crying like this, she might also be frightened. "What’s wrong with you?"

I wiped it with my hand, but still ignored her.She also seemed very upset, "You talk. What's the matter?"

What's wrong? What's wrong with me? You ask me what's wrong?

I was also angry, almost in a questioning tone, "Cheng Yu confessed to you?"

She didn't expect me to ask such a question, and she began to look away, "You know."

Ah.I more than know.Staring at her, the tone is very bad, "then you agreed?" I know that my words are too aggressive, but I can't help it.Seeing her evasive expression, she probably agreed.

She didn't answer, which seemed to be the default.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you still here so late?"

Looks like she didn't see my message.Too.How can I take care of me.I pulled her hand off my arm, "It has nothing to do with you, just stay with him." I didn't want to stay any longer.

She has never seen my expression like this, and she is also angry. "Yang Qingshan, stop there, speak clearly if you have anything to say! You are so yin and yang."

I stopped, looked back at her, my heart was like a knife, "Huang Shiya, I have nothing to do with you from now on, you and Cheng Yu can be together." I don't know my expression at the moment, but I plan to Smile and bless her.I actually have a lot of things to say, isn’t it always written like this in novels, you have to smile and wish the other person happiness, I can’t be by your side in the future, you have to be good with him. . . . . .However, I really don't know what to say.I thought that at least we would not be able to separate until we graduated, but I didn't expect it.

She sneered, "Oh, you mean, no marriage?"

Absent āo? Heh.I never thought of breaking up with you.I don't mean to break up, I just want to stop bothering you, "whatever you want."

No argument, I just want to leave.Unexpectedly, she walked over and gave me a "slap" slap, and I was stunned.I forgot that she was a mix-up.It's just that I didn't feel any pain, and I knew she wasn't trying.She was also very angry, and grabbed my arm, "Oh, Yang Qingshan, I really underestimated you, because of this man you want to break up with me. You like Cheng Yu to find him by yourself, but I didn't expect you You actually want to break up with me. After getting along for so long, who the hell do you think I am, Huang Shiya?" She has never spoken to me in this tone, and I would have been shocked if she hadn't been angry.His arm hurts, and he seems to be really angry.