taste time

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"You don't need to persuade me, I won't go, I have to walk my own way, you are in No. [-] Middle School because your grades are good, and my grades are so bad, why go in? Isn't it a waste of money."

He seemed to have a point.But I always feel that something is wrong. "Okay, I don't persuade you, I just ask you a few questions, and I will never say anything more if you understand the answer."

"What are you asking?"

"First, why do you want to learn how to repair cars? Hobbies? I remember you hated that profession when you were young."

"This...because..." Seeing his hesitation, it seems that there is indeed a problem.

"Okay, next question. Who is that person I met today? You seem to have a good relationship. He asked you to go to a middle school to repair cars?" I just tried it casually, but he suddenly became nervous .Quickly defend him, "It has nothing to do with him, it has nothing to do with him, please keep your voice down."

snort.Explanation is to cover up whether you understand clearly, not to mention that your explanation is not very clever.

I said "Oh", obviously in disbelief. "Okay. Last question, don't you have something to tell me. What is it?"

"I...I don't know how to say it." He lowered his head heavily again.

Well. "You can say whatever you want."

He was silent for a while, and he didn't know whether he was planning to say nothing or was thinking about how to say it.Looking at him like this, maybe he really has difficulties, but my three questions, hehe. "Then don't talk about it, just answer the first two. If you are satisfied, I will go back tomorrow. I promise not to say a word about you."

After a while, as if he had made up his mind, he lowered his head and said dully, "Sister, I think I should be the same kind of person as you."

"What?" Inexplicable.

He seemed to mean something.

what!

I seem to understand what he is referring to.When he saw me last year, I felt like he saw through me.

I couldn't believe it, and stared at him, trying to find a negative answer from his dodging eyes.I just wish I was thinking too much.

"What are you talking about? Say it clearly!" The tone was a little harsh.

The atmosphere suddenly became tense, and I felt my palms were already wet.how could be?

He also put away his usual carefree expression, stood up and opened the door with a dignified look.And his series of actions further confirmed my guess.He knows I'm gay, and he, too!

"Sister, let's go out and talk." It seems that Uncle and the others haven't slept yet.

I hesitated and nodded.I have to figure it out.

When the door was opened, my aunt shouted from her room: "Who wants to go out in the middle of the night?"

I hurriedly answered at the door, "Auntie, it's me, I suddenly want to eat ice cream, my brother will accompany me to buy it."

"What ice cream are you eating so late, be careful if you eat too much and your stomach hurts."

"It's okay, I just have a sudden craving. I'll pay attention."

My aunt doesn't have a daughter, so she always loves me very much, "Then eat less and come back to sleep earlier."

"Well. Don't worry. You guys go to bed early."

Finally, down the stairs.Or buy an ice cream for show, all the way without words.This is totally unexpected.why?

"Sister, do you like that short-haired girl?"

I bowed my head and continued to add ice cream, without answering.The heart sank little by little.Am I being too obvious?

Ask back, "What about you, do you like that boy I met during the day?"

When mentioning him, the cousin smiled. "I'm already with him."

"What!" I was dumbfounded again.You are not yet 16! You are so young, do you really understand love? Let alone gay!

"I don't believe it. You just think it's fun. How can you be gay? People nowadays regard it as a fashion, how old are you!"

My disbelief made him excited all of a sudden. "It's true. Sister, when you liked that girl, you were very young. Don't you really like her, but think it's fun?"

Again I am speechless.Play? If I just play, will I be so painful? Once Shiya did not believe that there would be true love between the same sex, and I was almost heartbroken.But now I just blatantly deny my cousin's love, no wonder he is so excited.Just compare your heart with your heart.

However, I still want to believe it.I can accept that I am gay, but I cannot calmly accept that my relatives are also heterogeneous.How? Such a coincidence?

☆、Is it hereditary?

Silence, I have been silent.The cousin was a little angry, "Sister, you don't believe me? If you are too, then I thought you would understand my current mood, but you don't believe me!"

How could I not understand.I just don't want to believe it. "How do you know you are?"

Unexpectedly, I would ask this question, so I hesitated, "During the first year of junior high school, there was a girl in my class who said she liked me."

"And then?" I looked at him.He looked at the fountain in front of him, "I'm not happy at all, just sick."

I was looking for reasons for him, "That's why you felt that way when you were young." He turned to look at me.

"Later, a new classmate came to the class. He was very shy and didn't like to talk. I often teased him, and gradually became inseparable from him. Hearing his classmates jokingly put him and a female classmate together, I felt very uncomfortable. .I didn’t know why I was like this at the time, and then he turned away again, and I felt empty in my heart during that time.”

"Maybe it's just that you regard him as your best friend, and that's why you're so disappointed." In fact, I don't think this sentence is very convincing.I haven't experienced that feeling myself.I can't bear her having ambiguous jokes with other people, and I'm even more afraid that one day she will just leave without saying a word.

"Sister, is this how you convinced yourself? I still clearly remember that girl with short hair went to Hainan last year, and you sat on the sofa with your mobile phone. Aren't you sad at that time? I can tell Guessing that you are the same, it is because I have experienced this kind of feeling. But sister, you have to deny me all the time, don’t I know myself, don’t I?”

I was speechless.

Looking at him, I suddenly wanted to cry. "Why? Why? Why are we so pathetic, why am I? Why are you too?"

No wonder he was very sympathetic to my eyes.But, he was still so young, I thought he didn't understand.It turned out that he knew everything.It's just that the pain is beyond words, how did he get here!

"Sister, do you know about my aunt?"

"Aunt? Do you mean Aunt Fang?" We have three aunts, and Aunt Fang has been dead for many years.

Seeing him nodding, I shook my head, "I don't know." Aunt Fang is a taboo in the family.When I went back to my grandfather's house when I was a child, when I looked through the family photos, Aunt Fang's position was torn off.I asked my grandpa, but I was scolded by my grandpa and told me not to mention my aunt again.Come back and ask mom.Mom just shook her head and told me not to ask.Later, I gradually forgot.I only remember my aunt working in a hair salon. She often wears big wavy hair, big hoop earrings, and high-heeled leather shoes.These were not very popular at the time, maybe they were modern at that time.I often see me laughing, a very cheerful person.Later, he committed suicide by throwing himself into a river, but his body was never found.

"Aunt Fang, what's wrong with her?" It seems that my cousin knows something.

"Aunt Fang, she, she also likes us, likes the same sex." Cousin Nuonuo said.It shocked me even more.

how come!

"How do you know? You can't talk nonsense." My cousin is younger than me, and even I don't know. How did he know?