taste time

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Soon, everything was back on track, with classes, meals, and sleep every day.The life of three points and one line has resumed.Unexpectedly, under the peaceful life, there was a public opinion disturbance in the school.

I saw this photo on Yuzhu mobile phone.Two girls in the third year of our school kissed in public in the corridor.For a while, there was an uproar in the school.I heard from them that there was a girl who had studied in college for a year and felt that her major was not good enough, so she went back to school to repeat her senior year of high school.I don't know if it's because the university life is too open, but she actually fell in love with another girl in their class, and even dared to kiss in public.

There was a lot of discussion in the class:

"Zuzu, girls are too open now." A classmate said.

"Oh, it's so disgusting. Thinking of that scene, I've got goosebumps all over the floor..." Someone interjected.

"I think it's just a pervert."

"That's right. If her parents found out and didn't beat her to death. If I had a daughter who did such a thing, I wouldn't recognize her."

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I listened from the side, feeling a little breathless.Their words, like needles, seem to be talking about me in every sentence.I couldn't stand it anymore, so I stood up and ran out.The same table shouted "Hey, why are you going?"

Will this be my future too? What about homosexuality? Is there something in your way? Who stipulated that women can only fall in love with men?

Abnormal! Disgusting! These two words, like two big mountains, weigh me down for a while.Tears fell silently down her cheeks.Suddenly I started to regret, why am I gay? Why am I falling in love with Huang Shiya? But, falling in love, I can't be independent, me. . . . . .I can't help myself.If there is no huang Shiya, I will. . . . . .I really can't imagine what else is worth nostalgic about my high school life.Heart, it hurts! Is this also the feeling of falling in love with someone? Painful, but willing.It's bitter, but it's sweet.

Suddenly he was very concerned about Huang Shiya's opinion.Does she feel sick too? Does she feel perverted too?

Shi Ya called me to have dinner, and I cried in the grove until my eyes were red and swollen, and my voice was hoarse.I didn't want her to see me like this, so I just sent a text message saying that I don't feel well and don't want to eat now, and let her eat by herself.I'm afraid that she will ask me what's wrong, and I will be unable to control myself for a while, and say everything.

Unexpectedly, she sent a text message to ask me where I was after a while, and said to go to the classroom to find me, but I was not there.It's hard for her, she really cares about me.But I just don't want her to see me now, I just want to be alone.No text messages, turn off the phone.

At an age when you shouldn't be in love, you still fall in love with someone you shouldn't be in love with.This feeling can only be carried by me alone.This pain can only be borne by me.

Poetry.If you knew that I not only regarded you as a friend, but also had wrong thoughts about you, would you still care about me so much?

In the afternoon there is another physical education class, so I really don't want to go.I was afraid of seeing Huang Shiya, and also afraid of hearing the gossip of those people in the class.I went to the infirmary to buy a lot of medicine, and then took them to the physical education teacher to ask for leave, and then told the monitor, the monitor saw me taking such a big bag of medicine, and said with concern, "have a good rest".I don't want to hang around outside anymore, I plan to go back to the dormitory to do my homework, but I can't read a single word of the book on the table, and I don't want to force myself to read it, so I just lie on the bed and stare at the ceiling , I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to listen to anything, I just want to lie quietly like this.

Lying down, I actually fell asleep. I felt like I had a lot of dreams, which were very chaotic, but when I thought about it carefully, I couldn't remember anything.I vaguely heard Shiya calling me.Hehe, she came into my dream.

"Qingshan. Qingshan. Get up quickly. If you are sick, you have to go to the hospital. Don't lie down." I felt that she was shaking me, and I sat up all of a sudden.Shiya is really in front of me, as well as Liu Xin and Yunmei.It was not a dream.

"Get up, I'll go to the hospital with you. Hurry up."

"Huh?" I fell asleep for a while.

"Aren't you feeling sick? The phone was turned off when I called you, and I didn't see you when I went to the classroom. Get up, you have to go to the hospital if you are sick." She urged again.

Uh.

I was actually pretending to be sick.He hurriedly said: "It's okay, I'm fine now." Seeing that they were all here, he asked again: "Is PE class over?"

All three of them looked at me speechlessly.Yunmei said: "I got off early, now it's almost time for evening self-study."

"Ah?" Busily checking the time with my watch, it's already six o'clock! God, I actually skipped the whole afternoon class! There are physics and chemistry in the afternoon!!!

I have been depressed for two days, and I heard them say that the school's handling of this matter has come down.One was expelled from school, and the other was given a demerit.I also heard from them that the person who was demerited had very good grades, and at least he could get a heavy grade without any accidents.I find it ironic to hear this news. Everyone knows that high school demerits can be revoked.It's obviously a flower affair between two people, but only one person can taste the bitter fruit in the end.Is this true love? It's not fair!

Walking side by side with Shiya, I was thinking about how to speak.

She pushed me, "Hey, what are you thinking? So obsessed."

I. . . . . . "Have you heard about those two high school seniors?" I showed a gossiping expression.I can only pretend to be gossip!

"The girls in our class talk about it every day, and it's hard not to hear it."

I said softly again: "I heard that one dropped out of school and the other was demerited."

"Hmph, the school's leaders discriminate against poor students at all! It's obviously the fault of two people, obviously favoring the one with the better grades."

I didn't answer, and walked quietly again.There are a few stars in the sky, and the orange street lamps on the side of the road stretch the shadows very long.I mustered up the courage to ask: "Shiya, do you think homosexuality is disgusting?" I was afraid that she would notice it, and I was afraid that she would say it was disgusting.At this age, puppy love, divorce, and abortion are still relatively taboo topics.Not to mention the word homosexual.

She smiled and tapped me: "Are you rotten too?"

I also quickly smiled and said: "What are you talking about. I just want to know your opinion." Rot!

She thought for a while, then asked me: "Do you think these two high school seniors are really in love?"

this. . . . . .I shake my head.If they were really in love, they wouldn't kiss in public.They didn't think about each other at all, it was just a whim.

Shiya looked at me and shook her head: "That's not over yet!"

I understand the implication! She smiled wryly in her heart. It turned out that she didn’t feel disgusted, but that she simply didn’t believe in love between the same sex! It seemed that a bucket of cold water had been poured on her, and it cooled from head to toe, and slowly cooled down to the bottom of her heart.

When I first realized that I liked Huang Shiya, I was very confused.I searched for information everywhere, hoping to find a description that could clarify my state of mind at that time.I saw an explanation of the word "Lily" on the Internet: AUO is supreme, but love is not enough.

hehe.No one can understand my mood at this time.She didn't believe it at all, and few people could believe it at all.

It's a little ridiculous, I was worried that she would think I was disgusting, but it turned out that she didn't believe it at all.It's as if you have done something wrong, and you have been brooding in your heart all the time, and then try your best to admit your mistake to the other party, hoping that the other party will forgive you, but the result of your apology is that the other party does not know where you are wrong at all! It is inexplicable.Yes, that is the word inexplicable!

One is in fear, one is inexplicably sad, and the other is crazy about love.Turns out it was just wishful thinking on my part.Yes, it was just wishful thinking on my part.

but I. . . . . .Really, can't let go.Really, there is no turning back.

No, I'm going to tell her.At least let her understand my heart.I don't want to carry it silently like this anymore, every time she says that she treats me as a friend, her heart feels like a needle pricks her heart.

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