taste time

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I want you to understand, but I'm afraid you will understand.I sing this song with my heart, Shiya, do you understand?

The days have returned to calm.In addition to sleeping and eating every day, I just read a book for a while.Recently, I have become obsessed with modern poetry for some reason, especially Gu Cheng's. When I have nothing to do, I also like to write random nonsense:

i stand in front of you

You say, go back.it's raining

Beware of getting wet

Actually, you don't know

It's not the rain that's disconnected

It's not the clothes that get wet

But

Acacia!

. . . . . .

You said, bitter gourd is so bitter

I shook my head and said

Not at all

Please, taste with your heart

You say, it's still bitter!

I chuckle. . . . . .

But it is as sweet as it is.

I often stare out the window in a daze while writing, or stare blankly at the sky and giggle.

The whole morning passed in a daze, and I slept for a while at noon, and woke up feeling empty, so I changed my shoes and went downstairs to the newly opened supermarket.I was hesitating whether to take advantage of the discount to buy more yogurt and go home when someone patted me on the shoulder.Looking back, I almost didn't recognize it, it turned out to be Ye Zi. "Yezi! It's you. When did you come back?" I didn't have any friends when I was young, only Ye Zi came to me from time to time. After graduating from junior high school, I haven't seen her for almost a year.She has changed a lot, wearing high-heeled sandals, perming her hair, and applying red nail polish to her fingers and toes.The only word I can think of is maturity, no wonder I almost didn't recognize it.She also smiled and said, "It's only been a few days since I came back." I nodded my head "Oh", but I didn't know what to say for a while.She looked at her phone and said, "It's still early, let's go to the coffee shop next door and have a cup of coffee." I nodded again with a "huh". "Huh? Coffee?" She pulled me and walked side by side. I don't know if it was because she was wearing high heels, she was much taller than me.

Ye Zi's family background is about the same as mine. We used to be relatively frugal, but now she ordered two cups of the shop's signature coffee. Seeing her skillful movements, I was a little surprised.

They didn't talk to each other for a while, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.I tried to find a topic, "Why are you so late on vacation? We are about to start school."

She was looking down at her mobile phone, and said lightly: "It's been a long vacation, and I went to a friend's house to play for a few days." She emphasized the word "friend", it seems that she is a boyfriend.I said "Oh" again, and didn't know what to say.Just as she was embarrassed, her phone rang.Just right, the atmosphere has been eased.

Probably the other end was asking her what she was doing, she glanced at me, "Are you drinking coffee with friends?" I smiled at her and continued to drink my coffee, and she said again: "Oh, of course it's a woman, Really, you don't even believe me." His expression seemed to be a little angry, but I could tell it was faking.The other party seemed to be still reluctant, and heard Ye Zi say: "Either you still don't believe me, or I will let her tell you." If I still don't understand, I am really stupid.He didn't speak, and after listening to them continue talking for a long time, he thought of Shi Ya again, and it always took ten minutes to call her.

I don't know what the other party said, but I heard Ye Zi say "Oh, why are you like this, I hang up." The other party talked for a while, Ye Zi looked up at me again, and said softly: "I love you .” and hung up the phone.I don't know if she wanted me to hear it on purpose, but I heard it anyway.I'd be really stupid if I didn't see that she was showing off.puppy love.It is a taboo among parents and teachers, but it is fashionable among students.It can prove that you are attractive.

"Boyfriend?" I just don't know what to say to gossip.In the past, I would definitely gossip about her sincerely, but now I don't have the heart to gossip about her.She nodded embarrassedly, but in fact she obviously wanted me to know.

"Do you really love him?" I didn't believe this sentence, so I said the word "love" easily.

She nodded again.

It was boring anyway, so I asked again: "Ye Zi, what's it like to fall in love with someone?" I wanted to see what she had to say.How can I not know what it's like to be in love with someone.Ye Zi seemed to be thinking seriously, then shook her head: "I don't know, I'm thinking about him anyway." It's hard for me to tell the truth from the falsehood.Then Ye Zi talked about her love history there on her own, saying that her boyfriend's family is rich and handsome, and that they will go to Hawaii to settle down after they get married.I want to concentrate on listening, but I can't get interested, my mind is very distracted, and I always miss Shiya.The scene was awkward again.

Time is a butcher's knife, which kills the people, things, and hearts of the past.I didn't expect that Ye Zi and I would be so far away from each other.The helplessness in this world is that after some people are gone, you will try to keep them, but you can't keep them anymore.But the most helpless thing in the world is that some people, watching her go away, you want to keep her, but you don't have the heart to keep her.

Since then, Ye Zi and I haven't seen each other a few times, each time we just nodded and smiled at each other, and then hurried past.From then on, everything in the world.I haven't seen her since high school.Later, I heard from my mother that she dropped out of high school before finishing high school, and she was not with her high school boyfriend, but went to a distant place with a businessman about 20 years older than her, and never came back.As for whether she has become a rich wife, I will never have a chance to know.

Of course, this is something.Everyone has her own way to go, as long as it is her own choice, besides dying, you have to climb over on your knees.But in this world, how many people dare to choose to die.It's not that she doesn't have the courage to die, but that she can't die yet.

The author has something to say: Goodbye, my beloved dream girl!

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Summer vacation is coming to an end.I have never looked forward to the start of school so much, just because I think that I can be with Shiya every day again.

I thought she would come back in two days, but when I woke up in the morning and saw the message "I'm back" that she sent me at 26:[-] in the morning, I was ecstatic.This surprise came too suddenly, so I hurriedly called her to ask her, but after ringing for a long time, no one answered.God, there must be some accident, it seems that I arrived late at night, so don't encounter any bad guys? I dialed again, thinking to answer it quickly, answer it quickly.After a while, I finally remembered the lazy voice on the other end: "Hi" Hearing her voice, I breathed a sigh of relief. "Shiya, where are you? Are you okay?" She said weakly at the other end: "I was woken up by you after a long sleep, do you think I'm okay?"

Well. . . . . .I'm really a pig head, she must be sleeping. "Sorry, I just wanted to ask you when I saw your message, but I forgot that you should still be sleeping."

"It's okay, I'm very sleepy now, I'll come to you when I wake up." I forgot that she was having a bad breath.

"Then I'll come to you!" By the time you wake up, not even a day has passed.I can't wait to meet you.

She said again in a daze, "Well, that's fine. Pick up the courier office 307 outside the school."

I hung up the phone, washed my face and brushed my teeth, and watched my mother make breakfast in the kitchen. I said something to her while changing shoes at the door, "Mom, I have something to go out, and I don't want to eat." I slipped away without waiting for her answer up.I can't control whether I will be punished when I come back. I haven't seen Shiya for more than 40 days, and I can't wait.

It just so happened that it was the rush hour for commuting, so I waited at the bus station for a long time before getting on the bus, and after more than an hour of staggering on the bus, I finally arrived.I walked in a hurry at this moment, and suddenly I remembered that Shiya had said that she had a stepmother, and from her tone, her stepmother was obviously difficult to get along with.I went so hastily, I don't know if she will show me face.However, in order to see Shiya, let's show some face.He walked to the third floor in one breath.When knocking on the door, I suddenly felt a little nervous, I was about to see her, what did I say to her?

After knocking three times, I heard footsteps inside.The person I have been thinking about for more than a month, she just stood in front of me.He was still in pajamas, his hair was messed up, and he looked sleepy in pajamas.I tried my best to hold back the idea of ​​rushing up to hold her, and stayed at the door for a while.