Roommate Toxic GL

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These days, she has been thinking about what kind of birthday present she should give with the current relationship between herself and Zhen Min, so as not to look too embarrassed.

After thinking about it, I realized that what I sent now, in the eyes of Zhen Xing, probably had some intentions, right?

She thought about it for a long time, and finally spent four days editing, deleting, modifying and writing an [-]-word short story, pretending to be a birthday greeting.

Zhen Xing's response was as exciting as ever, and in the eyes of others, he still looked like the enthusiastic book fan who really loved him to the point of being a bit brain-dead.

But helplessly, Tao Mengzhu knew better than anyone else that from the moment she posted on Weibo, the roommate next door fell into a silence, as if the silence never existed, or was disappearing.

After lunch, Xiao Ritian wagged his tail and bit a broken doll.

This toy was bitten by it when the two owners were eating, and the corner of the table was covered with wet cotton. It was still holding a broken thing in its mouth, shaking its head up and down, left and right, limping and playing very well. happy.

Zhen Min strode forward to startle Xiao Ritian, then reached out and snatched the toy that had leaked out of cotton from his mouth, threw it into the trash can, and went back to the room to pick up another one under its sad gaze. New to it.

Xiao Ritian can break a toy in a few days, so Zhen Min bought a lot of them in bulk on Taobao, and all of them were ugly. At that time, she was still holding the small box of toys and said to Tao Mengzhu: "Look Look! It's ugly and cheap, and I won't feel bad if Xiao Ritian bites me casually!"

Looking at it now, the roommates are no longer as smiling anytime and anywhere as they were back then.

Tao Mengzhu sat lazily in front of the computer in a daze, without the update task, although the whole person was relaxed, but his heart could not calm down.

Usually I am tired of typing and typing, and there is always a way to catch fish. It seems that doing something casually is more comfortable than facing the document. Now that I have no words and a lot of time, I don’t know what to do.

She rarely put down the computer, lay down on the bed with her mobile phone in her arms, fell asleep in a daze, and when she woke up again, it was more than two hours later, at 07:30.

It was dark outside the window, and the neighbors were very quiet.

She washed her face, sat on the bed in a daze for a long time, finally squatted down in the cabinet under the bed and found four novels, which she promised to give to Zhen Xing, and waited until today day.

With these four books in her arms, she got up and walked to the next room, while Zhen Xing was wearing earphones at the moment, browsing the webpage intently, completely unaware of the arrival of Tao Mengzhu outside the room.

Tao Mengzhu originally wanted to go forward and deliver the book to Zhen Xing, and asked her how long she planned to cook instant noodles tonight, but unexpectedly, after a few steps closer, her footsteps suddenly stagnated unconsciously following her gaze.

She saw that there were many photos of rooms on the webpage that Zhen Xun browsed, and under each chapter, there were corresponding monthly rent prices.

Sure enough, do you still have to go...

Tao Mengzhu stood two meters away from Zhen Xing, with a complicated expression that was hard to describe.

In the next second, Zhen Min seemed to sense someone behind him, and hastily closed all the webpages, turned around and looked at Tao Mengzhu with a surprised face, his face was trying to hide it, and Tao Mengzhu didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Tao Mengzhu suddenly remembered the girl who left in a hurry when she learned that she was gay when she was in college, and rented a room off campus.

She still remembered that when the girl brought her boyfriend to the dormitory to help move things, her eyes were full of disgust and disgust.

I also like it, so is it necessary to distinguish between high and low?

The same love, can it really become so unreasonable and impossible to cross because of gender issues?

Since you have already thought about leaving, why should you care about her mood?

Since you are already afraid of being together, why should you care about her eyes?

She would rather Zhen Min just leave with a disgusted face like that college roommate back then, instead of secretly planning to disappear in her world forever one day while taking care of her emotions.

"Are you so afraid of me?" Tao Mengzhu put the book in his hand on the computer desk.

"No, it's not..." Zhen Xing rubbed his fingers nervously, and said, "I, I just took a look."

"What about after reading it? If you find the right one, move out, right? You don't even need to tell me." Tao Mengzhu suddenly couldn't control her emotions, even though she had already made enough preparations before that. Mentally prepare to face the alienation from Zhen Xing.

However, it was only at this moment that she realized that those preparations were like a bunch of Buddhist feet that had not been reviewed before the college entrance examination, and it was useless.

She has long been used to losing, and she is also extremely calm.

But she, who has been calm for so many years, doesn't know how to calm down at this moment.

She couldn't do it, she couldn't face this situation calmly and nonchalantly, she felt that God had a grudge against her, always holding everything in front of her, and when she was most reluctant to let go its taken away.

"Zhen Xing, stop pretending, let's all stop pretending." She said, her eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"..."

"I like you and want to spend my whole life with you. I don't have many things, a house that I hope to keep you forever, and a future that I am willing to be at your disposal." She said, paused, and said: "In Before I met you, I never thought about how I should live in the future, I just wanted to get through every day, but these days I have thought a lot, in those imaginary, unrealistic futures, you are everywhere, Without exception... I hope that those things don't just exist in my own imagination, but can really come true one day in the future."

"Maybe you don't know that the first day you came to this house broke my self-righteous freedom and challenged all my bottom lines. I thought life would become worse and worse because of you, but the fact is that I have lived for 23 years, and I have been sensible for more than ten years. This year is the first year that I finally stop hating myself." Tao Mengzhu said, taking a deep breath, "In the past, some people always said that I am self-inflicted and self-abandoning. Medicine can cure you, but in fact, none of them have seen you..."

Her eyes were red: "I have always been a very bad person. I am lazy, slow to do things, have trouble communicating, and have a bad temper... I have thought about it for a long time, am I really worthy of you, and the answer is, Not everything is so absolute."

The economy is the distance between people, but it is not an insurmountable gap.

"What a man can give you, except for children, I can give you. I have a house and don't need you to struggle. I have my own income, which will not affect your current quality of life. I will not leave early and return late" Tired from work all day' This reason makes you serve me, I will not disappear all day long, as long as you need it, I will definitely be there on call. I am willing to travel with you, I am willing to take you out and home, I am willing to listen You have nothing to yell at the computer, and I would rather try to learn a lot of things with you that I have never done before, for example, we can try to cook some simple meals and refuse to only eat takeaway for the rest of our lives..."

"It's not easy for two people to support each other until they grow old together, but I'm ready to work hard to fulfill the promise of growing old together. As long as you agree, I can go all out."

Zhen Min still maintained his original surprised expression, and after hearing so many words, he was still in a daze.

"I know, you all know... If you don't want to, you can refuse, and you don't need to care about my feelings." Tao Mengzhu said with a wry smile, and said: "Anyway, I'm ready... From the beginning, I will Didn't have much expectations."

Instead of killing this relationship with a knife, it is better to have a clean end.

Finally said all the words in her heart, she looked at Zhen Min, feeling an indescribable joy in her heart, but also an unexplainable sadness.

When that layer of paper is punctured, is it possible to put it back as if nothing happened?