The awkward me and the rational she

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But it seems like it's only been 5 minutes.

The car has stopped.Gu Yi turned to look at me with a smile in his eyes.I avoided her sight and pretended to be cheerful and said: "Then I'm leaving! Thank you for picking me up today! You are such a nice person!" while unfastening my seat belt.

Gu Yi laughed and said, "You are really the same as before."

At this time, the hand I was undoing the seat belt accidentally knocked off the little red on my lap, and I was about to pick it up when I heard Gu Yi say, "I'll do it."

She supported my backrest with her right hand, and stretched out her left hand to grope for my right foot. Her whole body was almost lying on my lap, and I could even feel her exhaled breath touching my thigh.I seemed to hold my breath unconsciously. It wasn't until she picked up Xiaohong, patted the flannelette wrapped outside, and handed it to me, that I regained my senses and continued to breathe.

After a hasty farewell, I went upstairs and went home.

As soon as I entered the door, my mother frowned slightly and asked softly: "Mom was watering the flowers just now. How do you see that you got out of a red car? Did you call your boyfriend?"

I smiled speechlessly and said, "It's not a boyfriend, it's..." Gu Yi's name almost blurted out, so I quickly changed my words, "It's a colleague you don't know."

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☆, the reason for divorce

Seeing my mother's expression of hesitating to speak, I went back to my room and closed the door and lay down on the excuse of motion sickness.

It's that expression again.It's that expression again!

I punched hard on the bed, as if it would make me feel better.

For me, this expression is the beginning of the end of a relationship.It was this expression when they told me they were going to divorce; it was this expression that led me to decide to break up with Gu Yi.

It was the day before the official start of the third year of high school.I invited Gu Yi to come to my house to play. After dinner, I sent Gu Yi to the station and came back. This expression greeted me.

"Baby, come and talk to Mommy."

I thought it was to tell me that I should study hard in the third year of high school, so I sat down.

My mother didn't speak for a long time, and the expression of hesitating to speak made me gradually feel uneasy.

"What are you going to say?"

"Hmm..." She didn't know what to say, and hesitated for a few seconds before saying, "Mom knows that Gu Yi is a very good child, with good grades and good manners. But... no matter how good a friend is, There should be boundaries."

I didn't expect to talk about Guyi.I seem to have a presentiment that she has discovered a cloud of dark secrets in the depths of my heart.My heart was beating hard, pumping my blood savagely through my veins.

"I don't know what you're talking about, I'm going to study." I wanted to avoid this conversation, I stood up and was about to leave, but my wrist was pulled.

"The person in your diary!" She raised her voice suddenly, then lowered it immediately after a pause, becoming hesitant and cautious, "Is it Gu Yi?"

I slammed her hand away and shouted at her angrily: "You peeked at my diary?! You!"

I saw tears welling up in her eyes.For a moment, I recalled my diary like a flashing lantern. I don’t know when, those words and sentences began to surround another person, narrating the actions of that person. Every day, I changed from recording one person’s journal to recording two personal account...

"Is it her!"

"No! No! What are you talking about! I can't stand you!" I turned and left.

"...This afternoon! I saw it all!" She threw out this sentence like a broken jar.

I froze in place.

this afternoon.The weather was very hot, I went out to buy ice cream, and when I came back, I saw Guyi lying on my desk and fell asleep.

Her head rests on her left arm, her right hand rests on an open book.She is lying in the sun, and her sleeping posture reminds me of the "quiet girl like her sister" in the Book of Songs.I remember that she once told me that the beauty of the Book of Songs is that these sentences will always jump into my mind at a certain accidental moment, maybe this is the case now.

I approached her lightly, took a closer look at her eyelashes and the bridge of her nose, and wanted to smell her face nervously.I leaned closer, getting closer and closer, and then, in a mysterious way, I touched her cheek with my lips...

Unexpectedly, my mother saw these behaviors that I didn't understand, like doing something shameful in front of the person I most wanted to hide.I was flustered and didn't know how to explain it, so I could only stand there, at a loss.

My mother walked up to me and looked at me.I also looked at her, watched her cry, and watched the expressions of sadness, fear, begging, etc. appear on her face at the same time.I've never seen her look like this, even when they divorced, she never showed such helplessness and fear.so hopeless.

"Mom hopes you have a good future, it doesn't matter if you are ordinary, don't... don't..." She didn't go on, just stared at me, shaking her head while weeping.

Out of nowhere, I started crying too.I think I may have done something wrong to make this person who has been taking care of me so heartbroken.

At that time, my thought was, if only Gu Yi and I kept a distance to stop her tears, then I have no choice.

Now, heh, I just got back in touch with Gu Yi, and this expression again?

And this time, I won't be like last time.I didn't do anything shameful or outrageous, I just followed my inner will.Can't I? Is it a sin? Whose sin?

Then the weekend is over and another week of hard work begins.

I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw this week's worksheet.Except for the 120-minute educational psychology training class in the morning and the 90-minute group counseling on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, the rest of the time is full of case consultations!

At this time, Sister Tang sent a message: "Xiao You, are you disobedient to Teacher Cai?"

Sister Tang is the senior who reminded me that Teacher Cai was slippery.I replied to her: "She asked me to take over on Saturday, but I didn't come, haha."

Sister Tang came back quickly: "You don't know her tricks, do you? You are a real warrior, so brave!"

"I'm tired of loving..."

"Don't skip the level and sue the people above! The last time an intern sued Mr. Cai, it was clicked!"

"...I see, thank you Tang sister for telling me this..."

……

So, the day flew by.After three lectures, a group assistant, and three cases, two of which were newly referred to me, I could only use my meal time to prepare at a magical speed.What's even more amazing is that I'm still alive, I still have the ability to think, and I still remember to contact Guyi.

"I baked some cookies over the weekend, I can drop by school to get you some, uh, if you want..."

arrived.Have read.

Soon, Gu Yi replied to me: "Okay, thank you, I'm going home and waiting for you in your community."

Going home again? I replied to her: "Do you not live on campus during weekends?"

"Well, I've never been used to living on campus."

"Oh, I may not arrive until 50 minutes later, if you go early, go up and sit for a while, Yuan Qi should be at home."

"Uh-huh."

Walking into the community, I saw Guyi sitting in the gazebo last time, reading the brochure in his hand.I took a closer look and found that she was wearing glasses? Unknowingly, she walked up to her, and she raised her head. The round thin-rimmed glasses on her face made her look more refined and elegant, and she looked like a fashionable literary youth.

"I'm back." A smile.

"Have you been waiting for a long time? Why didn't you go up?" I said as I fumbled for the pre-packaged biscuits from the big bag.

"It's not long, just in time to watch something."

"What are you looking at?"