The awkward me and the rational she

Keep in mind our website and wish you all a happy reading!Don't forget to spread the word.

I didn't have dinner with Guyi at noon.When she smiled and told me to go to dinner, I was angry and rejected her decisively, and then left directly.

However, I regretted it when I left the academy.

She has done so much for me, I'm a bit of a douchebag to treat her like this...

I'm angry from my point of view, but from Gu Yi's point of view, she's just doing the best thing a good friend can do, what's wrong with her? It's just because I didn't achieve my hidden goal Looking forward to it, it's really inexplicable that I treat her like this!

So, since then, I have been experiencing complex combinations of emotions such as regret, self-blame, entanglement, and unhappiness.

Just finished the exam like this, just waited until Shi Chao came to pick me up, just finished eating like this, just watched the movie like this, and walked on the way home like this...

Shi Chao broke the silence and said, "Xiaoyang, you seem very tired today, do you usually go to bed early?"

I kept smiling and replied, "No, it's just that I'm too busy today."

He glanced at me, smiled, turned his face away, and said, "Actually, you don't need to be so stressed. I don't have any other intentions today. It's just that there are tickets. Your mother said you like to watch this series of movies."

I smiled and said, "I know, we two are pure year-end friends."

He also laughed, and said: "Pureness is pureness, you don't dare to be Wangnianjiao."

The tense atmosphere that lasted all night finally eased up, and I sighed involuntarily.

Shi Chao said in a big brother's tone: "What, do you have something on your mind?"

I shrugged and said, "At this age, who can have nothing to worry about."

He smiled and said, "How old are you, and you still pretend to be deep. Now you have nothing to worry about, it's nothing more than children."

I didn't want to be seen through, and said to him: "Cut, you are still single."

He shook his head and said deeply: "Singleness also has its own way of being single. As for you, you are still single in ignorance and confusion, and as for me, I am single with a thousand sails."

"Eh? You seem to understand."

He ignored my teasing tone, and said with a smile: "At least how old I am, I can still see these things better than you."

I said along the way: "Then let me ask you, if you like someone, but she doesn't like you, and her ex still seems to be jealous of her, what would you do?"

He said, "Does he know you like him?"

"It's not me! It's you!"

"Okay, okay, does he know that I like him?"

I thought about it and said, "This is more complicated. You once kissed her in a drunk state, and she was sober at the time, but neither of you mentioned it again after that."

He said enthusiastically, "Do you still have such a wonderful past?"

I expressed my dissatisfaction with silence, and after he felt it, he said seriously: "Everything has a story background, can you tell me what happened at that time?"

"That day...she told me that she liked someone before."

"Then you poured yourself a lot and took the opportunity to kiss someone? Didn't you see that, Xiaoyang!"

I didn't want to see his beaming face, so I turned to look out the window.

His tone changed, and he said: "But, from a man's point of view, he hasn't said anything after this is all over, probably he can only be friends with you."

"..."

Yeah, so she doesn't mind if I go to dinner and watch movies with other people until midnight.

My mood hit rock bottom again.

Shi Chao sent me downstairs, bid farewell and left.I looked up and saw that the light in Guyi's room was still on.

is she waiting for me

But when I opened the door, the room was completely dark.

……

Could it be that I just misread it?

That's right, it's almost three o'clock, how can an ordinary friend wait for me until now, ha ha.

【Gu Yi's Monologue】

02:30 now.

You Yang hasn't come back yet.

I understand that the anxiety at this moment is all my own making.

Make a call and ask?

Oh, what position do I have to call to ask her when she will come back? When someone asks her out, I ask her to reply quickly.

I know she is angry.

Maybe it was because of Yunduo's sudden appearance yesterday, that's why she didn't take out the baby clothes of Xiao Xiaoyi size that she made for me.

e on, living under the same roof anyway, i had many chances to know what she was doing.

Well, I admit, I also got a lot of arguments to prove that You Yang not only treats me as an ordinary friend.

Just like what I expected in high school.

However, eggs.I am no longer a kid in high school, and I will not care about the consequences for temporary satisfaction.After seeing so many real-life examples, I understand how difficult the road for gay couples is.

Moreover, it is rare to meet again, if we want to make a long-term plan, silently being an ordinary friend by her side is the only way to make this friendship last forever.

In fact, I was also shaken.On the New Year's Eve, she held me down and kissed me. I couldn't bear it for a while, but I pushed her to lie down on the sofa, wondering whether to shoot her when she was drunk, but within a few seconds, she fell asleep...

And after she woke up, she covered up her guilt and tested my attitude with a straightforward look, and I understood that she also had concerns and didn't want to expose them.

It doesn't matter.It's okay, I can totally understand, I can play dumb and blind, it doesn't matter.As long as I can care about her in my way for a long time and openly, I will be satisfied.

eh? door opening?

She came back and I had to turn off the lights quickly.

After all, as ordinary friends...

The author has something to say: I regret that I wrote it with No.1 scale (laughing)

☆, a link between the past and the next

Early the next morning, in order to avoid meeting Guyi, I used steely will to defeat the sleepy bug, got up early and went to school.

Today is exceptionally clear, the sun is shining brightly, and the spring breeze is gentle.No wonder so many people like to run in the morning, such a beautiful morning scene is really fascinating.

If Guyi is by my side at this time, I must pull her to take a beautiful group photo against the rising sun!

Speaking of which... it seems that we haven't had a photo together yet...

Oh! Why did I think of Gu Yi again! Didn't I go out early today to avoid her, miss her, and take the exam well!

It's impossible!

I angrily settled my luxury pancakes in two or three bites, took out the printed key points and memorized them as I walked.Walking to the downstairs of the college, seeing that the building was sealed, he walked to the bench not far away.

At this time, I heard a loud voice behind me: "Hey! Classmate! Wait!"

huh? are you calling me?

I turned around and saw a beautiful girl running towards me.Her smile is as bright and dazzling as the morning sun at this time.

"... Me?" I pointed to myself blankly.

She ran to me and said with a smile, "Yeah! I met you in the exam room yesterday. My name is Qiao Jia. How about you?"

My stranger embarrassment kicks in...I can feel how unnatural the expression on my face is at the moment...

"Hi, my name is You Yang."

She smiled and said, "You came early enough today!"

Did she remember me because I was the last one to enter the examination room yesterday?

I said, "That's right, I thought I couldn't be late again today, hehehe."

She came closer, raised her eyebrows and said, "Hey, do you know the senior sister who invigilated the exam yesterday morning?"

I subconsciously kept a distance from her and said, "Which senior are you talking about?"

She said: "Of course it's the tall and thin senior! I saw you came in together."

I can only say: "I know..."

She said excitedly and enviously: "Wow! I envy you so much! With the senior sisters from our school helping you, the re-examination will definitely be no problem! I am so pitiful, I passed the exam to this unfamiliar school, hi!"