fall in love with you like a cat

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I opened my eyes, looked at the familiar chandelier in the room, and cried again.At this moment, I saw my mobile phone flashing on the bedside table. It should be a text message. I subconsciously reached for the phone on the bedside table, only to find that there were dozens of missed calls and many text messages- ---It's all from Su Qingyun! The content of the text message is nothing more than asking me to forgive her, that she will not hurt me again, and that she will treat me well.I didn't want to look at it, so I put my phone on the nightstand and sighed.

I shrank back into the quilt again, and found that the clothes on my body were not what I was wearing before. I lifted the quilt, and I turned out to be wearing pajamas.Sister Tong changed it for me?!

I reached out and touched the bottom through the pajama pants, but it still hurt a little.I never thought that a woman's first time would be so painful, or that Su Qingyun was too impulsive at the time and didn't consider my feelings at all.

To be honest, in that chaotic state at that time, I didn't feel anything other than resistance and pain.I admit that at that moment, I was scared, I was very scared, Su Qingyun's strangeness and rudeness made me terrified to the extreme.This is the first time I feel so incompetent when I grow up so big!

"You are with me, but you never let me touch you. Who are you guarding for?"

Su Qingyun's words echoed in her ears again, who am I defending?

Chapter 56

I smiled wryly, who am I protecting myself for? I never thought about this question, really! When I was with Qingxue, it seemed more to satisfy her, so I remember she said that although I have long hair and fluttering, I am very beautiful , but I am a t; with Su Qingyun, the situation is the same, I "follow" her, I remember a few times, she tried to touch me, and I cleverly "countered back".

Am I really a t? I have some doubts, I just like women more than men.

As I was thinking about it, Sister Tong opened the door and came in, walked to the bed, looked at me, "I made red dates and lotus seed porridge, you slept all day and night, you can't eat too much at once, drink some porridge first, okay?"

I nodded, "Okay, sorry to trouble you, Sister Tong!" I forced myself to get up, thinking that I couldn't lie on the bed all the time, I wanted to move around, and I wasn't sick.

"With me, don't be too polite!" Sister Tong smiled and supported me when she heard what I said, "Then you wash up first, and then come to eat!"

When I drank the red dates and lotus seed porridge that Sister Tong made for me, and cooked eggs for me, my heart was warm, and she also drank a bowl with me.Neither of us said anything. Seeing her drooping her eyes and drinking the porridge, the scene seemed familiar. I couldn't help but think that Sister Tong made breakfast for me not once or twice.Going around, or back here again.

After finishing the porridge, I scrambled to wash the dishes. Sister Tong smiled and didn't refuse.

In fact, there are only two bowls, two spoons, and a small plate for eggs. I washed them slowly, and at the same time, I was thinking quickly in my mind that Su Qingyun has been looking for me. She must know that I am at Sister Tong's house. But she didn't call someone to "invite" us like before. It must be that she thought she had hurt me, and she didn't dare to come to me so presumptuously, but the phone calls and text messages continued.I think that escaping is not the way, and it may bring disadvantages to Sister Tong, so let's make it clear to her, what's the point of entanglement?

After washing the dishes, I saw that Sister Tong had already changed her clothes, she was sitting in the living room waiting for me, "Xiaobai, go and change, I'll take you to the beach for a drive, okay?"

"Well, good!" I promised, I looked at the clock on the south wall of the living room, it was already past 40:[-], and then I asked, "What day is it today? Don't you have to go to work?" I am unemployed now For homeless people, what day of the week or what time is it doesn't make any difference to me, but Sister Tong has a job!

"Don't worry about the day of the week. Anyway, I'm fine. I've taken annual leave." Sister Tong said nonchalantly, "Go, I'll wait for you!"

Sister Tong asked for annual leave, is it because of me? If so, then I am really sorry, she has been involved so much in my affairs.

I went back to the bedroom and looked at my clothes, they were wrinkled badly, I guess I made them at Su Qingyun's place that day.After thinking about it, I still put it on and walked to the living room, "Sister Tong, I have to go home first and change my clothes!"

"Alright, let's go!" Sister Tong said and got up, raising her hand to signal me to go to the door.

It took about half an hour to arrive at my house, "Xiaobai, go up by yourself, I'll wait for you downstairs!"

I was a little surprised that Sister Tong didn't want to go upstairs.I nodded, "OK!"

I took the key to open the door and found that the door was not locked. The key just turned and the door opened.My heart skipped a beat, is there someone at home?! Sure enough, as soon as the door opened, Su Qingyun ran over and stopped in front of me, "Xiaohan!"

After Su Qingyun just said these two words, she burst into tears.She didn't come forward, just stood in front of me, crying like a slobber.

Seeing Su Qingyun like this, my heart also tightened. Could it be that she has been waiting for me here these two days? Why bother?

I sighed, since this is the case, let's talk about it, I pulled her into the living room and asked her to sit down.I handed her a tissue, "Qingyun, don't cry, let's have a good talk!"

Su Qingyun wiped her tears with a tissue, "Xiaohan, listen to me. I really didn't intend to hurt you. I was tortured by jealousy and almost went crazy, so I lost my mind. Can you forgive me?" She was going to cry again.

I hurriedly answered, "Qingyun, you may not believe me, but I really don't blame you!"

Su Qingyun opened her eyes wide when she heard me say this, "Xiao Han, you really don't blame me?"

I nodded, "I know, you didn't mean to."

Hearing what I said, Su Qingyun stretched out her hand, wanting to grab my hand.

"I'm going to boil water and make some tea!" I got up and went to the kitchen, avoiding her outstretched hand.

The room was extremely quiet, save for the sizzling of boiling water.

When I returned to the living room with two cups of brewed tea, Su Qingyun had calmed down a lot, her eyes were filled with emptiness and despair.

I put a cup of tea in front of her, and she kept staring at me, "Xiao Han, have you ever loved me?"

I also looked at her and asked myself, have I ever loved this woman in front of me? I sat down and looked into her eyes. This woman came into my life with shyness and low self-esteem. Captured my heart, and then controlled my life little by little. Do I love her? Don’t I love her? I don’t love her. Why does my heart ache when I see her shy and inferior? Hold her in my arms and tell her that she is the best; I don't love her, why can't I resist her gentle and affectionate offensive, I want to fall into her tenderness; I don't love her, why do I let her dominate a little bit Will my life tolerate her changing my life without my will, just to give her a sense of security?

I look away, and if that's not love, then there's nothing I can do about it.

I picked up the teacup and took a sip, it was a little hot, so bitter!

"Qing Yun, that doesn't matter anymore. We are all grown-ups, we spent a good time together, that's enough, isn't it? In this world, sometimes people who love each other don't Can’t stay together. Unfortunately, that’s how we are.” I paused, “Qing Yun, we are not people from the same world, and our conflicts can never be resolved. You know, I am such a free person, I don't want to wrong myself. I don't want you to wrong yourself either. I know that many things have been deeply rooted in my bones and cannot be changed! Do you understand?"

Su Qingyun kept looking at me and listening to me without interrupting.After listening to me, she lowered her eyes and thought for a while, then raised her head and blinked again. I guess she wanted to cry again.Without saying anything, she took my sketchbook out of her bag and handed it to me.

That's right, my sketchbook was used as evidence that I betrayed Su Qingyun that day, and she used it as an argument.

I took the notebook and looked at Su Qingyun. She got up and sniffed, "This is yours, give it back to you! Give mine back to me too!"