Heartbroken (gl)

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After Wang Jun left, Yin Yue was always worried about her. I heard that none of her uncles and aunts were willing to go, and even his father was too late to return because of a sudden business trip.It is unimaginable that in a strange city, a 21-year-old girl not only has to face the pain, guilt and anxiety of having just lost a loved one, but also takes care of a sick grandmother.

The crowded hospital corridors, the smell of medicine wafting everywhere, and the grandma lying on the sick bed, what kind of torment and wandering should her heart be? Can perceive people's hearts, so she can always see more things from others.

She always knew that Wang Jun's heart was more sensitive than her appearance. Although she acted nonchalantly and seemed to be smiling every day, the loneliness in her heart could not be concealed. The longer the time, the stronger the taste.

Her heart is as lonely and hesitant as Yin Yue's, which is why two people with such different personalities can become good friends. They both long for a sincere heart from the bottom of their hearts.

Yinyue couldn't sleep for a long time at night, she always felt that she should do something, otherwise she would no longer be qualified to stay by her side in the name of a good friend, facing such a situation, she didn't do anything, isn't it too heartless What?

Thinking of these four years, the only time they quarreled was the first time she saw Wang Jun crying, and the tears flowed down like a river breaking a bank. She said, "Yinyue, don't you think you are too Do you love yourself?"

Yin Yue just stared blankly at her tears, hesitant and at a loss.

"No matter what I do? I can't walk into your heart."

Facing Wang Jun's accusation, Yin Yue didn't know what to say.

"That day, I had a terrible headache and said I was going to buy medicine, but you thought it was troublesome and refused to accompany me." Wang Jun was still immersed in grief and couldn't get out.

"But I knew I was wrong after I finished speaking. I am willing to go with you, but you are the one who refuses." Yin Yue knew what she said, and she also knew that she was holding a grudge.She had made amends, but she refused to give her another chance.

Wang Jun said: "You love yourself too much."

Yin Yue knew that she was saying that she was cold and ruthless in disguise, and Yin Yue had a lot to say.Tell her that you always hide your thoughts in your heart, and then act like you don't care at all. I thought you really didn't care. Tell her that she can never guess her heart.It's because she has been unwilling to open her heart, and now she is complaining that she doesn't care about her enough.

But at that moment, Yinyue felt too tired again, yes, too tired, every day she had to observe her words and colors to guess what she was thinking in her heart, and she would make mistakes if she was not careful, but she only recorded her heart and never Did not say.Why is it so tiring to make friends? It is obviously because we are together because we are happy, but the more we care about, the more we estimate, the more tired we become, and it takes a long time to think about even saying a word.

That's it, the relationship is better than classmates, meet and say hello, if you can, you can have a meal together, if you can't, then forget it, the world is so big, whoever can't live without it.

Yin Yue said: "You are right, so let's do it like this."

Wang Jun only cared about complaining. After hearing this, she watched Yinyue unable to recover for a long time, then turned around and left, even the crying stopped instantly.

Yin Yue looked at the empty seat, not knowing what kind of feeling she should use to describe her heart at this moment, disappointment, pain, sourness.But in the end, she didn't shed any tears, her eyes were already dry, like a dry desert a long time ago. Yinyue really wanted to yell at her: "Wang Dasha, do you know that I am good enough for you, I have reached my limit." She is working hard every day, to be better and more repaying to her, but she Still not satisfied.

Why not satisfied? If she is willing to look back, she will know that Yin Yue never smiles to the bottom of her heart for others, but she is full of joy for her.

Why can't I be satisfied? Because I want more.

For more than 20 years, no one has ever wanted to ask for more from Yin Yue, but Wang Jun has done so.

Like my favorite ice cream, it melted because I couldn't bear to eat it for too long, and my palms were full of sweet and greasy feeling. I like it, but I can't eat it after it melts. to get rid of.

This feeling of being a good friend seems to have melted. No one knows how to eat their favorite ice cream. It changes, not just the shape.

The friends who were so close a moment ago turned around but became strangers, one person turned to the left and the other to the right.If no one looks back, they will never see each other again.

For a week, they never met each other, and occasionally met, but nodded.

Only then did Yinyue know that Wang Jun had many friends, from all walks of life and from all walks of life, so many that she couldn't see them clearly.It turned out that she never really knew her, didn't know her friends, didn't know her past, present, let alone the future.Without her, Wang Jun is still very busy... There are thousands of words, but one sentence: she is doing well.

And what about Yinyue? She still stays in the dormitory every day, she doesn't have too many friends to forget.

When, because of what, did they become better again? Yinyue can’t remember, it seems very natural, natural like breathing, no one cares, even the two of them don’t know, so they replied like this In the past, no one ever brought up that pointless quarrel.

They started shopping together again, eating, watching movies, and whispering in the past.

But Yinyue was a little scared, her feelings were hidden too deeply, no one could see clearly.She was afraid that one day, Wang Jun would bring up the old matter again and leave without saying goodbye. At that time, would she still have the courage to say it again, so be it.

Yin Yue sometimes thinks that Wang Jun is like an untimed bomb, the kind that ignites spontaneously.Suddenly, when the ignition point was reached, she exploded...

Just like what she said that time, she had a good friend in junior high school, but that friend was a top student, and because she felt that the top student would not talk to her while studying, Wang Jun sent a text message to that friend. Send a text message: You don't have time to talk to me when you study, I won't play with you anymore.After that, they didn't meet again.

At that time, Wang Jun told Yin Yue as a joke, and she kept feeling that she was too naive at that time, but Yin Yue felt palpitations.It's not just a joke, it's just who she is.Very possessive, once not satisfied, will give up.

Tossing and turning, full of bad memories, Yinyue sent a message to Wang Jun in the middle of the night: "Are you okay? How about I go and accompany you."

After waiting for a long time, the phone didn't turn on again, and Wang Jun didn't reply.

Probably when the sky became gray and bright, Yin Yue could not stand the headache anymore, so she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

In her sleep, she heard a restless noise, so loud that she couldn't fall asleep, Yin Yue had to answer the phone: "Hello?" Yin Yue's voice was a little hoarse, with impatience that she hadn't woken up.

"It's me, I'm downstairs from you."

"Who?" Yin Yue woke up instantly.

The other end of the phone smiled: "I, Wang Dajuzi." This is Yinyue's joke that she only called her when she was a kid.

Yinyue sent the text message at three o'clock in the morning, and now it's about seven o'clock in the morning. From the capital to their school, it shouldn't be so fast by plane.

When Yin Yue went downstairs, she saw Wang Jun standing in front of a black car. She didn't know what kind of car it was, and she never paid attention to it.When Wang Jun saw her, he pulled her into the car, fastened her seat belt, and started off as soon as he gasped.

"I haven't packed my things yet."

Wang Jun said while driving: "It's okay." By the way, he handed her the one he bought early on the way.

Yin Yue looked at Wang Jun's anxious face very speechlessly, and while drinking soy milk, she said, "Isn't it, I don't send text messages, you are coming too."