My girlfriend is 20 years older than me

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She originally planned to get through the day and ask for leave when Shu Yan came back, but in the morning, her heart palpitations suddenly became severe. She clutched her heart in pain, and suddenly lost consciousness...

When she woke up, she was surprised to find that she was sitting on the bed in the old house, and the surroundings were still brand new.

The door opened suddenly, and the unfamiliar yet familiar Shuyan rushed in holding the trophy, grinning at the corners of his mouth, threw himself on the bed, handed the trophy into her arms, and then looked at her obediently, waiting for her praise.

Ying Zhuwan was stunned for a moment, then called out uncertainly: "Ah Yan?"

Shu Yan asked: "It's me, Ah Wan, what's wrong with you?"

Ying Zhuwan looked down at the shiny trophy again, the name of Shuyan was neatly engraved on the base, Ying Zhuwan touched those words with satisfaction, and then cried out.

Ying Zhuwan put down the trophy, held Shuyan in her arms, hugged her tightly, and said with a choked voice, "I'm sorry, Ah Yan, I won't leave you anymore...I won't leave you..."

But... what should I do with the bundle of smoke in that world?Is this considered to be leaving her again?

Shu Yan listened to Ying Zhuwan's words in a daze, hugged Ying Zhuwan who was crying until he convulsed, and asked doubtfully, "Ah Wan, are you okay?"

Ying Zhuwan let go of the bundle of cigarettes, wiped her tears, and said with a smile: "I'm fine, I haven't cooked yet, are you hungry? Shall we go out to eat?"

Shu Yan said happily: "Okay! Let's go to have barbecue, shall we?" Shu Yan was afraid that Ying Zhuwan would refuse, so he pulled her sleeve pitifully and begged: "Just this time, okay? I haven't eaten barbecue for a long time For the sake of my championship."

In fact, Shu Yan had already eaten at the celebration banquet, but she secretly saved her stomach, thinking that she could celebrate with Ying Zhuwan when she came back.

She didn't want to attend the celebration banquet at first, but she couldn't bear the enthusiasm of her classmates, so she had to call Ah Wan and tell her to come back later, but no one answered the phone.Looking at the time, Ying Zhuwan should have already left work, but why didn't he answer his phone?

Shu Yan was absent-minded throughout the banquet, and she always had a bad premonition in her heart. She was very worried about what happened to Ying Zhuwan, so she ran back from the celebration banquet early.

When I opened the door of the house, I saw Ying Zhuwan sitting on the bed blankly, looking around, with unfamiliar inquiry in his eyes.

But she's fine.

After that, Ying Zhuwan gradually accepted the fact that she had traveled back. She watched Shu Yan's career start little by little, but for some reason, Shu Yan didn't receive the hit TV show "Dozens of Tens" that she and Qiao Gu co-hosted. The show in [-] was hosted by Qiao Gu and another hostess she had never met before, and now Shu Yan had no chance to know Qiao Gu at all.

Maybe it was my return that changed the trajectory.

Although she is now with the young Shu Yan every day, Ying Zhuwan still can't help but often recall Shu Yan from another world.And this miss, of course, cannot be concealed from always paying attention to her bunch of cigarettes.

Shu Yan always quarrels with Ying Zhuwan because of this matter.

Shu Yan said coldly: "You are in a daze again, can you tell me, what are you thinking?"

Ying Zhuwan looked at the bundle of smoke and said seriously: "I'm thinking of you".

Shu Yan said angrily, "Are you lying to a ghost? Or are you kidding a child?"

Ying Zhuwan coaxed her temperlessly, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't be in a daze, but I really miss you."

Shu Yan suddenly felt aggrieved: "But since I came back from winning the award, you have changed, you always seem to have something on your mind..."

Ying Zhuwan: "Trust me, my concern is all about you."

Although Shu Yan's current career is improving little by little, Ying Zhuwan, who is familiar with Shu Yan's career trajectory, knows that Shu Yan's current opportunities are far worse than she remembered.And she is not as calm and ambitious as Shu Yan in that world.

Ying Zhuwan intentionally intervened in Shuyan and asked her to accept some programs in her memory that were helpful to Shuyan's career, but the effect was counterproductive.

Gradually, Shuyan was often attacked by cyber violence.Her homosexual status was also badly revealed.I don't know who she offended, but she is often sent to the hot searches, all of which are the so-called scandals of classmates who can't stand it.Her Weibo is full of abuse, scolding her for being a bad host, scolding her for having a low EQ, scolding her for being a dead homosexual... swear words are all there.

Ying Zhuwan saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart, but there was nothing she could do to help her.

Ying Zhuwan found that Shu Yan's mood was getting worse and worse. She began to become more willful and irritable. Ying Zhuwan could only persuade Shu Yan to see a psychiatrist.

Shu Ci was diagnosed with depression.

Ying Zhuwan asked Shu Yan to push all her shows, and had a good rest at home for a while.But Shu Yan was still in a bad mood.In desperation, Ying Zhuwan also quit his job, and stayed with Shuyan every day during the day, and did not dare to sleep too soundly at night.

But even so, Shu Yan's depression not only didn't get better, but it got worse, and he even had a tendency to self-harm.

At noon that day, Ying Zhuwan was just cooking in the kitchen when he heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

It's noon, is Ah Yan taking a bath?still……

Ying Zhuwan quickly rushed into the bathroom.

Eyes are scarlet.

Shu Yan was lying in the bathtub, and Zhu Wan, who had a pale face, was smiling, and his bloody wrist was soaked in the water...

Ying Zhuwan was stunned, and knelt on the ground with a plop...

As soon as the picture changed, she returned to Shuyan's high-end apartment. She was kneeling on the ground, with gray hair and wrinkled face in front of Shuyan. She looked at Ying Zhuwan with no waves in her eyes and said, "You are back." .

Ying Zhuwan wanted to talk, but found that she couldn't open her mouth, and could only listen to Shu Yan.

The corners of Shu Yan's mouth were bent, with wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and mouth, and he said, "I've been waiting for you for 30 years, and finally I've waited for you again." Tears welled up in Shu Yan's cloudy eyes, and he continued with a stack of documents. Said: "These assets are all left to you, I... got cancer, time is running out, but it's good, I can see you again before I die, it's really good..."

As Shu Yan talked, he lowered his head...

Ying Zhuwan stretched out her hand and shouted, "No!"

*

"Ah Wan? Ah Wan, are you awake?"

In a drowsy state, Ying Zhuwan seemed to hear Shu Yan calling her, and her steady voice seemed to be right next to her ears.Ying Zhuwan suddenly opened his eyes, and clearly felt the tears sliding down the corners of his eyes.The familiar cold face came into her eyes.