My girlfriend is 20 years older than me

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The dressing table by the window is also white, with all kinds of cosmetics neatly placed on it, and the bottles of cosmetics are also very delicate, very dreamy.

There are several potted flowers in front of the window. The flowers grow vigorously and healthily. It seems that they have been carefully cared for by the owner.

There is a rattan chair next to the flower pot, and there is an open book on the chair.

Ying Zhuwan subconsciously imagined the picture of Shuyan sitting on the rattan chair, soaking in the sun, and reading a book in countless warm afternoons.

It must be very eye-catching.

Further forward is a large bed, part of the head of the bed is embedded in the wall, three small murals are hung horizontally on the wall, and a bedside table is placed on each side of the bed. The width of the bedside table is exactly the depth of the closet. A simple and elegant warm bed lamp.

This is Ying Zhuwan's idea.

When Ying Zhuwan's gaze stayed on the bed, Shu Yan asked, "Do you like it?"

Shu Yan asked her if she liked it?

Of course she did, it was her dream bedroom, her dream bed.According to her previous salary level, I don’t know how many years it will take to save the down payment for a house in this city where every inch of land is expensive.

Although she can't afford a house, Ying Zhuwan likes to look at the decoration of the bedroom. She often follows some home decoration bloggers, looks at those beautiful bedrooms, and thinks that one day she can have such a home.

Now, right in front of her eyes, everything in this bedroom meets her requirements. During the 20 years since she disappeared, Shu Yan decorated her room to the way Ying Zhuwan wanted and lived here.

The wall facing the bed is covered with photos, and the wall is full of their past memories.These photos are like dissecting the heart of Shu Yan, a heart that has always been filled with Ying Zhuwan.

Cigarette belt Ying Zhuwan walked to a cabinet and said, "Open it".

Although Ying Zhuwan was a little puzzled, she obediently opened the cabinet.Inside the cabinet are many wrapped presents, arranged according to the year written on them, the bottom of the year corresponds to Ying Zhuwan's age, and the packaging of gifts with a small year is obviously faded.These are the birthday presents Shu Yan prepared for Ying Zhuwan from the age of 26 to the age of 48.

Ying Zhuwan was so surprised that she didn't know what expression to put on. She stared blankly at Shu Yan, who smiled and said, "Don't you want to take it apart and have a look?"

Only then did Ying Zhuwan react and open the gift.

The first gift is a necklace, a necklace that Ying Zhuwan has admired for a long time.Jewelry is always the pursuit of most women, and Ying Zhuwan is no exception.But this necklace is more than twice her salary, and she has never been willing to buy it.Unexpectedly, Shu Yan was so thoughtful at the time, she could see that she liked this necklace, and bought it for her as a birthday present in the second year after she left.

The second gift is a very thick photo album, which is full of photos of them. They took a lot of photos during the four years of dating, and those on the wall can only be regarded as rare.The photos in the album cover almost every period of their life.Under each photo above, Shu Yan has handwritten the shooting date and remarks.Seeing those detailed notes, Ying Zhuwan seems to be able to see Shu Yan's mentality when recalling the scene at that time, just like her now, sweet and bitter.

The third gift was a small Doraemon robot. As soon as Ying Zhuwan opened it, its eyes lit up in the shape of hearts, and its small round hands took out a diamond ring from its pocket, and then opened its mouth Speaking fluent Chinese with the familiar Japanese voice dubbed in the animation: "Happy birthday! Ah Yan's Ah Wan will always be, Ah Yan will always love you ~ marry Ah Yan!"

Ying Zhuwan picked up the fourth gift, and she couldn't do it just after untying the gift belt.Tears had filled her eyes, and she couldn't see what was in front of her at all.She threw down the fourth gift box, turned around and hugged the bunch of cigarettes tightly, and said with a strong cry: "Why are you still so uneasy! I used to come back late from overtime work, and I made you eat by yourself when you were hungry. You insisted on waiting for me! As a result, I was hungry and had stomach problems! Now I have disappeared for so long! Can’t you find another person to accompany you? Why do you keep waiting for me? Why do you have to make me feel so guilty? Your loneliness all these years , what should I give you as compensation?"

Shu Yan gently wraps one hand around Ying Zhuwan's waist, and the other hand runs along Ying Zhuwan's long hair, "I don't feel lonely, the memories you left me are enough for me to live through this life. I don't have any regrets, the only regret is that I didn't let you live a good life before, so you don't need to pay me anything."

Ying Zhuwan didn't worry about staining Shu Yan's clothes this time. She buried her face deeply on Shu Yan's shoulders, wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Do you think you are a saint? You can live a lifetime. Didn’t you say that you want to travel around the world? How can you go without someone to accompany you? And you are so easy to get sick, what can you do if you have no one to take care of you..."

The smoke wrapped around Ying Zhuwan's hands tightly, and whispered in Ying Zhuwan's ear with the utmost tenderness: "You are my world, without you, it is just as boring everywhere. I always have Do a good job of exercising, now you don’t catch colds often, and your body is very good, thinking that no matter when you come back, we can fulfill our dreams together.”

Ying Zhuwan gradually cried until she couldn't speak, and she cried out all the distress and self-blame for a while, as if this could relieve all the sadness in her heart.

When Ying Zhuwan's crying became quieter, Shuyan let go of Ying Zhuwan, and looked at her with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "Don't cry, your eyes are swollen, are you hungry? I'll cook, you lie on the bed How about a while?"

Ying Zhuwan turned her head, not wanting Shu Yan to see her tear-stained face, she let Shu Yan go, covered her face with her hands, wiped away her tears, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go with you. "

Shu Yan smiled and said, "Your eyes are so swollen, can you still see clearly?"

Ying Zhu smiled angrily: "I can see clearly."

Shu Yan brought Ying Zhuwan to the bedside, asked her to sit down, removed Ying Zhuwan's hand covering her face, and gently touched it with her fingertips, "It's really swollen, wait a minute, first Don't touch it, I'll get you an ice pack and apply it to you."

Shu Yan turned and walked out of the bedroom, Ying Zhuwan slowly lay down on the bed, with the lower half of her face tucked into her clothes, regretting how embarrassing she was crying just now.

Hearing that Shu Yan came back with an ice pack, Ying Zhuwan sat up again.

Shu Yan held the ice pack, pressed it lightly on Ying Zhuwan's eyes, and asked in a distressed tone, "Does it hurt?"

Ying Zhuwan shook his head, "It doesn't hurt".

Shu Yan supported Ying Zhuwan's head and said with a smile, "Don't move around."

Ying Zhuwan took the ice pack and said, "Don't worry about me, you can cook."

Shu Yan said in a coaxing tone, "Then I'm going to cook, don't cry in secret."

Seeing that Ying Zhuwan nodded obediently, turned around with a bundle of cigarettes, opened the closet, changed the knitted sweater that Ying Zhuwan cried and s-hiped, found a piece of home clothes to put on, and took another look at Ying Zhuwan, then Opened the door and left.