Physician [Rebirth] (6)

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Yang Yuxi looked at Gao Ying.

Gao Ying pointed to her own face: "I didn't look like this originally, my face is very small, although after puberty, the bones grow out, and the face shape is not as perfect as when I was a child, but my face is still very small, with facial features Very straight and j.ing_, even after getting sick, she just gained a little weight, unlike what she is now...

"But I can't make myself fat!

"You are like me. When you were a child star, when you were the most popular, you were sought after by thousands of people. Wherever you go, there are flowers and applause. No matter what you do or who you get along with, we are the focus of the crowd.

"I used to feel that being a star is so tiring. I live under the camera every day and live as the audience wants. I am obviously not a person with this personality, but I have to pretend to be such a child. I obviously hate studying and like Play the game, but hypocritically deny it all.

"When I go out to play, reporters will follow me at any time, and if I dress inappropriately one day, it will be published in the newspaper and ridiculed.

"At school, some people disliked me and isolated me. I bullied me back, but I was bitten back, saying that celebrities bully ordinary children at school, saying that I am a bully and a bully on campus...

"I used to hate being a star so much, I wish I could reincarnate and do it all over again.

"But when I really lost it, I realized that I'm used to the camera and the spotlight, I'm used to hearing people talk about everything about me, I'm even used to being recognized quickly wherever I go, when After all of this disappeared, that feeling...is too lost and terrible, and all of this has nothing to do with anything else, it's just because I'm fat!"

Gao Ying said painfully: "So when I failed to lose weight no matter what, I developed bulimia."

Chapter 254

Bulimia, a word that is far away from people in life, is often heard in the entertainment industry.

Yang Yuxi has heard it said more than once that a certain actor suffers from depression and a certain actress suffers from bulimia, but no matter what attitude they live behind the scenes, they are always glamorous on the stage, Unless the relationship is very good, or if you feel sorry for each other, most people will not meddle in other people's affairs even if they hear about it.

In this circle, once it becomes popular, countless fans flock to it, sky-high priced movie contracts keep coming, people who once thought they were out of reach will throw olive branches to themselves, not only the status in the circle will be improved, but more importantly, no matter where they go The feeling of being sought after by others makes it easy for people to lose themselves.

And whether it is red or not, sometimes it is between a thought.

An accidental opportunity can make people rise steadily from now on, even if they don't reach the top, as long as they are in the second and third tiers, the money they earn in a month can be compared to ordinary people for years or even decades.

Such ups and downs have caused people's hearts to be impetuous, but they don't know that behind the fame, there is always a painful price to pay.

Yang Yuxi looked at Gao Ying. If Gao Ying hadn't said anything, on the surface, he wouldn't be able to tell that Gao Ying had bulimia.

Gao Ying looked at Yang Yuxi's puzzled eyes, and her heart was full of pain.

After becoming obese, her appetite was also opened up and gradually increased. In addition, after returning to the entertainment circle, she was unable to return to her peak state for a while. The attitude of the people around her changed drastically, and the team behind her The pressure on her completely broke Gao Ying.

To relieve stress, she began to eat a lot of food.

Whenever I eat my favorite food, stuff it into my mouth, swallow it into my throat, and feel it slowly slide down the esophagus into my stomach, I will feel an indescribable sense of satisfaction in my heart.

Gradually, she fell in love with this feeling. Once she got angry outside and accumulated negative emotions, she would buy a lot of food behind her manager's back and hide and eat secretly at home.

In the beginning, she didn't have any psychological burden at all, she just loves to eat, many artists in the circle are under too much pressure, they go to nightclubs day and night, smoke, drink alcohol, and even take drugs to relieve pressure, she It's just eating a little more, compared to those people, it can be regarded as a pure good habit.

However, her weight, which was already heavy, soared with her overeating.

The agent became suspicious of her weight loss method and asked her if she was stealing food behind her back. Gao Ying strongly denied it at first, but the weight gain cannot be deceived.

She has also considered quitting the bad habit of binge eating, but once there is pressure, there is nowhere to relieve it and it will almost drive her crazy. She must eat, otherwise she doesn't know what she will do.

After struggling for a long time between eating and not eating, suddenly one day, Gao Ying suddenly had a flash of inspiration.

All she enjoys is the momentary pleasure of eating. The feeling after a large amount of food enters the stomach is actually not good. After each meal, she has to exercise crazily and take medicines to expel all the food in her body. When you come out and stand in front of your manager, you will lose a little weight.

Only food that is digested will gain weight, which is harmful but not beneficial. In this case, she might as well eat it first and then spit it out quickly, so that she can enjoy the delicious food without gaining weight.

The feeling of trying to vomit for the first time is extremely uncomfortable. The stomach is full, and the food basically reaches the throat. It is very difficult to bend down, let alone pour them out bit by bit.

But thinking of the consequences of obesity, the fear in her heart prompted Gao Ying to put her hand into her throat and forcefully induce vomiting.

With the first time, the second time is easy.

As the frequency of vomiting became more and more frequent, Gao Ying even accumulated a lot of experience in vomiting.

For example, before you are going to eat a lot, put a few fruits in your stomach. After eating, drink a lot of water before you are about to vomit, jump on the spot a few times, let the water quickly enter the stomach, and then bend down Induce vomiting until she vomits out all the fruit she ate first, which proves that she has vomited cleanly.

Because of the guarantee of vomiting, Gao Ying, who has no worries, has a growing appetite and eats more and more things. Later, she can even eat twenty bowls of noodles and ten pairs of chicken wings in one go. Plus a chicken row of five eggs and a liter of milk n_ai.

This kind of food that ordinary people seem to be likely to burst the stomach, Gao Ying eats it easily. After frequent vomiting, she doesn't feel so sick when she looks at her vomit. Weigh the things you spit out, and record how much food you can hold in your stomach at one time...

However, as time passed day by day, when Gao Ying herself hadn't noticed anything abnormal, the people around her gradually realized that something was wrong with her.

The originally tight face gradually swelled like a steamed bun.The facial features were squeezed out of shape; the face was congested after vomiting, and black spots gradually appeared over time. Although the color was not dark, they were finely distributed on the face; the throat and teeth were corroded by gastric acid for a long time, and many teeth were damaged. It needs to be repaired, and the voice of speaking is getting hoarse...