One white and two green

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I am very smart, so once I set a certain goal, I will make a plan to move towards this goal step by step. As long as I work step by step, I can always get what I want.I started to change my previous laziness, and grabbed Lin Yuan to study hard together, hoping to be admitted to the same high school and shorten the distance between each other.

In the end, I went to No. [-] Middle School, and Lin Yuan went to No. [-] Middle School. We still couldn't be together.

"Do you still remember the Bai Wu I mentioned to you last time? He also entered the No. [-] Middle School. It would be so much fun if you were in the same class." Lin Yuan said to me while pressing the keyboard. During the summer vacation after graduation, I stayed at my aunt's house every day, and Lin Yuan and I played all the newly bought game discs.

In the last semester of the third year of junior high school, I could often hear the word Bai Wu in Lin Yuan's mouth. How could I forget that a scumbag became a top student in seconds after a car accident?Thinking about it feels a bit ridiculous.

"He's really interesting," Lin Yuan finally commented.

I looked at his concentrating side face, and couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth, thinking that no matter how interesting people in this world are, they are not as interesting as him.

I didn't expect to be really hit by Lin Yuan's big mouth. On the first day of school, I met Bai Wu, a tall, thin and delicate boy, but there was an air of indifference all over his body. Ignore people, just sit there and read a book quietly.I suddenly had the urge to break the silence and get close to him through the favorite topic among boys, but he said.

"Actually, I think she looks average."

Hahaha, if the group of little wolf cubs in No. [-] Middle School heard this sentence, how would they react?Lin Yuan is right, Bai Wu is indeed interesting.

Ningzhou No. [-] Middle School has always been known for its strict school ethos and self-discipline. To put it bluntly, it is a group of nerds locked up in a circle. I thought that such a rigid place would only be lifeless, but unexpectedly, at the beginning of the school year, I gained a lot. Two funny friends.These two people are really interesting, the same indifference and silence, the same strict self-discipline, even the way of speaking, the expressions of joy and surprise are exactly the same. When two people walk together, there is always an unspeakable tacit understanding and perfect match.

They like each other, right?I couldn't help but feel happy for my friend, but the next second I thought of Lin Yuan, that joy turned into deep melancholy.

Does Lin Yuan like me?

Taking advantage of my drunkenness, I pretended to be drunk and kissed his cheek, but he just pushed me away in disgust.At that moment, the pace I tried to pull in through the thousands of mountains and rivers seemed to return to the original point.

It's too painful to like someone who will never respond to you.

But the next day when I woke up from my sleep and saw him lying on the pillow and still dreaming peacefully, the bitterness in my heart gradually dissipated. I touched his cheek secretly, and secretly made up my mind that quick success would not work. Then figure it out slowly.

I kept this love hidden in my heart, and kept looking for opportunities to occupy his time and his life. Only during the lover's festival, I pretended to be careless and asked him out, and hooked up with him like a brother. Putting their backs together and laughing and playing.

I think, one day, he will get used to having me, and he will never be willing to part with me again.

We were finally admitted to the same university with the same major, and what surprised me the most was that we became roommates.What an intimate title, it means that every day and night for the next four years, I can be close to him.

"You two have such a good relationship, have you known each other before?"

Not long after we entered school, our squabbles aroused ridicule from our roommates.

"Yes", Lin Yuan put his shoulders on my shoulder and replied with a smile: "We have known each other since childhood, we are cousins."

My heart skipped a beat and I almost forgot that we are cousins.

We are cousins, legal principles and morality do not allow us to love each other, no, I am still not sure whether he likes me or not.

"They are brothers, how can they be together?" One day on the weekend, I dragged Lin Yuan to watch a forbidden love movie together. At this time, Lin Yuan frowned and looked at me slightly confused.

There was a burst of ecstasy in my heart, he doesn't mind homosexuality, so is it possible for him to fall in love with boys, and also have the possibility of falling in love with me?

"That is to say, if they are not biological brothers, they can be together," I tried to suppress the excitement in my heart, and asked in a trembling voice.

"Are you talking about homosexuality?" He tilted his head and thought for a while, "Actually, I don't mind homosexuality, but if a boy likes me, I think it's disgusting."

Heartbeat stopped at this second.

I think it's disgusting.

It's disgusting.

Nausea.

These two words swung over heavily, knocking me to the ground, "Ah Jin, what's wrong with you? You look very bad", I raised my head with difficulty, trying to refocus my eyes on the picture that haunted me On my face, I tried my best to pull out a smile, trying to pretend to be indifferent, "It's okay, I'm just a little tired."

For the first time, I had the idea of ​​wanting to give up. This idea was full of powerlessness and dragged me down the invisible abyss. The cold undercurrent hit my body and annihilated the once raging flame in my heart.

For the whole semester, I was ups and downs in the cold abyss, trying to grasp what was around me, and struggling upward unwillingly, but there was only nothingness around me.

And when the last wave came, the icy pool of water poured into my chest crazily, I stopped struggling, and slowly sank into the endless darkness.

Lin Yuan told me that he was in love.

The author has something to say: There is still the second half, which will be written after the Chinese New Year.

☆, extra episode 4

"Hurry up! You are the only one left!"

"The corsage is crooked!"

"Wow! Brother Ah Wu is so handsome today!"

"Groom, look here, okay, let's have another one."

"When did you tell Song Qingcheng about the past?"

Bai Wu raised his hand and looked at his watch, "We agreed to arrive at nine o'clock, and we will set off at eight o'clock."

"Groom, let's stand by the window sill and take a few more, yes~ raise your hand to touch your cuff, lower your head slightly."

"Fortunately, today is a sunny day. Last week it rained so much that I was worried." Taking advantage of Bai Wu's busy time taking pictures, Xiao Jin pulled on his bow tie to breathe, "It's really hot today."

"We are most afraid of rain when we get married. I saw that there was a lot of rain in Ningzhou last night." It's time, why hasn't the wedding car arrived yet?"