Madam escaped

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Now, I am alive, these are still preserved, what does that mean?

While I was in a daze, Sister Liu had already made the bed for me and made a pot of tea. Before leaving, she told me that I could live here as I wish, and she would not tell Zhou Manting.

I asked her why?

She said: "I told you so much yesterday, but you didn't go to her. You must have your own plan. Both of you are my best friends. I hope you can make up your own mind about your relationship."

After seeing off Sister Liu, I took a hot bath, a very comfortable bathtub, something I would like.

During the renovation, did Zhou Manting think that I would come back to use it one day?

Looking at myself in the mirror, seeing the mole on my chest, and remembering the scene where she announced me as her own shyly and arrogantly, I couldn't help but have an idea: in my French home, I pinched it with my own hands. I made her sleeping sculpture; here, leave a self-portrait of mine, which is more symmetrical and perfect!

It took a week to finish this shy portrait. After I finished it, I went to the Mogao Grottoes, visited the Leshan Giant Buddha, visited many temples to collect materials for my graduation work, and finally returned to France.

Emotionally, I admit that I am a failure, I am cowardly and incompetent, even though I knew she had treated me like this, I did not go to her to repent, and I did not even get a phone call.

Everyone can say that I have become cold-blooded and ruthless, because I have indeed become that way.

After returning to France, I confirmed with my father that he had spent a lot of money to create a series of perjury evidence that I committed suicide, and in the name of love, I actually cut off this relationship that he thought was wrong.

I didn't make a scene or even cry.I just told him that in this life, I will never marry, and I will never fall in love with anyone again.

I am not being angry, nor am I joking.Because in the face of all the facts, I found that instead of blaming others, it is better to blame myself.I don't have the ability to love, and I don't have the minimum maintenance and persistence to love someone. People like me are unlucky to meet.

In this state, my creative ability was on the contrary, and I published two big shows successively, with the themes of "life" and "ghost" respectively, incorporating western angels and demons and eastern ghosts and gods, which are particularly expressive. Eye catching.Clothes are more conceptual than practical, but that doesn't stop them from leading fashion, and the matching line, led by Jenny, sells particularly well and extends to accessories and hats.

I myself stayed in the studio to paint my graduate work, and Julie became my assistant and partner.She opened some online accounts for me, and posted some of my usual activities.

As I said before, being male or female has become my characteristic. To save trouble, I often paint in ancient gown-style clothes that I designed. Sometimes my hair is wrapped, and sometimes it is tied casually. I have gained a large number of fans who are keen on ancient literati. They will imitate my clothes, and call me Brother Qian affectionately. Of course, some people call me Sister Qian, Sister Qian and so on.Because Julie managed an account for me, she appeared frequently on camera, and she often felt that I was too bored, deliberately teasing me in the video, the kind that I can't get angry.In the end, the rumors became more and more true, and Julie passively became my 'girlfriend'.

This made my dad very crazy, but he couldn't help it. With my mother's persuasion, he almost accepted my willful behavior.But this does not mean that our relationship has eased, it is only limited to the state that he calls me occasionally and I will answer it.

Everything is fine, I don’t have to worry about money, I have a reputation, I’m graduating soon, my parents don’t put pressure on me anymore, relying on my contacts and fans now, I can live a good life.

However, only I know that I am not doing well. I often wake up from nightmares, often suffer from insomnia, and often wake up crying.

In this state on the verge of collapse, my graduation project was successfully completed.When it was shown for the first time in front of several professors in the graduation assessment of the Academy of Fine Arts, they were not only shocked, but also not far from being shocked.

I named it "Salvation". Under the burning of irregular flames, pairs of abstract lovers with different expressions presented a distorted state of burning. From a distance, one can see from the irregular borders of the flames You can see the image of a big Buddha smiling in the traditional sense. From a closer look, on each pair of people, there will be objects that represent prayers, such as Avalokitesvara, crosses, peace charms, and Jesus.

This is a true belief painting that blends Chinese and Western styles. It has both abstract images and realistic techniques. Because of the distorted whole and burnt subject, the professors unanimously gave high marks, and it was also designated as the first painting. Exhibition (that is, each batch of graduation works will invite people from all walks of life to visit, and they decide to display my work as the main work).

Back and forth, it took me almost seven years to actually graduate from college.There is an endless stream of people who come to visit, and there are even more praises. However, every smile of mine is far-fetched, and every conversation is patience. Although I am still me, I am not the self I am familiar with.

Another discovery that terrified me was that I might be seriously ill mentally.Losing the true self is just a feeling, but smiling on the face, but crying in the heart, isn't this sick?

In the end, it was my mother who found out that my state was not right. She didn't say it clearly, but strongly urged all three of us to return to China, the sooner the better.

I don't know how they did it. After returning to China, we lived back in the villa on the back of the mountain. Everything in the house was the same as before, and even the pen in my room was not missing.

This feeling of deja vu made me guess the root cause in an instant.I called her and reached out to her for the first time after two years of separation and those farewell words at the airport.

My thoughts are very simple, that is, thank you and apologize.

I just asked her if she also bought and kept the house in Zhejiang?

After hesitating for a long time, she told me one word: "Yes!"

Because of this word, I told my parents that I went to find Zhou Manting.

Whether it is a sister relationship, a lover relationship, or just a debt relationship, I must repay all her love and kindness to me.

Whether it takes a year or two, or even a lifetime, I am willing.

☆、Chapter 87

The meeting place she mentioned was not a company or a high-end hotel, but the n_ai tea shop where we sat together a long time ago.

She should have come out of work, so she was wearing a well-fitting suit, dignified and demure, sitting in a majestic yet elegant manner, with her hair tied in a bun.

When I sat across from her, it was easy to see that her pair of earlobes that fascinated me wore three-leaf cao-style diamonds, which were shiny and beautiful.

I still look like a ghost of self-indulgence. If I don't go out, I don't even know how to comb my hair.

She subconsciously pursed her lower lip and said, "What do you want to drink?"