Look at each other

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"Mom, I..."

"You call Xia Xiaoyou right now and separate from her. Let's pretend that nothing happened. You are still young, so let's just play around, and you have to find a man to marry and have children in the future." Her voice was trembling, as if full of emotion. Before venting his anger, he was extinguished by his father's scolding, leaving only fatigue in ashes.

If she scolded me like before, I might be able to yell back at her in anger, but I can't bear to see her look tired, like she is completely disappointed in me.Immediately when my nose was sour, my vision was blurred by the dense water vapor. I raised my hand and touched my eyes indiscriminately. Suddenly, a small smile appeared in front of my eyes. The green eyes shone with light just like that night. sea ​​of ​​stars.

Mom didn't speak, just stared at me stubbornly.I looked away, and my eyes flashed past my brother and sister-in-law. My brother still looked at me with complicated eyes, but my sister-in-law's expression was more like watching a family ethics drama.

"Man, it's just like this all my life... everyone is like this."

My sister-in-law's sigh-like voice sounded in my ears, telling me about my long-planned life trajectory.

"...I still have to control my own life... It's not worth tying my whole life to the expectations of my parents..." The old man's deep and hoarse voice after drinking can be heard again, and he was gloomy and y- In the deep eyes, it seems that he is looking at his own life to the end.

I gritted my teeth and rubbed the corners of my eyes with tears, "No, I love her."

The three of them were stunned by my protruding bluntness. The elder brother was the first to react, restrained his complicated eyes, lowered his eyelids, sat for a while, and got up first to pull his sister-in-law, who was still in shock, to avoid up.After my mother recovered, her face flushed red, as if she was ashamed of me.

"Do you know what you're talking about? There's no love between two women. You just confuse friendship with...love."

"This is just your wishful thinking. I..." Seeing her distorted and flushed face due to shock and anger, I finally didn't have the heart to say the word "love" to hurt her, calmed down silently, Only then did she speak again: "Mom, I am very happy now, I want to be with her forever, and we will be together forever."

"For your own happiness, do you want the whole family to be ashamed because of you?! How can you let me and your father look up outside like this?!"

"So, what other people think is more important than my happiness?"

"Are you so selfish? You only think about your own happiness, why don't you think more about us? Do you have to make us grow old and bear those gossips?"

The anger in my heart cooled down inch by inch, I froze in place, her face gradually became unfamiliar to me, "You say I am selfish, why are you not? If you are willing to exchange my happiness for your good reputation, I will And why worry about your reputation?"

She was stopped by my words, her chest rose and fell violently with her breathing, "You are unfilial! I would never raise a daughter like you!"

I bit my lower lip hard until a sweet smell filled my mouth, "Then just pretend I wasn't born." Leaving those words behind, I quickly fled the building regardless of her astonished expression. house.I didn't realize I was still wearing slippers until the door swung shut behind me, but I didn't have a chance to go back and change them.I looked down at my curled up toes in embarrassment, a tear pattered on the instep.

I rubbed my tears with my hands indiscriminately, walked forward aimlessly, and finally lost my way in the community where I had lived for more than ten years.

Trembling, I took out my mobile phone and dialed the small number. After one ring, I was connected. When I heard her gentle and confused voice from the other side of the receiver, I finally couldn't hold it back anymore, like a lost person. The child squatted on the spot and began to cry.

The author has something to say: Mr. Xiaoan just came out of the closet, and it is almost finished, but I originally expected to finish writing this winter vacation, but now it seems that I may not finish writing (bow and confess)

☆、Chapter 52

Chapter 52

The rabbit flies away, and the white horse flies away. After the pleasant and short autumn, the city ushers in the gloomy and gray winter again. What is more fortunate is the overflowing, accumulated water and vast love that belongs to her alone.

On Christmas Eve, the two of us once again escaped halfway through the regular dinner and snuggled up to each other on the city tower overlooking the busy streets and sleepless neon lights; An out-of-tune song, Xiao Xiao and I wrapped ourselves in a blanket on the sofa and hummed along, correcting his out-of-tune song; on New Year’s Eve, the two of us worked hard in the kitchen, cooking a table full of dishes, and the two of us couldn’t eat well. It's fun, but in the end I have to rely on exercise to digest food...

We slowly got used to the beginning and the end of each day in each other's arms, gradually got used to and attached to each other, a family of two eats three meals for four seasons, day and night, year after year, jade shells turn into ashes, beautiful Years are like a cover, even if it will be like this for the rest of my life, it will not make people bored if I think about it.

I remember reading a story about a beggar and a rose before. I thought Xiaoxiao was that rose to me. In order to match her beauty and purity, I couldn’t help but tidy myself up and put away the past twenty years. The y-in is attached to my indecision, the y-in is negative, and the imaginary and stubborn are all stuffed into the trash can, and I grow into a childish and cheerful person again.

The train of my life, whose trajectory was disrupted, simply derailed along the way, and drove happily to unknown destinations on the roads extending in all directions, and everything was thriving and growing.

When the first chilly spring breeze passed through the office, I tightened my coat and took out my phone to check the time.Nearly half an hour before Xiaoxiao finished class, I took out the notebook that Xiaoxiao gave me as a birthday present from the canvas bag, and began to perfect another story outline I wrote two days ago.The previous story ended some time ago, and the readers on the platform responded very well. To celebrate the end, Xiaoxiao even made a special trip to cook me a big meal.When it comes to that big meal, I have to mention that in the past few months, my little cooking skills have improved a lot. Although I am not familiar with the movements, the dishes I cook can be said to be very good in color, fragrance and taste.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help showing a smile on my face, and then I changed my mind to sort out the context of another story.Not long after, the phone in my pocket vibrated suddenly, interrupting my thinking.I took out my mobile phone, and the caller ID was an unfamiliar number. I looked around the office and found that I was the only one in the office, so I connected directly in the office.

"Hey?"

"Hello, hello, is this Teacher Passerby?" A middle-aged woman's voice came from the receiver, distorted due to radio wave conversion.