If love has an afterlife

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Rao Yucheng walked in and hugged me from behind.

I pulled her hand away forcefully, moved to the side, kept a distance from her, and said coldly,

"Don't do this~!"

He tried his best to keep his voice down, but he could still hear his anger.

I looked towards the bedroom, the half-open door, An Zhiteng couldn't see the scene just now, but I was still extremely nervous.

Rao Yucheng was irritated by my reaction, and pulled me to the corner where I could see An Zhiteng,

"Look, is he looking at you? When did he care about you! You are busy and giving, did he ever care?"

I pushed her away, stepped back quickly, lowered my head, and stopped looking at her, afraid that my tired appearance would be reflected in those clear eyes.

"No, we can't go on like this anymore. You are still young and have a bright future. Don't waste the world on me. You should have a normal life."

"Normal? What is a normal life? Like you, just marrying a man who doesn't love him, and he doesn't love you, caters to the eyes of the world, closes one's true feelings, and is wronged at home. Do you want to be a good example of a good wife and mother in the eyes of others? But do you know how tired you are and how depressing others are? Does he know? Do you want me to live like you? Sister, you know that I see you now How sad do you look?~"

I quickly covered Rao Yucheng's mouth, and begged in a low voice,

"Be quiet!"

Rao Yucheng's eyes were red, and she pulled my hand away angrily. I was afraid that she would do more excessive behavior, so I dragged her to hide in the bathroom.

As soon as the door was closed, Rao Yucheng pushed me against the wall, kissed fiercely, panted hotly and said,

"Lin Zhi, I love you, I want to take you away, I will definitely take you out of here~!"

Rao Yucheng licked my ears vigorously with the tip of her tongue, sucking the most sensitive skin around my ears.

I shook my head and tried my best to push her away, but my body's reaction was too honest.

Rao Yucheng can always easily arouse the desire of my body.

Reason reminded me not to do this, but Rao Yucheng was already burning with desire and couldn't restrain herself.

I knew I couldn't stop her and I didn't want to stop her, so I could only let her try to satisfy me, I tried to suppress my slightly trembling breath, and warned softly,

"Keep your voice down~!"

Rao Yucheng seemed to have got permission, and became more unscrupulous, constantly asking for it.

Rao Yucheng knelt down to untie my clothes, but I stopped her and shook my head at her.

She packed up her clothes, kissed my cheek vigorously, and left the bathroom with a satisfied smile.

I crouched down against the wall, hugging my knees.

The picture just now lingers in my mind. It is undeniable that I like the feeling of being needed, and only at that moment can I really feel needed and valued. Only at that moment, I am not a daughter or a wife , not a mother, I am just me, a woman, a woman who simply desires to love and be loved.

In this kind of chaotic relationship that shouldn't appear, I can't give up, and even immerse myself in it. I think I may be a y-ín messy woman.

I am neither willing to change the existing calm, but also addicted to Rao Yucheng's soft body desire.

I don't want to hurt anyone, but I can't make up my mind.

Supporting my sore head, I got up slowly, washed my hands, warmed up a cup of milk milk and brought it to An Zhiteng's table.

He is still absorbed in his game and does not care about me.

I was so tired that I couldn't breathe, and I fell asleep in bed.

Woke up, it was getting late.

I slept with my clothes on, and after the warm sun faded, my body felt a little chilly, so I got up and looked for a coat to put on.

An Zhiteng was still staring at the computer screen, without moving as if he was in a trance, and the beef n_ai on the table hadn't moved, it must have been completely cold.

I was half lying down, watching the autumn wind outside the window, the withered and yellow leaves falling, and a trace of desolation appeared in my heart.

Why don't I know it!From acquaintance to marriage, until now, I have never received real care from this man. Even when I gave birth, I took a taxi to the hospital by myself. As soon as I got to the hospital, the amniotic fluid broke. I was alone and no one helped me push the wheelchair. Step by step, he climbed up and down the stairs cautiously to go through the hospitalization procedures.

When I was scared, panicked, and helpless, this man was addicted to his game, because it was his job, and he had to test it thousands of times to detect the loopholes in the game, and his indifference to this man , I have long been used to it. Although I never had any expectations for him, pregnant women are always sensitive. I cried from the grievance at the beginning, to the feeling of no feeling at the end, and finally understood that without love, there is no way to be disappointed .

I don't have the slightest love for this man, so why should I ask him to respond?

I have been docile and obedient since I was a child, and I have always obeyed my parents’ arrangements. I have been under their strict supervision from elementary school, middle school to high school. When I was in college, I insisted on choosing a city thousands of miles away from home. My mother was angry about this for half a month. I spoke, but the fact was a foregone conclusion and could not be changed, so she had no choice but to stop forcing it.

At the beginning of school, they insisted on sending me to school, carrying luggage in the dormitory, cleaning, making the bed, buying fruit and snacks to please the classmates, which made the classmates in the same dormitory envious, but in my opinion it was somewhat bitter.

After school started, the two of them were still reluctant to leave and lived in a hotel near the school. It was not until my military training was over and I was in normal class that I persuaded them to leave.

When they parted, they explained everything in every possible way, and asked their classmates to take care of them.

Looking at the back of the two leaving, I couldn't stop crying, I will grow up and leave them after all, this matter is not only me, they also need time to adapt!

Having parents like them is a sweetness, a burden, a sweet burden, and I am willing to carry such a sweet burden to be peaceful and restrained, just to let them feel at ease.

When I was in school, I devoted myself to studying and had nothing else to think about. I rarely even participated in gatherings among my classmates. As a pretty person, I naturally had many suitors, but I always refused to approach boys intentionally or unintentionally. , which is why I never had a relationship during college.

After a long time, no one asked any more questions. It was not until I met Rao Yucheng that I opened my heart unsuspectingly. For the first time, I felt the feeling of blushing and heartbeating. I have no experience in love, and I don't know what love is at all, and I can't believe that the inexplicable dependence between myself and a child who is nearly ten years younger can be called love.

After graduating and returning home, he went on a blind date with An Zhiteng under the arrangement of his parents. Rather than talking about the blind date, it was just a formality, so that we could meet before getting married, so that the wedding scene would not be too embarrassing.

I still accepted An Zhiteng without any resistance, and for the foreseeable life, obedience to my parents seems to have become a habit.